[This story alludes to several previous stories about this woman's sexual journey, "Dark Desires" and "Arousal". Reading them will give this story more context. Enjoy.]
"One more time."
I gaze lovingly at my husband across the kitchen table. He fingers his coffee mug as he looks out the window at the morning light slanting across our back yard.
"This will be the last time, I promise," I say softly. "But I need this. I can't help it, it's just the way...I am."
He still won't look at me.
"Please," I whisper.
He knows of my addiction to extreme sex, specifically my need to be dominated by strangers. It's not like our sex life together is unsatisfying. On the contrary, it has been varied and exciting and wonderful, both together and with others, and my husband has become an eager participant in the bondage world. But as fulfilling as it is, I still occasionally have an overpowering need to be dominated by someone I don't know. The fear and danger of the unknown provides a thrill I can't get any other way. It has been part of my sexual life ever since I was first bound.
But I know I need to stop.
He finally turns and looks at me, the concern written on his face.
"You know I'm afraid for you."
"I know."
"We have sex with others all the time, but I'm always there to protect you. You are the love of my life, and I don't want you to be hurt."
"I know," I say again, my voice not much more than a whisper.
My tolerance for sexual pain is high, but my capacity for pleasure is off the charts. It has been almost five months since my session with the beautiful dominatrix in the house on the bluff overlooking the ocean. She teased me and hurt me and pleasured me in ways so exquisite and cruel that I could barely stand afterwards. But I knew even then that I couldn't continue to indulge myself that way forever.
"Promise me." He stares hard into my eyes. "Promise me this will be the last time."
"I promise."
I am suddenly overwhelmed by the fact that he loves me so much he is willing to give me what I need despite his fears, and a tear forms in the corner of my eye. Something shifts in me, and I know with certainty that this will be the final time.
I stand and move around the table, and I bend down and give him a soft kiss on the lips. Then I head upstairs to my computer to arrange the session.
--Four days later--
I am standing in the middle of a large, dimly lit room. The only light comes from high windows near the ceiling, where a variety of ropes and chains are suspended from hooks and pulleys. A tall wooden frame with cuffs at the corners stands against one wall. There is no bed, but a low padded table sits in the middle of the room, also with cuffs at each corner. There is a narrow bench with cuffs on each leg near the floor. A raised Sybian sits on another bench, and still more cuffs are secured to the wall behind it. An array of whips and floggers and nipple clamps, all implements of pain, hang on a wall above a table filled with multiple dildos and vibrators, implements of pleasure. An involuntary shiver of fear ripples thru my body, and my safe word flashes in my mind.
There are also multiple floor-to-ceiling mirrors on the walls. I study my reflection in one of them. I am wearing knee-high black boots with stiletto heels, and my long slender legs end in a red thong. My breasts are bare, my nipples already erect in the cool air. A black studded collar is around my neck. The instructions of what to wear were unusually specific, which makes me wonder who my doms will be. My long red-brown hair falls in waves almost to my waist. I stare into the gray-green eyes looking back at me, and then I hear the door behind me open.
"Close your eyes and don't turn around."
The male voice is commanding and vaguely familiar. I am not surprised when he fastens the blindfold over my eyes, but my heart skips a beat anyway. He puts his hand on the small of my back and guides me across the room. He pulls my arms out in front of me and fastens cuffs around my wrists, then secures them to a rope fastened around a pulley in the ceiling and pulls my arms straight above my head. He doesn't secure my ankles, but he spreads my legs until I totter on the spike heels. My nearly naked body is stretched taut, helpless and vulnerable. I try and prepare myself for what is to come when I sense someone else standing in front of me.
"Your body belongs to us."
The female voice is also familiar, but I can't remember where or when I heard it.
"We will use it for our own pleasure, not for yours. We will play with you and tease you and hurt you until you beg us to stop. If you satisfy us, perhaps we will let you cum. If not, we won't. Nod if you understand."
I nod, another shiver passing through my bound body. I know that pain is imminent, and I hold my breath.
But instead the woman begins to kiss and fondle my nipples, sucking and licking until they are harder than before. I luxuriate in the unexpected pleasure, and push my breasts toward her for more, then realize my mistake. The sudden pain is excruciating, the clamps biting savagely into my nipples, and I cry out. The woman takes the chain connecting them and puts it between my lips.
"Don't let go," she snarls.
I clamp the chain between my teeth and steel myself. The first blow of the whip lands on my ass, hard and sharp, and my breath releases in a hiss. Then there are more blows, first one cheek, then the other. The rain of blows that follows continues nonstop, unabated, until I am whimpering with my ass on fire. But I keep the chain clamped between my teeth, determined to ride out the pain.
When the woman begins to rub my pussy through the thong, I almost let go of the chain in surprise. I am already wet, my juices trickling down my leg, my thong damp. I resist pushing into her hand, but it doesn't matter. The man behind me starts to whip the inside of my naked thigh, but he doesn't vary the blows, he just keeps striking the same spot. The pain is excruciating, and when I think I can't take anymore he moves to the other thigh, blow after blow after blow in the same place, until I am quietly sobbing behind the blindfold.
The woman's hand is inside my thong now, her fingers fondling my labia and pushing into my soaking pussy. The sudden pleasure between my legs makes me gasp in surprise, and the chain falls out of my mouth. The woman pulls hard on the chain, increasing the pain in my nipples, but she continues to finger fuck me inside the thong, and it becomes difficult for me to focus on all the sensations my body is feeling.
Until I feel the sting of the whip again, this time on my bare back. I prepare for more blows in the same spot, but this time the man varies the strokes and the rhythm, whipping my back, my legs, my ass, even my arms. Being whipped when blindfolded is excruciating; you never know when or where the blows will fall. It seems to go on forever, and soon my whole backside is on fire. My limit for pain may be high, but this is too much, and I start to beg.
"Please," I sob uncontrollably. "No more."
The whipping stops, but the woman's hand is still inside my thong. I continue to cry, tears rolling down my face. She moves away for a moment, but quickly returns, and before I know it she has cut away my thong. Now I am wearing only the boots and the collar, my whole body trembling. I feel her face close to mine.