My life was now at its most miserable since Goddess had met a new guy. Ever since that horrible first night she'd hooked up with him, they'd been texting non-stop and making plans to hang out again. I'd be going about my chores in my maid uniform with my locked up penis while she lay there on the couch, exchanging dirty texts and pictures with him. She loved to make me look at the dick pics he sent and taunt me about my chastity.
"You better be an extra obedient slave from now on. Now that I finally have some real dick, there's no reason to even look at yours! Ugh, it's sooooo small. What do you have to say for yourself, bitch?"
"Thank you Goddess, I'm sorry I have a small penis."
"Say tiny."
"Yes Goddess, I'm sorry I have a tiny penis."
"Awww. Sorry's not enough. That's why I have to keep this dicklet locked up and get a real man over here to instruct you. And you're gonna take it, right?"
"Yes, Goddess."
"Yeah, that's what I thought. Get back to work."
And so it went for days and days. The first night, she made me eat her out while she lay in bed texting him and looking at his cock. The following morning, she had a painfully long phone conversation with her friend about how smitten she was while I licked her ass under the covers and took all her morning farts in my mouth. Even while she was spanking me or hurting my balls for fun throughout the day, I could tell her mind was on him.
I spent the whole week feeling gutted. Each moment she spent texting or talking to him was like a fresh rejection that tore at my heart. This was her true revenge on me. All the physical punishment was nothing compared to this. Watching the woman I once called my girlfriend falling for someone else was making me sick.
The weekend rolled around and Goddess was fully enjoying her Friday. I lay on my back, naked on the living room floor, my arms and legs tied and my head locked into the smother box. Goddess sat comfortably in just a t-shirt, her butt cheeks perched on the cushioned seat so that her hole was pressed up against my nose but left me just a little room to breathe. She'd put me in there right after I finished my chores and I'd now been under her ass for almost two hours while she played video games and listened to music.
"Oo, this one's gonna be good!" She shifted to one side and released a long, squeaky fart directly in my face, laughing loudly as she quickly put her weight back down on me, forcing me to take deep, desperate sniffs.
"Oh my god, that's nasty! You're not doing it right, slave! I can still smell it!" She smacked me hard on the balls, eliciting a muffled scream from under her ass that made her crack up even more.
"Dumb bitch. I guess we still have a lot more training to do. Shit, what time is it? I gotta get ready."
Goddess began scratching at my nipples with her sharp nails while I struggled to breathe under her, making me squirm and squeal pathetically.
"So I have a date tonight, as you know. If we end up coming back here, you need to make yourself invisible. He sort of knows about you, but I don't wanna freak him out, so...I'll put your slave bed in the laundry room, and if I text you that we're coming back, lock yourself in there right away and don't make a sound."
She suddenly spun around and pushed back a bit, her pussy resting on my chin as she looked down at my red, sweaty face. She pursed her lips and let a stream of drool fall on the bridge of my nose and eye, then spit at me a few more times for good measure. She smushed the palm of her hand into my face uncaringly, letting it slip and slide as she spread the spit all around.
"I'm getting laid tonight and you're getting nothing. Yes?"
"Yes, Goddess."
"Aaaaand are you a cuck?"
"Yes Goddess, I'm a cuck."
She giggled and stood up, towering over me gloriously.
"Yes you are! Okay, stay there. I'm gonna shower, then you can help me get ready."
I would have gladly stayed a fart cushion for Goddess all night rather than be alone agonizing over the thought of her out with another man. Even though I was just a slave, for a short while I'd been the only guy in her life and it felt amazing. Now I lay on the couch alone, dejected after helping her into a stunning outfit and watching her leave me excitedly for a date with a guy she was really into. Her smell was still all over my face. I longed to be back in her grasp, taking her abuse. Hours crawled by as my mind reeled and my heart ached. I sprang up instantly when I saw my phone light up with a text.
"We are coming back and he wants to meet you, await instructions."
I stared at the words in disbelief. No. Please no. I'm not ready for this. I was hardly prepared to even be in the next room while they hooked up, and now things had just gotten a thousand times worse. I sat there frozen and terrified, a cold sweat breaking out all over my body. Minutes later, a new text came through.
"Get back in your maid outfit and put lipstick on. When we arrive you will be waiting on your hands and knees to take our shoes. When I give you permission to speak, you will say..."
With abject horror, I read the deranged monologue she had cooked up on the spot for me to recite to this stranger. My heart was racing, I was in a complete panic. Goddess knew I was intensely shy, and I was totally uncomfortable being seen by anyone else but her in my collar and sissy clothes. My maid outfit didn't even cover my penis in its wimpy pink nub of a cage. Not only would he see me like this, but I'd then have to deliver the most degrading speech of all time, designed flawlessly by Goddess to emasculate me in front of him. Any lingering trace of manhood I had would be obliterated after this.
"Back in 20. Start memorizing."
I had never felt more distraught as I read the embarrassing lines over and over, trying desperately to commit them to memory. I focused feverishly on the task at hand, knowing the only thing left was to obey Goddess or face dire consequences. I couldn't believe she was going to put me through this, but the thought of disobeying never crossed my mind.
I was already on all fours when the car pulled up. My head felt heavy and my skin broke out in goosebumps as I heard the slamming of doors, loud talking and footsteps. My mouth was dry and I had a baseball sized lump in my throat. I had no idea how I was going to do this. I felt incapable of moving or speaking. The door swung open to reveal my fate.
Goddess was linked arm to arm and pressed tightly up against him as they walked through the door. My panic and fear multiplied as I gazed up at the visibly larger and more attractive man she was currently hanging all over. My head dropped down in complete and utter shame the second our eyes met. There was a look of surprise and amusement on his face. I felt smaller than ever before.
"Shoes!" she barked out harshly. I instinctively crawled to her and carefully began slipping her shoes off as she continued to cling tightly to him. She playfully kicked at me to make things difficult, giggling and rubbing his chest while they both stared down.
"Now his. Ask permission first. Look at him!"
I looked up fearfully and barely managed to squeak the words out: "Please sir, may I take your shoes?"
"Sure little buddy!" He said patronizingly, causing Goddess to explode with laughter. I fumbled timidly with his shoelaces in a state of complete distress, wanting only to get through this terrible ordeal without having a mental breakdown. As he lifted his foot for me to slide the last shoe off, I could tell they were both loving this. Had she found someone as depraved and sadistic as her?
"Now slave, I believe you have something you'd like to say. Speak."
I took a pained gulp, licked my dry lips and began feebly:
"Sir, thank you f-"
"Louder, bitch!"
I turned an even deeper shade of red as I struggled to speak up.
"Sir, thank you for allowing me to be in your presence. Please enjoy my Goddess, as I am unable to please her with my teeny tiny cock..."
Goddess had her face buried in his chest trying to stifle her laughs while he looked and listened intently, clearly very entertained. He chuckled mockingly at the mention of my small dick, making me trip over the next line.
"I...uh, I'm a little sissy girl. I'm only good for cooking and cleaning and getting fucked in my boy pussy. Please use my mouth and ass however you like. Your cock is perfect and makes me drool. I'm really good at blowjobs. It would be an honor to have you fuck my face. I promise to be an obedient little bitch and take every last drop of your yummy, yummy cum."