As Bobby dressed me in the morning for work in my anal plug, latex panties with the dildo, thigh high stockings and my obviously altered-to-be-too-short pencil skirt, it felt predictable. Normal.
The bra that let my nipples stand out, the tight-fitting button-up dress shirt ... the suit jacket that was never to be buttoned (the buttons on these jackets had in fact, been removed). My heels were high, my hair was always pulled back ... at any given moment I was tantalizing the masses with some sort of peek at my intimate parts.
But after the weekend, after my previous lessons at the office ... something had changed. I wasn't embarrassed anymore. They would all stare. Given. I would constantly be wet, plugged, and smelling of sex. Given. But how many of them truly noticed? No one ever said anything to me to make me feel uncomfortable. That was something I had done to myself over and over.
Bobby handed me a travel coffee mug, "It's green tea, but at least you'll feel a bit more normal carrying one, right?" He winked and grabbed his coat on the way out the door.
Just as every other morning, we walked down the hall and down the stairs. Nick had forbidden me to use the elevator. The constant thought that anyone just three or four steps below me would see straight up my skirt was always exciting and a bit scary. I was beginning to think that some of my neighbors had started taking the stairs just to catch a glimpse if I walked past.
The car wasn't in front of the building and I turned to Bobby with a questioning look.
"One block down." He pointed to the right and I spotted the car.
"In my own neighborhood. Of course." I started worrying a bit about making eye contact. Who knew me? Would any of my friends from my past life come looking for me and find me like this?
One city block can seem endless when you're carefully dressed to titillate with a plug up your ass and a dildo sliding in and out of you with every step you take in your seriously high heels. Exposed, that's how I felt. I felt like I was on display for the entire city.
It made me wet.
Once we were in the car, Bobby reached over and started playing with one of my nipples. "I still have liberties, right?"
"I'd say you probably do." I smiled and looked out the window while he fondled me. The driver was watching in his rear-view mirror, I had a feeling if he'd spent years driving Nick around, he had seen far worse. It felt sexy to be watched. I started wondering what the stocky man would be like in bed, what his cock would look like, how his cum would taste ....
"We're here!" The car stopped and jerked me from my thoughts. Thanks to Bobby my nipples were at full attention and I blamed the driver for the thoughts that had made me even wetter inside those slippery panties.
I got out of the car, flashing Bobby my latex ass and stockings. I was disoriented at first, but I realized that the car was parked a block from the building's entrance as well. A second walk of shame for the morning.
This time, I was getting so wet that my on juices were beginning to cause slipping and sliding in my panties. The dildo fucked me as I walked; my tits were at attention and bouncing for the crowd. Business men walked past, ogling my body and some literally licking their lips. How many of these men had I masturbated for just days before? Who knew?
In the elevator, three men who had fondled me before when they recognized me pounced on me at first sight. The door shut and I had one hand up my skirt, rubbing my clit through the latex while he kissed my neck and breathed on me, the other two men were sucking my nipples through my shirt. When the door dinged, the men jerked upright and stood at attention as if nothing was out of the ordinary.
A man I'd never seen got on the elevator and looked at me, lowered his eyes to my nipples and pressed the floor just above mine.
When I got off the elevator, I went directly into Nick's office. I needed to see his face. I knocked quietly and politely, waiting for an answer as the woman who hated me eyed me from head-to-toe disapprovingly.
"Come in, Page."
I shut the door behind me, "Thank you, Sir."
"Good morning, my pet!" Nick seemed in a good mood. He stared at my breasts and smiled, "Interesting elevator ride, was it?"
I looked down and saw perfectly round wet spots where the elevator men had been sucking. "Oh ... yes, Sir. Colleagues of yours I assume."
"They are. I get frequent calls about you, Page." He surveyed the rest of me and sighed before sending me to my office to bog about the weekend. "You have emails to check as well."
"Yes, Sir." I walked quickly to my office and opened my email.
Good Morning, Page,
I hope you enjoyed your journey to work this morning. I feel you're becoming too secretive about your lifestyle. Some secrecy is important, even necessary, but to hide yourself away is just that ... hiding. You must learn to walk tall amongst the crowd just as you are and leave the questions to them.
Please blog about this last weekend, I want your intimate thoughts and be truthful my pet.
Nick
I blogged for over an hour about my innermost feelings about all I'd done and seen over the weekend. Just recalling it made me so wet I thought I would dehydrate. When I posted the blog, I wanted to cum. I was so worked up from my own personal account of the story.
The next email was a video and I pressed 'play' to see Bobby at the club, surrounded by a swarm of single submissives who were kissing and biting him, sitting on his face and fucking him. I had no idea it had been that crazy.
I watched for 45 minutes, watched him cum, the girls letting it shoot into the air and land on his body where they would lick it off and kiss each other. Bobby's eyes were big as saucers when he watched them. I watched the girls continue fucking him, rock hard despite having just given them what they wanted.
The footage then became Bobby fucking me in the apartment. I began to blush watching him use my body. Did Nick have cameras everywhere? The lag time between each session had been cut and once Bobby came inside of me and plugged me, the video would cut to the next violation, and the next, and the next.
I watched myself get fucked for two solid hours before the final shot of me swallowing down a glass of Bobby's collected cum. I was rocking back and forth in my chair, pushing the anal plug in, then pushing down on the dildo in my panties. I was starting to think I wouldn't be able to contain myself.
The video ended and I checked the next email.
Page,
I do hope you enjoyed watching yourself. You're a very sexy woman, my pet. I'm still a bit worried about your shyness, though it is so very appealing at the same time. My slave will not be shy, Page. No mousy, downcast eyes allowed. We will work on this for the week.
Now, as of today your privacy is no longer. I have arranged for you to always have a companion with you, day and night. You will not know these people and they will trade shifts as I have instructed. You needn't worry about any of it.
Eat your lunch as you read the next email. Your companion will arrive shortly.
Nick
I opened the refrigerator to get my lunch out and began watching the video in the next email. It was two women having sex; there were strap-ons, vibrators and every kink you could imagine.
My office door opened and a woman walked in, shutting the door behind her. My heart raced. She glanced at me and sat down, facing me, on the couch to read her Vogue magazine. She didn't say a word, just read her magazine and gave wide-eyed glances at the computer screen.
My heart was racing. I couldn't touch myself in front of this woman! I couldn't even rock back and forth on my dildo without feeling utterly mortified. Was this what Nick was talking about? After all I'd been through I was still shy?
I felt the woman judging me from the couch as I ate my lunch and watched two lesbians screaming for God and shoving things inside of each other. My pussy was still dripping wet and getting wetter, but I felt stiff and unsure under the watchful eye of Betty Eclogue in my office.
When I was finished with lunch, I had to use the bathroom. Sure enough, Betty followed me. She shut the door behind her and stood against it with her magazine. I didn't say anything for fear of her reporting back to Nick that I hadn't been cooperative. I pulled down the vinyl panties, slid the dildo out of me and let them fall to my knees.
I glanced at the woman before removing my anal plug and setting it on the counter while I relieved myself. These are the ugly moments of submission that no one really talks about. The human body does not cease to function because of your kinked lifestyle. The sounds associated with this were entirely humiliating.
I refused to look at Betty by the door, but I could just imagine her horrified thoughts. Then she surprised me.
Betty (who knows what her real name was) No one was ever going to tell me anyway) walked to the sink, washed the plug with the special cleaner, slathered it with a light layer of lubrication and set it back down on the counter before she went back to being the magazine-reading statue on the wall.
How much did Nick pay these people? I wondered.
Once I was clean, re-stuffed, dressed and washed, we both returned to the office and I continued watching videos for the afternoon while Betty sniffed perfume samples and took a quiz in her precious fashion Bible.
At 4:45 Betty gathered her things and walked out of my office. I spent fifteen minutes blogging about the day as requested in an email, posted the blog and gathered my own things to leave. At the elevator a man was standing, waiting for me. Babysitter number two.