"You are to stay here now," Amy said matter-of-factly, as she led me into the cabin after my experience in the barn. "Go use the bathroom, take a shower and rest. Tomorrow we'll discuss your future."
I made my way to the toilet, feeling bruised and raped. My whole body pulsated between pain and numbness. The hot shower cleansed me. It seemed to wash away the old me. As I rubbed the soap, my body felt like a sexual object that had been damaged. The water somehow washed away at my male pride, or what I thought was pride.
Amy was my Mistress. I had called her my Worship, for how she made me want to cum at her feet. But she owned my body, and inside I enjoyed her taking advantage of me. I now understood that she was what ruled my mind and body, and perhaps the word Mistress was more fitting.
As I washed myself I felt that some hair had grown back. On instinct I looked for a razor and cream. Upon finding what I needed I shaved everything. Leaving the area around my ass for last. My ass hole was sore, and running water over it relieved some of the pain.
After I finished shaving I stuck a finger into myself. My body resisted, because of the pain, but my erection grew. It was morning, and my Mistress may want to fuck me before her breakfast. I felt to be her good slave I must always be clean and ready to serve.
I got out of the shower, dried off and brushed my teeth. I didn't see that she left out any new cloths for me to wear, so I came out of the room naked.
"What are you doing standing. You should know that when I see you, you must be on your knees," Amy instructed.
I got to my knees and crawled into bed. The bed smelled fresh, like everything had been recently washed.
I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke it was morning again. I smelled food being cooked in the kitchen. I crawled to the bathroom to use it and clean myself again.
When I crawled out to the kitchen Amy was there in full clothing. Looking down at me. She was bare foot and her toes looked so beautiful. Just seeing them made me want to suck on them.
Amy snapped me to attention. "This is how it's going to work. You will stay here... Your life is going to be totally different. You are not going to have any cloths here." Amy said this while getting some food from the stove. She then placed a full plate of food on the floor in front of me.
She moved to the couch across from the kitchen and stretched herself out in a contemplative manner. "This cabin needs work, as do you. You are to stay here to renovate the cabin. You will completely fix this place up. From the inside paint to the yard.
"I've got to work to support us. Work is far from here, so I will have to visit you. I will probably stop by twice a week. I'll make sure you have food and whatever supplies you need for the home improvement.
"You will work here, miles away from any civilization. That is why you shouldn't have any problem being naked at all times. I do expect you to always be clean." She leaned her head forward and said, "Yes, that does include your ass."
"I am leaving some toys here that I know you'll love playing with. One being a butt plug that you must wear at least one hour every morning."
Amy reached into a bag by the couch and pulled out a dildo. It looked realistic. It was white flesh colored, thick and probably six or seven inches in length, including the balls at the base of it.
"Before you go to bed... every night... I want you to fuck yourself with this for at least twenty minutes. That is every night. Deep throat it for lubrication. I want your body to understand that your ass is now the most sensitive sexual region of your body. Eventually you will be able to ejaculate without touching your penis. The mere act of fucking your ass must be enough to make you cum.
"To help your body learn this, you are to only touch your penis while masturbating three times a week. Every month it is to go down by one. Therefore, next month you may only touch your penis twice a week while masturbating and so on.
"Yesterday I did a lot of talking with my friend Rachel, and she said you are to no longer have access to my pussy. When I fuck you now, I will use a double-headed dildo. That will give my pussy the pleasure your dick never could. Watching you squirm like a slut as I'm fucking you should be enough for me to cum.
"Other than that, you needn't worry about me being sexually satisfied. Knowing that you're slaving here alone naked should help keep my pussy wet at night. If that is not enough, I'm sure I can find other ways to keep myself pleasured. Rachel said I could always call her if I need a real man with a big cock to fuck me. Which that, as of now, is none of your business.
"I will be here too to check on your progress with the house and make sure you're keeping up with your toys."
After that day, it was just as she stated. I was redoing the house and she was visiting about twice a week to check on my progress. I had a lot of time to reflect on my new life, and I found that I was very happy with the way it turned out.
After my second month being at the cabin, Mistress started to ask me how my anal masturbation was progressing. She wanted to know if I could cum yet just anally masturbating. I was doing as she instructed but I hadn't been able to cum with just doing my ass. My dick wasn't always hard either. I also couldn't cum while Mistress was fucking me.
One late rainy night, two months living at the cabin, my Mistress Amy came home angry. I was stroking the dildo in and out of me when I heard the door slam. I quickly put the dildo down on the nightstand and crawled as fast as I could to the door. I greeted her, as I always did, by licking her shoes. I felt my ass was still gaped open from the dildo.