"Opening Night"
Per your written instructions, I've undressed and cleaned myself out thoroughly. I'm on the floor, ass in the air, kneeling on a towel with my knees spread widely apart. Laid out on the floor near my feet are two long rubber gloves and a brand new, but opened, tub of Crisco. At my head is a pair of headphones, an iPod, and a blindfold.
A few candles are flickering at the perimeter of the room, and you are sitting in a chair, slowly drinking your second (or third?) glass of champagne, planning and perhaps summoning the motivation from within to continue. You take a deep breath, drink down the last bit of Perrier Jouet and stand slowly. You are wearing a black corset, half bra and stockings with a garter and high heeled boots. You are also wearing a pair of black panties. Uncharacteristically, you have applied fairly heavy makeup. I believe in the darkness I can make out the onset of an evil grin. I notice that you are not wearing any jewelry of any kind.
You walk from your place, pacing gently around me as if a cat surveying its prey. You flex your fingers a few times and stretch. You seem a bit agitated, perhaps partly nervous about the role you are about to play, and partly angry that your desire to help me explore my fantasies has taken you to the point where, in a few minutes, you'll be helping me realize them by doing something deep down inside you really do not want to do, or do you??
You step away hesitating for a moment as if to make a final decision to proceed. You take a deep breath and from somewhere you withdraw a ½ mask and a rider's crop. You close your eyes and pull the mask over your face, once it is in position, you open your eyes, blink a few times, take a deep breath and a change seems to come over you. You are "in role" and there is no turning back.
You playfully smack the palm of your hand with the crop and continue your survey of the scene. Before I can say anything you strike my butt twice, once on each cheek, with the crop and state the rules for this session. First, for safety, you give me clear instructions. "If you feel pain and like it, don't say anything. If you feel pain and wish me to be aware that it is nearing your threshold for tolerance, utter the word 'yellow'. If for any reason you wish to stop, say the word 'uncle' two times. Do you understand?"
I say, "Yes."
You again strike my ass with the crop, and stroking my balls with the crop as if to be readying yourself to strike them, say, "From now on you will address me as 'Ma'am' and I will refer to you as 'slut.' Do you understand?"
I say, "Yes."
This time, without warning, the crop strikes me squarely on the balls. I double up in pain and say, "Yes... Ma'am!"
"That is better, slut," you say calmly. "You've been begging for me to jam my hand up your butt for quite some time. Now it is time for you to get what you claim you want. Hell, if I enjoy this, you might even become my little fist slut. Is this what you want?"
"Yes Ma'am."
"Yes Ma'am what?"
"Yes Ma'am, I want you to enjoy this so I can become your fist slut."
"What a slut," you utter. "Now turn away, close your mouth, and follow my instructions exactly. Do you understand?" Before I answer, you smack my ass several times with the crop and gently swing it up between my legs, striking my balls a little more gently than the last time.
"YES Ma'am," I say in a hurried voice.
"Good. Now, slut, put on the blindfold and kneel back down with your elbows on the floor."
"What about the headphones," I ask? Again the crop strikes my ass, my back and my balls.
You reply, almost angrily "You are the slut, and will do what I say, when I say it!"
"When will you learn that I am in control here?"
"NOW!" I say.
Again you swing the crop at my ass and balls.
"Now, who?"
"Now, Ma'am" I say in a quiet voice.
"Good. Now pick up the rubber gloves and pass them to me with your one at a time using only your teeth."
I obey and make the mistake of raising my vision to look into your eyes when passing the first glove.
This time the crop strikes me squarely on my asshole five times, each buttock three times and once in the balls for good measure...
"You will not make eye contact with your Ma'am unless given permission to do so! Do you understand?"
I bow my head and quietly say "Yes, Ma'am."
"Good. Now pass me the other glove."
This time I am careful to keep my eyes lowered as I release my jaw allowing you to remove the glove from my teeth.
You start to pull on the gloves...
"OK slut, let me tell you what I am going to do. You have one chance, this chance, to stop this right now. Otherwise the only way this stops is if you chicken out. I will be in complete control and will cause you pain or pleasure at my whim. You have been asking me to stick my fist up your ass for a long time. I'm tired of the droning, my little slut and it is now time for you to face the music."
You watch me shudder as your words sink in and I realize I'm about to get what I've been begging for you to give me. It's still surreal, and I know it won't seem true until your arm is buried wrist deep in my ass.
You wait silently until the shudder passes and continue, with emphasis, "I'm going to lube up to stretch your ass out and put my hand inside. MY WHOLE HAND."