When I looked in the mirror at my naked body I was surprised at how scratched and red my nipples were. No wonder they were sore. Turning around I saw big bruises across my ass that I was going to have to explain if my husband saw them.
Lying to my husband wasn't something that I was looking forward to. However, I was definitely not prepared to tell him that my boss stripped me naked, gagged me with her panties and paddled my naked ass with a board while I was tied to a packing crate, and then left there to be fucked by two large black men.
Even saying that in my head, I struggle to understand why I am OK with it. It is certainly something to ponder. Looking at it from the outside it seems terrible, abusive and no matter what I did, that was a punishment that went far beyond what should happen in real life but it did happen and I am OK with it.
In fact, I am more than OK with it. I enjoyed it. In my submissive mind, I deserved it and my mistress gave me what I needed. I also know that Mistress Nadia knows it too. She knows what I need, the controlling, the humiliation, the sex; it's all part of what I have been missing, craving, desiring my whole life and if I stopped now, it would be like turning off a light in my life that had just recently been turned on.
I was going to lie to my husband. I love him but he can't give me what Mistress Nadia does and right now, I need what she gives me. I know it won't last forever and when it is over, I hope my loving husband is still there for me. It's selfish I know, but it is how I am and where I am in my life right now.
My husband leaves for work before I do in the morning and for the last several months, rarely gets home before 7:00pm and often, well after that. Tonight, he called and won't be home until 9:00. I put on some comfy sweatpants and a t-shirt, with a bra that is gingerly holding my sore boobs. I tried going without a bra but my nipples were so sore moving against the t-shirt material, I couldn't stand it.
By the time I finished my second glass of wine, I knew what my story would be.
When my husband came home, he was hungry and tired and I fixed him some dinner, made him a drink and he was ready for bed. I wanted him to see the bruises on my ass so I made sure that he saw my bare ass as I changed into my pajama.
"What the hell happened to you?" he asked when he saw the bruises.
I told him my story which was partially true, but mostly not. "I didn't know we were going to see the warehouse today and I wore my heels. I slipped on the concrete floor and fell flat on my ass. I thought I broke my tailbone."
"Are you OK?"
"I'm fine now, but it hurt like hell then. I guess it is going to be black and blue. I couldn't even use my hands to break my fall because I had files in one hand and my laptop in the other."
"It looks like it hurts. You aren't going to be able to sit down for a week."
"I'll be fine. Maybe you can rub some of this lotion on it tonight."
"Of course. I'm sorry that happened babe. You need to be careful in those heels."
"Sure, now you tell me!" and we both laughed.
That was easy. He loves me so much. I know I don't deserve it, but I really do love him and I need him as my anchor. I muse at how Mistress Nadia is my sail and my husband is my anchor, and how I need both.
The next morning, I wore a much more conservative suit and a red satin blouse. It was soft enough that my nipples rubbing against the slick material didn't hurt too much. I got to work in plenty of time to get set up at my desk before going to see Nadia.
I Knocked at her door right on time and she called me into her office. I sat in the chair in front of her office like I always did.
"Open your blouse"
"Yes Mistress."
I opened the buttons on my blouse trying not to hesitate but sorely afraid that she might pinch them or even touch them.
"How are your tits today? They looked really sore yesterday."
"They are still very sore but not as bad as last night."
"Good. I won't apologize for yesterday. I will not stand for that kind of foolish behavior but I will take some of the blame for your actions. You need more training and I am going to spend more time with you to make sure that you better understand my expectations."
"Thank you Mistress. Yesterday was my fault and I deserved the punishment you gave me. I promise to do better from now on and appreciate your patience with me."
Mistress Nadia almost smiled. I don't think that she knew that I saw it but my acceptance of her punishment was confirmation for her that she had given me what I needed. I am a submissive and I crave her attention and will do anything for her approval.
"Is your ass bruised?"
"Yes Mistress, it is very tender and a little black and blue."
"Did your husband see it?"
She listened intently as I explained what I told my husband when he saw it. She seemed concerned but not overly so. She wanted to see it and I turned around and pulled up my skirt.
While I was turned, facing away from her she told me to bend over. "Now, keep your skirt up and spread your legs, I want to see what kind of damage those two did to my slut's cunt and asshole."
I did as she asked.
"It looks like you had no trouble taking two big, black cocks. Did they make you cum?"
"Yes Mistress," I said hesitantly.
"You liked it didn't you? Having both of their cocks in you at the same time. How many times did you cum my little slut?"
"I don't know exactly mistress; a lot. They are both big and really stretched my pussy. When one was in my ass and the other in my pussy, I was cumming so much, I thought I might pass out."
"Is that the first time you have ever been DP'd?"
"DP'd?"
"Yes, double penetrated. That's what it's called."
"Oh, yes Mistress. That was the first time for me."
"But you didn't have any trouble taking both of their big cocks did you?"
"It hurt my bottom at first but once I got used to it, it felt good. Different, but really good."
Mistress Nadia then told me that she had never had a bigger slut as a sub before. I took that as a backhanded compliment which is how I think she meant it. Then she told me to spread my legs wider so that she could watch me play with my pussy. Having this discussion and thinking about those two big cocks already had me wet and I bent over further so that she could watch me play with my pussy. She instructed me not to cum until she said so and I did my best to hold back as I shoved two fingers in and out of my wet pussy and rubbed my clit with my thumb.
It only took about 2 minutes before I was begging her to let me cum. I can't help it. When she is watching me play with myself, I get so hot that it takes only a minute or two before I am ready to burst. Now I was sweating, trying to keep from cumming but at the same time, driving myself to an enormous orgasm with my fingers. My pussy was so wet I was making a very loud squishing sound every time I jammed my fingers deep in my cunt.
"I want to see 4 fingers in your cunt, slut."
"Yes Mistress," and I worked another 2 fingers into my stretched cunt. I could feel my juices running down my legs.
"Pleeeeaaaassseee Mistress, may I cum now."
"Not until I say. If you do, I will bruise your ass even further. Do you understand?"
"Yes Mistress."
I held off for another 2 to 3 minutes. It was becoming almost unbearable and I wasn't going to be able to hold off much longer. I knew that if I slowed down, she would never stand for it either so I held it until my stomach muscles were aching.
Finally, she got up out of her chair and walked over next to me.
"Okay slut, you can cum now," and she reached down and pinched my nipple. It sent a terrible pain shooting through my entire body as I came.
It hurt but it also made my orgasm more intense and last longer. I collapsed onto the chair and was breathing really hard. While I was kneeling backwards in the chair, my head laying on the back cushion, Mistress Nadia stroked my hair with one hand and very gently rubbed my ass with the other.