Things have been going really well for Trish, Chris and the children. It has been 4 months since their wedding. For the last couple of days even though she kept up with things Trish just didn't feel herself. Remembering her agreement with her Master to tell him at all times when it feels like the cycle is changing on her she needed to talk to him.
The kids knew there was a private room in the garage for them. They knew it seemed to be more of a special place for their mom to go and hide when she needed to. They didn't mind at all that it was kept private. They hadn't seen their mom this together ever.
Dinner was already finished and kitchen cleaned. The kids were in the living room watching TV and Trish was in the big tub in their master bathroom trying to relax but feeling blue. Chris had been watching TV with the kids and thought Trish was taking a bit longer then normal for a shower so he went to check on her.
When he got in the bedroom he seen the door to the bathroom wasn't completely shut so he walked up to it and knocked and called out to her.
"Precious, can I come in?"
She softly said, "Sure."
When he walked in she was in the big tub and not the shower. She was in bubbles and had her head lying on the side of the tub on a rolled up towel.
"Are you ok baby?"
She just kind of shrugged. He knew she didn't mean it disrespectfully. It looked more like she was trying not to cry.
"It doesn't look like you are very sure precious. Is there anything I can do love?"
He had sat down by her and started caressing her head. She lifted her head off the towel and laid it on his leg. He knew now something was wrong.
He took her head and gently laid it back on the towel. He got up and took his shirt off and kneeled on the floor next to her. He took a scroungie and put some liquid soap on it, lathered it up and started washing her. He let the bubble bath water out. As it was draining he turned the water on and used the sprayer to rinse her off.
He asked her to sit up and he used the sprayer to wet her hair. He lathered, rinsed, conditioned and rinsed again. When he went to get a large towel he also got a clean wash cloth. He used the wash cloth to wash her face. He turned all the water off and helped her stand up. He wrapped the towel around her and then lifted her out of the tub and carried her to the bed.
He set her on the bed and grabbed one of her big plush bath robes. He stood her up took the towel off and placed her robe on her. He towel dried her hair then sat behind her and brushed her hair. She loved it when he bathed her and brushed her hair. He got up and took his pants off and was now only in his boxers. He climbed on the bed and sat against the headboard.
"Come to me love"
She crawled over to him and he immediately embraced her.
"Has something happened love or are you just feeling blue today?"
She answered, "Nothing has happened. I just feel like I want to cry"
"Are you upset about anything, or been thinking of things in the past that has made you sad?"
"My brain has been in over drive for the last day or so. I usually just blow it off because it is part of me. My brain always jumps from one thought to the next and it runs away but I can usually tune it out."
"Has there been anything you haven't been able to tune out this time?"
"Not really. I just feel what I call yucky."
"Is there anything I can do precious?"
"You being here and the bath are great. I was going to talk to you tonight when we went to bed about how I have been feeling"
"Well I thought you were taking longer then usual for your shower and was missing you and wanted to come and check on you."
She smiled. "By the time I was ready to take my shower I knew it was time to tell you because it was getting to me."
"Baby you do not have to wait that long to tell me. I wish you would tell me the very first time the emotions or thoughts begin to bother you."
"The past two days I guess during my chores my mind flows off to old places. By the time the kids get here and I am doing dinner I can push it away and pull myself back out. Then in the evenings when you hold me I always feel better. Tonight was the first night I have felt like I couldn't pull out of the yucky's."
"I am glad I came to check on you."
"Me too, I feel better just having you here with me"
"You think you will be ok for a minute so I can go tell the kids we are going to bed?"
"I'll be ok as long as you come back" She smiles.
"I will be back precious."
He grabbed his robe out of the bathroom and put it on. He went to the kids and told them they were turning in for the evening. He told them their mom is fine but she is feeling a little blue so she won't be back out. They came and hugged him goodnight and he locked the house up.
Michelle asked if they could go hug mom.
"Sure, I'm sure she would like that."
She knocked on the door. "Mom, Can we come in?"
"Yes come on in."
The kids walked over hugged and kissed her goodnight and David said he hoped she felt better soon.
"I will be fine. Don't worry. Goodnight babies."
"Night mom" they both said.
They told Chris goodnight one last time when they met him in the hall and they went to their bedrooms.
Chris returned to their Master bedroom to his precious one and locked the door.
"I told you I would be back love"
He undressed as she watched. She smiled and welcomed him back to their bed. She was still in her bath robe but was now under the covers. He pulled the blankets back down and looked at her. He smiled as he got back on the bed and straddled her legs. He didn't sit down on her. He untied her robe and let it lay open. He leaned down and kissed her lips then her neck.
"If you want me to stop just say so precious"
She looked up at him and said, "I don't want you to stop Master."
He kissed down her neck and to her chest. He gently reached his hands under her and lifted her up. He slipped the robe completely off of her but let it stay under her on the bed.
He laid her back down on the bed. He began kissing her again and made it to her right breast. He circled her nipple slowly and she moaned. He licked across to her left breast and circled her nipple and nibbled and tugged on it. She arched her back and rose up to him. He raised his left hand to her right breast and gently squeezed and massages it as he continued to nibble and suck on her left breast. He reversed sides and began nibbling on her right nipple and massaging her left breast.
She whined, moaned and whimpered.
He brought his mouth to the spot between both breasts and massaged both in his hands gently. He knows too much stimulation will cause more hormones to be off balanced so he leaves her breast and kisses her.
When he faces her he sees a tear running down the corner of her eye. He wiped her tears and kissed her nose.
"Are you ok my precious?"
"Yes Master. I love you"
"I love you too precious."
"Why are you crying baby?"
"I don't know. I love having your skin touching mine. It feels very good."
He knows it is the hormones but he wanted to give her an opportunity to talk if she wanted to.
He went to lift up.
"No Master, please don't go"
"I'm not going precious. I just want to get something. I will be right back."
