His advance e-mail had warned her that today's session, short though it may be, would be intense. As he had in the past, he had afforded her a little time for mental preparation by such a message. She suspected that they also served to arouse her, so that the transition from everyday life to obedient submissive would progress rapidly. That was clearly the case today she thought, noting her state of readiness. She had not even laid eyes on his muscular frame and her nipples stood erect in anticipation.
As she walked to the door, she checked her appearance. His rules were few but the consequences for disobedience very real. There would be no pause at the door to muster courage; that had occurred on the drive over. Once parked, she was committed, and wasted no time in second guessing herself. She had long since given herself to this Dom, and with that alone in mind, she knocked without hesitation.
His eyes took in her appearance as he opened the door allowing her to pass. She entered quickly and then turned to face him, awaiting instructions. Today, he dispensed with any form of icebreaker including the light conversation she was used to. As soon as the door closed behind her, he issued his instructions. She felt her heart leap in anticipation as she moved to obey and she climbed the stairs at a steady, sure pace hoping that her physical display of assurance would somehow transcend the insecurity she felt inside. It seemed to be working, she noted, as she found her usual spot in the center of the room.
She turned to face the easy chair where he sat at the beginning of each session and relaxed her form and features to display only calm acceptance of what was to come. Time and practice had made it easier to achieve the proper emotional state, she reflected as she took a calming breath and fixed her gaze on his feet. Today he did not sit, but stood instead looking down at her as she adjusted to her place.
"Undress," he commanded. "There will only be one position for you to assume today."
She moved to obey as he continued.
"The challenge will be for you to remain in that position as I have my way with you. I want your ass and I want you to hold still as I take it, understood?" he asked in a manner that cut off any possibility of discussion.
"Yes, Sir," She managed, as she continued to peel off the layers until, at last, she stood naked under his penetrating gaze.
"Over here," he indicated, as he patted the desk with his hand.
She crossed the room and looked down at the desk. Her face reflected back in it's polished surface and she saw in her expression a desire she had never seen before. Is this how she looked when in his hands? He reached around her and fondled her breasts, searching for and tugging on her nipples. Her juices flowed and her eyes began to close as she leaned back onto his muscular frame, enjoying the stimulation.
How she loved it when he played with her nipples, pinching, pulling, and twisting. Her hands hung loosely at her side as her head rolled back and rested on his shoulder. Slowly she began to connect with him, losing herself in his hands and surrendering her own will to his. The sensations were exquisite.
A few minutes later she heard his instructions and bent to place herself across the desk. He did not stop there, but instructed her to spread her legs as far apart as possible. Her initial thought was that she was quite comfortable but an element of discomfort was introduced immediately and she pressed upwards on to the balls of her feet. He wanted her this way so that she would be presenting as much as possible to his hands, he explained.
She was vulnerable, exposed and unable to see his plans for her. It was a position she enjoyed, sought out even, since it was in this way that she released the person that she was in the world to the person that she was inside. She took a deep breath and felt it's warmth nestle her face as she exhaled slowly and waited for his next move.
The waiting was short-lived she noted, as his fingers explored her wetness and found her ready. His response to her readiness was evident by the sounds of pleasure emanating from deep in his throat and his fingers began to explore her moist folds. He pressed into her and she gasped at the sensation of fullness. His free hand began to massage her buttocks and she felt the warmth of stimulation spread across her flesh.
His voice filled her ears with gentle reassurances that he would use care as he took her to her limits and perhaps beyond. She loved his reassurance but it was hardly necessary, she mused, as she realized that she trusted him far more than she ever thought was possible and the safe word was their safety net. If anyone could take her to the edge of reason, it would be him.
Again she breathed deeply, not out of preparation, not because of stress, but because the act of breathing deeply awakened her nerves and allowed her to feel more acutely. It was sensation she would lose herself in and she was ready. A fact he seemed to notice as well.
The first blow took her breath away. Surely, she could not be expected to maintain any kind of pace were that to be the force used, she thought. What sub could tolerate a sustained pace of heavy strikes? The second fell on the other side and was no less intense. She tensed for the next one, but it did not come.
Moments later she relaxed and then realized exactly how tense she had become. His hands explored her back, massaged her buttocks and soothed away the pain. She could feel the heat given off by just two blows. Again, his voice soothed her and she lost herself in it. Was this intentional?