I was going to see Trey for the first time, since meeting him online 1 year ago. I was nervous as I sat at the airport waiting for his plane. Suddenly I heard his flight called, he was coming. I waited to see the face I had seen in the picture he sent me so many months ago and when I saw him for the first time our eyes met. I just knew it was him. He smiled at me, I was more nervous than I had ever been as I walked over to greet him. He dropped his bag and enfolded me in his arms, giving me a big bear hug, I hugged him back, feeling his muscles ripple as he moved. He was even more muscular than I had thought. I felt his strength as he held me.
"There's nothing to be afraid of, sweetheart." He whispered in my ear. " Your trembling all over, am I really so scary?"
"No, of course not. I'm just a bit nervous is all."
Trey tilted my head up to his, cupped my face in his hands and kissed me until I thought I would melt at his feet. "Let's go back to my hotel." He wasn't asking me, it was more of a statement. I nodded my head in agreement.
I thought about what I was doing, going to a man's room that I hardly knew. No one knew where I was. He could do anything he wanted to me and no one would ever know. He must have noticed how quiet I got.
"Nothing is going to happen that you don't want to." He patted my leg to reassure me. Trey knew it was a life long fantasy for me to be with a dominate man and he was going to be that man.
"I'm going to be here for an entire week, there's no rush. Ok?"
"Okay." I said.
When we finally got up to his room, I had changed my mind about doing this so many times, I wasn't sure if I could go through with it now. I was sitting on the bed when trey walked over to me, took my hands and pulled me to stand.
"Just relax and let things happen naturally."
I tried to relax but to no avail. I was trembling so hard I knew he had to of noticed even though he said nothing as he just held me in his arms. Suddenly I felt the cold air on my back. Trey had opened the back of my dress with out me even knowing what he was doing. He ran his hands all over my back, lightly touching me as he slowly pushed the dress off my shoulders. I went to stop the dresses progression, but he stopped me, holding my hands in his.
"I just want to see you, I won't do anything else if you don't want me to. Just let me see you."
I closed my eyes as the dress slid off my body and puddled on the floor at my feet. I went to cover myself because I wore no bra with the dress. Trey captured my hands and put them around his neck. He swooped in to kiss me, kissing me thoroughly. I relaxed a little, feeling warm and tingly all over and he hadn't even touched me yet.
Trey slowly walked me backwards toward the king size bed, when my legs hit the bed his arms tightened around me as he slowly pushed me on my back onto the bed. He looked up, still holding me in his arms.
"You are so beautiful."
Trey slowly moved his hands from my face down to my arms and over to my breasts. He was so tender as he caressed me, then he suddenly pinched my nipples, hard. I cried out and tried to get up, but he wouldn't let me.
"That hurt let me up."
"Shhhh, sweetheart. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do it so hard. I wanted to see how much pain you could handle. I now know that I have to be very gentle but firm with you, do you understand?"
I was shaking, I wasn't sure if I should stay. I was scared and not sure of doing this anymore. I backed up, and picked up my clothes, testing to see if he would actually let me leave.
"I won't stop you, if you really want to go. But I told you that I would never really hurt you and I won't. You have to trust me with your body and know that I won't hurt you."
He stopped and watched several emotions go over my face. First and foremost was fear. Fear of the unknown he guessed. But after a few moments I put my clothes down, walked back over where he stood.
"I'm sorry. I just need a little more time to get used to this."
He put his arms around me. "We'll go slow."
Trey sat back down on the bed, stretched out his hand for me to take. I took it after a moment of unease. He pulled me to the bed and laid me down, he hovered over me.
"Do you trust me?"
I took an uneasy breath. "Yes, I trust you."