On one cold, April day, Winston found a note on his desk when he came back from lunch break. The text was face down, and written in words too small and messy for the security cameras to read. It said, "I love you."
He stared at the note and thought carefully.
Who could this possibly be from?
Going through his memories of the day, he thought he recalled seeing that young woman from Tech Support outside his cubicle, but he had hardly exchanged a dozen words with her. Could this be a prank by one of his supervisors? Much worse, could it be a test? He decided the safest idea was to toss it in the shredder; it was very likely something that could get him in trouble, and the Disciplinarians - not all of whom wore uniforms - were as numerous in the office complex as they were on the streets. He thought of what could happen to him if he were caught doing anything that even
looked
out of order, and his buttocks clenched. He dropped it into the wastepaper slot and did his best not to think about it for the rest of the day.
Winston was still trying not to think about it when he logged his work hours and walked home that afternoon. The freshly build City-71 was as crisp and smooth as the April wind, and as chilling. Three months ago, Winston had been a moderately happy denizen of London, England. He was pretty sure City-71 was somewhere on the European continent, but he had no more specific idea than that. Like every other citizen, he had been unconscious when he was brought here. The words "I love you" surged back into his mind. The person who wrote those words, if it was a real person at all...he wondered where he or she had been brought from, and how much better or worse the new order had treated them.
The wind picked up, and Winston started walking faster, letting the cold invigorate his lungs and muscles. That was one good thing, at least; he didn't tire nearly as easily as he used to. Three months ago, after Winston was put under sedation in London and woke up in his new apartment in City-71, he had immediately felt lighter and stronger, and his first look in the mirror looked more like his college graduation photos than anything more recent. A slightly shorter than average, but stocky, man of Caribbean descent, with a smoothly sculpted face, hard, streamlined muscles, and rich brown-black skin from which his bright eyes peered like reflective pools. Winston looked at least twenty years younger and thirty pounds lighter than he knew he should. Once he had gotten over the sense of violation, he had reluctantly gained a grudging appreciation for Overlord's changes to his body; at least it meant he could hurry home on chilly days like this one without exhausting himself.
Upon rounding the corner by the city park, he saw the woman from Tech Support walking ahead of him.
Funny. I've never seen her outside of work before
. She was walking ahead of him, about thirty meters away, which allowed him to observe without being seen. She was very short and thin, and wore one of those skintight, short-skirted black dresses that seemed the norm in City-71. As they always did, the dress called Winston's attention away from her short, glossy black head of hair where it belonged and down to the second biggest part of her body. Under the skirt, her petite hips carried a perfectly round little bottom that twitched and bounced up and down under the short skirt. It wasn't very wide, but it pushed the skirt out behind her in a nearly perfect ball. The sight sent a certain frustration through Winston, the feeling of being a child in a candy store with no allowance that was inherent in City-71. The girl stopped and looked up at a small, budding tree whose branches hung over the sidewalk, giving Winston a look at her profile. A dainty, Chinese face, round and girlish, her skin just starting to lose its yellow tan color in the weaker sunlight of her new home. She was either wearing lipstick (damn Overlord for not making cosmetics illegal along with sex!), or had naturally red and lustrous lips. A perfect East Asian beauty, if a little on the small side. Her eyes were hard to see from this angle, but Winston was pretty sure he remembered the sharp green, intelligent things as they darted around from behind the Tech Support desk.
She looked back ahead of herself and kept walking. Winston did the same, slowly gaining on her without being too conspicuous.
Should I try to start up a conversation?
If she wasn't the one who left the note, he could probably find that out quickly and pass the conversation off as merely friendly. If the note had been hers, though, there was a very real possibility that she was an undercover Disciplinarian. He thought the possible futures through. If she
was
a Disciplinarian, he could still act curious about the note without making it seem like he was interested in her. Hopefully, in this case, she would be levelheaded enough to understand his asexual curiosity, and let him off with a pat on the head (or, at most, a slap on the wrist). If, on the other hand, she was genuine, coming across as too eager might make her think that
he
was an undercover Disciplinarian. Casual friendliness was the way to go.
"Hello," Winston said, his Anglicized Jamaican accent breaking the silence as he came up, at a naturally faster pace, beside her, "I think we work together."
She turned her head and looked up at him, green irises cutting straight into his own. "Oh, yes," she said, her small, red mouth forming a nervous smile, "I see you when I pass the Analysis department. Hi."
Her sharp eyes darted left and right, even as the smile remained in place. Winston knew he was involuntarily looking around as well. The young woman had some accent he didn't recognize, which intrigued him.
"I haven't seen you go this way before," he said, still with carefully affected friendliness, "just exploring?"
That was a stupid question, of course. No one went "just exploring" in the late afternoon, for fear of wandering too far from home and not being able to make it back before curfew. This had led to Winston's first encounter with the Disciplinarians, and was a mistake he hadn't repeated.
"Oh, no," she said, a bit more nervously, looking away from him in a manner that wasn't as subtle as she probably thought, "I was just...um...my section's grocery store was out of milk, and I was looking for the closest one."
Winston wasn't sure he believed that. He had known the stores to run out of veal or olive oil, but milk was produced in such abundance that he had never seen it run close to dry. He supposed that her section might have had a higher demand for milk, or that some rare and probably punishable-by-law event had stopped a train from running on time, but her story still sounded kind of fishy. He grew a little more cautious.
"My name is Julia," she said after a moment, offering him a dainty hand.
"Winston," he said, taking it and giving a firm shake before returning his hand carefully to his side.
"Right," Julia said, "I remember your name from the Support logs."
He wished he could ask her about that funny accent - not quite Chinese, Southeast Asian, or British - but one's life in the Old World was not something that should be discussed. At least, not in the open.
"Well," he said after taking a second to plan his next words, "your GPS seems to be broken. The grocery store is that way." He pointed.
"Oh," she said, looking flustered, "thank you."
"Here," he said, casting one last look around the street before gesturing to the crosswalk, "let me walk you there. It's not far out of my way."
They walked in silence through the April chill. The words "I love you" ran through Winston's mind as he observed his pretty co-worker. Julia's body language was tense, like she was expecting something or waiting for something. Winston let his mind wander as they approached the grocery store. There was a dark, seemingly purposeless little alley that ran behind the shop. Winston felt his face burn at the sight of it, as he remembered. A month into his new life in the new world, he had managed to flirt one of his female neighbors into that alley, where they had enjoyed each other's companies until getting caught by-
"Hold it, toots!" the Texas-accented voice of Disciplinarian O'Brien shattered the windy silence. "That's right, come over here!"
Winston and Julia both looked up. A man and a woman, both in dark blue Disciplinarian uniforms, were standing in front of the shop's entrance, muscular-inhibition pistols raised. Frozen in the doorway was a girl who looked around twenty, whose eyes had just gone as wide as saucers. The uniformed woman whose badge read "O'Brien" beckoned with her pistol, motioning for the girl to approach.
Julia looked up at Winston, her face apprehensive. "Do you know that girl?" she whispered.
Winston nodded his head. "I've met her a few times. She's named Maria something."
Maria with the unknown last name gave a silent whimper and put down her standard-issue shopping bag before tiptoing up to the Disciplinarians. She had a very broad, flat face, with an olive complexion that suggested a Latin American ancestry. She wasn't conventionally beautiful, but there was an appealing innocence to her wide, open features, a kind of cuteness that made one want to just squeeze or cuddle her. Her body was big boned, well fleshed, and incredibly voluptuous; breasts that strained her vest like a pair of water balloons stuffed into a purse; hips that would fit better on a much larger skeleton. Trembling, she forced herself to make eye contact with O'Brien and said, "Y-yes, Ma'am?"