4:30AM
Why am I waking up? It's so early. It is still dark. I need to pee. OK I will pee, but I'm not up yet. It's way too early. And why do I instinctively grab my cell phone. I know there are not any new messages since last night. OMG! There is a new email. It's from Him. I told Him no messages on the weekends. What does he want? Should I read it? What sick and perverted thing will he have me performing next? I wonder. No! It will wait. It has to. I have to go to church then lunch with the girls and then Bible Study Class today. It is my day of rest and worship. I can't look at it.
OK. I admit it. I am curious. I am weak. He knows it. It excites me down there every time he emails me or texts me. I can't help it. I look forward to it; to his perverse challenges and kinky sexual dares. What will he demand that I do next? All his email said was, "Fuchsia pantyhose, high heels and the shortest skirt you own. After church, make your excuses then head up to my house!" OMG. I can't. I really can't. It's my day for family and being with my church friends. Then why am I all tingly and mentally going thru my wardrobe to comply with his demands?
I'll just text him and tell him that it's not possible. "This is Sunday. I can't come up there." Opps. I forgot what time it is. "Sry. R U awake?"
"No."
"Church and fam day"
"You have no choice. Make it happen!" was his reply. Then a few minutes passed and my phone vibrated again displaying, "Take off your nightshirt. Put on fuchsia pantyhose. Take pix for me in your mirror. Nips better be hard."
I took a deep breath to calm my excited nerves. I thought about it as I finished what I came in for. I looked in the mirror. Even in the dark, I could see my nipples were already hard. Why did he have this effect on me? I have tried to not see him anymore; to break it off and be a good housewife many many times. But I keep coming back for more. God he makes me so horny. I raised the nightshirt to be sure. He was right. He always is. They were hard and He wanted to see them. I love to show them off. I love the attention they get. They are rather large and are very excited right now. I quietly went to my dresser and retrieved the pantyhose He wanted to see being careful to not waken my sleeping husband. As I went back into the bathroom and closed the door, I decided against complying. He didn't own me. I am my own strong woman. I am in charge here. "Right Now!!" was the next text on my phone. I jumped and hurriedly put them on and aimed the phone at the reflection in the mirror.
"That's better!" was His response to my pix. I smiled. I had pleased Him. But why? "Now go back to bed with them still on and nothing else. Spread your legs apart and gently stroke yourself from your ass to your clit and back down." I did what He instructed. It felt sooooo good. How does He know me so well? "Do not cum until I give you permission!" was his last text as I drifted back to sleep with my hand between my moist legs.
CHURCH
The whole family was there but we took separate cars because I had two more church related activities I had planned on attending. I wore the 5 inch sparkly heels and my shortest white skirt that hugged my ass and rode up my fuchsia colored thighs every time we rose and sat back down in prayer. To my left was a nice looking father with his family adjacent to his left. His 18 year old was next to him and kept glancing my way so I let my skirt ride up a little every time I rose and sat. I smiled inside. I thought my legs were too fat but the dad and son next to me didn't. I tried my hardest not to look their way but I could still feel their stares. It excited me. My phone was on silent so I glanced at it. He had texted. "Are you almost done with church? Are you wearing what I want?" He always asked multiple questions or two threads of thoughts. I struggled at times to keep up. "Almost and yes very sexy. Ask my admirers next to me."
"Let your skirt ride up. Show them your ass cheek."
"I'm in church"
"Now!" he commanded over the silenced phone yelling at me.
I of course did as He instructed. As I rose, I did not pull my skirt down like I normally have to so the bottom of my ass cheek was now exposed. As I sat after the prayer, I pulled down the front of my skirt but not the back. The new coolness on my seat sent shivers down my spine. I knew my whole outer thigh and ass cheek were now exposed to the men on my left. I was dying to see if they were looking. I knew they were. I could feel the heat or was that the moisture between my legs?
Oh, how I loved the attention I was getting. It made me so wet to know that they were looking at my exposed ass. All I could think of was what my afternoon was gonna be like once I got to "His" house, I knew he would be alone and it would get hot and wild. Would he be happy that I'm in my Fuchsia hose and new sparkle heels just for Him? I was hoping to see Him in hose today as that would be so hot!
Why did I let Him use me and torture me like this? This, on my one day to be good, he has me exposing myself to two perfect strangers. And yet it excites me so. I can't help but to crave his next command. "Tell me if they are looking."
I texted that they were and it only made me hotter and more turned on that I was being so naughty in church. I could see young son leaning forwards to get a better view of my exposed ass. I caught him staring a few times. I scolded him with my eyes while inwardly dripping with excitement. I am so bad. I am going to Hell for sure.
After another 10 minutes the phone vibrated again. "Make sure that when you exit the row that you smile at both men and brush up against the young one and see if he is hard."
OMG in church even? I really shouldn't. But why was my heart beating so fast that I thought that it might jump right out of my chest? I decided how to best do this task. I looked at my watch as we all rose one final time and said loudly to my family, "I am late. I have to hurry. See you later today." I then said pardon me to the man, then pardon me to the son as I scooted on by them on my way to exiting the row. As I went past young son, I let my open hand brush against his fly and felt what I knew was due to me and my exhibitionism. 'Wow that is big and hard!' I thought to myself. I guess I still have got it! I have to get to my car and text Him. He will be so proud. I can't wait.
THE CAR TRIP
I proudly told Him what I felt on young son. He only said good. Took the wind right out of my sails. "On the way yet?" He inquired.
"Y".
"Drive to VS. Text when there."
I wonder what he wants me to pick up? I hope it's something sexy for me to wear for him. I love modeling for him and what he makes me do. The poses are very sexual. It is so exciting and is our little secret. He promises to never show anyone the pictures tho he is a great photographer and they are not really pornographic, well to me they are not. I wonder if I would really mind. I am just so naughty, secretly.
"At VS," I texted.