Chapter 3: New Realities
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A Very Different Kind of Proposition
It had been a week since that last session with Christina. Ben had gone back home re-energized and ready for another week or two of the rat race and the stress of it all. Instead, he'd found his cases were being slowly cleared with no new cases coming in. He'd been a bit weirded out by it and then his boss had hit him with a rather unexpected twist. They'd asked him to clear his leave, a month's worth, in one foul swoop, basically to take a one month vacation.
It was strange for sure but he did not have a real choice in the matter, apparently, so he took the paid vacation without question. It did leave a big question as to what exactly he was going to do with himself for a month but as he drove home he was not too worried. He'd have plenty of time to figure something out.
Finally, after a relatively quiet drive back to his apartment he stood in the lift, waiting for it to arrive at his floor, contemplating his schedule. A smile crept on to his face as he thought of Christina. Maybe a session or two would help pass the time? As it turned out, he needn't have thought about that as the elevator arrived at his floor.
He raised his eyebrow as he approached his front door. Someone was standing outside with their back to him. As he approached, they turned to face him. "Christina?"
His voice carrying a tone of pleasant surprise. She was wearing a dark trench coat and had her hair down. She smiled at him and took a step towards him. "Ben. It's nice to see you."
He stopped, fishing in his coat pocket for his keys. "Likewise. But what are you doing here?" He was smiling but his eyes did show a hint of uncertainty. She stepped back from the door, gesturing at it.
"Well, Ben, I want to talk to you, if I may. Could we step inside?" He pulled his keys out, nodding as he opened the door and gestured for her to enter.
He took her coat, she was wearing a well put together blue dress that really complimented her, and offered her a drink which she accepted. Once they were situated in the living room, sitting across each other on an L couch, with their drinks, she leaned forward, her eyes never leaving his. Something about her demeanor, however, reminded him of that time they met all those years ago. She seemed.....apprehensive.
"So, I'm just going to come out and be direct. I know you are free for a month."
He raised an eyebrow as he loosened his tie, he'd not bothered taking off his suit. "Oh? How do you know that?" She kept her eyes on his as she continued.
"Because I am the one who convinced your boss to give you that month off." His mouth opened as he froze, processing what she said as she continued. "It was not easy. Sure, your superior is a client of mine and they owe me one or two favours, but you are an incredibly important part of the firm, they assure me. It took some time but I eventually got your boss to let you go for the month."
He looked at her, still aghast. "You?" He stuttered as he tried to process his thoughts. "But...Wh...Why?" She still stared right at him, eyes never leaving his.
"Because, well, I want you, Ben." If the previous bombshell stopped him in his tracks this floored him. He looked at her blankly as she stood and slowly walked to his side. "I've wanted you for some time now. Not as a client but as something....more." She sat next to him, her eyes burrowing into his soul. "I want to own you. I want you to be mine and mine alone, mind, body and soul."
She reached out and held his face in her hands. His breathing was getting heavier as a wave of different emotions hit him. "I want you to be my Slave, Ben. To fully give yourself over to me. Completely. I want you to submit to me, Ben," She leaned forward, her lips right next to his ears as she whispered. "And I know you want to submit too."
He shivered and closed his eyes, completely at a loss as to what to do or even what to think.
She took his hands in hers, giving them a reassuring squeeze as she leaned back, looking into his eyes. Her expression had changed from one of confidence to.....vulnerability. "What are you thinking, Ben?"
He opened his mouth and froze, not knowing quite what to say. She smiled and squeezed his hands, reassuring him and letting him take as much time as he needed to process.
"I'm going to be honest, I don't know what to think," He looked at her. "I like you. I like you a lot. I enjoy your company, both in and outside that....context. And I would be lying if I said I had not....thought of something similar," She held her face stoic but he knew her well enough by now to know that she was anxious. "But I never thought you thought of me that way. I never knew that you...wanted...well, me."
Her face brightened. He was not completely opposed to it. That was a good starting point. He continued to verbalize his thoughts. "I'm certainly interested, Christina. I would be interested in pursuing something.......more with you." Her face really brightened up. "But if we are going to do this, we really do need to talk things over first."
She squeezed his hands again, beaming. "Of course, Ben. What do you want to discuss?"
He laughed, a nervous laugh, and smiled. "Well, ummm....first, I suppose, umm...well, I like to submit to you. I like being submissive to you in our sessions, I even enjoy it for prolonged periods of time. But I don't know about slavery, I don't know if I want to be like that. And there are so many things about a potential....relationship that we would have to work out."
She leaned forward slightly as she tilted her head, just a bit. He was interested. Now it was just the matter of getting him to go along with it.
"I do have an idea, Ben. If you are comfortable with this, perhaps we could...try it out a little," She raised her hand to his face, lightly stroking it. "You have a month of free time," She smiled. "Why not try things out a little? Try a little....slavery. The usual safewords would apply, if you want to stop at any time, it stops, we just try it out a little, see how you enjoy it?" He looked at her and....well, to be honest, he was incredibly tempted. She could see that and knew she only needed one final push.
"You're safe with me, Ben. No matter what happens, I will never hurt you. You're safe," She ran her thumb over his cheek as he leaned into her hand, sighing softly.
"Ok," He said softly as he looked at her, vulnerability on his face now. "...I trust you..."
She smiled, leaned forward and kissed him. "Good boy." She whispered in his ear as she kept stroking his face. "I'm going to give you a little something. You'll go to sleep and wake up back at my estate where your slavery will begin. Just remember, you can stop it all anytime you want, you're safe and I will never hurt you. Ok?"
She leaned back as he looked at her softly. "Ok," Came his soft reply, his tone still vulnerable. She smiled as she stroked his face, getting up and walking to her coat.
He sat still, his mind all over the place. He was really going to do this? Submit to her for a month, let her drug him and take him away to do whatever she wanted? He fiddled with his hands nervously. He was...apprehensive but also...excited and eager. He wanted to try this, he was just afraid of what he might discover about himself.
She returned with a syringe and a small alcohol swab. She took his hand in hers and swabbed a bit right on the top of his hand, around the veins. She held the syringe and looked at him, holding his hand. "Do you want to do this, Ben?"
He looked at her. He did not know fully just what was about to happen but...well, he trusted her. And he was more than willing to try it. He smiled as best he could.
"I am yours."
New Beginnings
Ben's eyes fluttered as he began to stir. He felt groggy and disoriented. He tried to reach up to wipe his eyes but his hands were restrained behind him. His mind immediately shot awake as he tried to remember what happened and what his state was. He looked down at his body, he was in a bondage chair, he was naked and he was tied up. His legs were restrained so he was holding them open and his hands were buckled to the back of the chair. He felt a thick collar on his neck that made it difficult to look down and he was gagged with a ball gag. He blinked and looked around as he tried to remember how he got here.
Images of the night came flashing back to him, meeting Christina, her proposition and the slight prick of the needle in his arm before darkness. He leaned back in the chair as he remembered. He had wanted to be here and that brought a level of calm to his mind even as he felt apprehensive. The sound of footsteps behind him told him he was not alone as the ever beautiful figure of Christina wearing a silk robe appeared before him.
"Hello, Ben. Sleep well?" She smirked and slowly circled him, disappearing behind him. He began breathing heavily, unable to see her behind him. He felt her hand slowly circle his throat from behind him while she lightly squeezed, limiting his breathing. She kissed his cheek and whispered seductively in his ear.
"I bet you're thinking a million things right now, a million different questions. Where am I, what's going on?" She began slowly circling back in front of him, her hand still on his throat. She leaned in close in front of him, her face close to his, looking right into his eyes. She squeezed his throat harder, eliciting a moan.
"Well, to be frank, Ben, none of that really matters. What matters is this. You. Are." She squeezed harder still, choking him as he looked at her, his eyes wide. "
Mine