Coping with my denial was a little bit easier the following week. I was still horny as hell and still very much
wanted
to touch my pussy, but I was beginning to adjust with the fact that I didn't have permission. I suppose after enough time just about anything can start to seem normal, no matter how crazy it actually is.
Still, I can't deny that I was desperately hoping for a chance at an orgasm by the time the following Tuesday rolled around. I walked to Professor Fitzgerald's office with my customary quickness. Today I'd made a particularly strong effort to look sexy for him, wearing a very short, very tight red dress that left nothing to the imagination and a matching pair of red heels.
I stepped into his office and closed the door. My pulse already felt faster than normal and nothing had even happened yet.
"Come here," he said, in that tone he had that made me feel ready to do absolutely anything he told me.
I stepped over to his desk. Without a word of warning, he reached underneath my dress and began rubbing me through my panties.
"You're very wet," he said. "How come?"
"Because coming to see you always turns me on out of my mind!" I told him. Wasn't it obvious?
"What if I decided not to even fuck you today? What if I just sent you back to your room, with a soaking-wet pussy you don't have permission to touch?" He kept rubbing me as he spoke.
"No!
You
can't
do that! I
need
you to fuck me,
please!"
Surviving this week may have been easier than the previous two, but the promise of being fucked by him once the week was over had carried me though. The thought of not getting it was too much to bear.
"I just want you to make sure you keep that in mind, that I don't
have
to fuck you, no matter how much you may 'need' it." He paused. "You look particularly slutty today. Trying to show off how easy you are to fuck?"
"Yes, exactly," I replied. I almost felt as if I should
thank
him for telling me what a slut I was. How had it become something to be striving for? What was happening to me?
"Well, all the more reason for me to control whether or not you're allowed to touch your filthy pussy then," he said. He removed his hand and I whimpered at the sudden loss of stimulation, scared he really was going to send me back to my room unfulfilled.
He was silent for a moment, as if carefully considering what he was going to do. I was getting more and more nervous.
"I
suppose
I'll take you today," he said, "but whether or not you actually get to cum will depend on how good a job you do pleasing me."
"I'll do as good a job as I possibly can!" I exclaimed. The possibility of an orgasm as a reward for doing a good job made me ecstatic, but really I was still even more concerned with how much pleasure I was able to give
him.
He stood up and pulled down his pants and underwear, then sat back down in his chair. He was already hard.
"Take your panties off, slut," he said, and I quickly did, surprised to see exactly how wet they were.
He grabbed my hips and pulled me roughly towards him. I automatically spread my legs without even thinking about it, then he pulled me into his lap. I let his cock slide into me-
fuck
it felt good. I was so grateful he'd decided to take me today.
I was still for a moment. My every cell was screaming out for me to start fucking him, but I was afraid of doing anything before I got permission from him.
After a moment he spoke. "All right slut, you may begin."
The second the words were out of his mouth I started fucking him. I couldn't start slowly like he always did-I was too desperate for that. I just went as fast and hard as I possibly could.
It was an odd sensation, to be in control of what was happening this time. It almost felt wrong, but in a way it was exciting too. Anyway, I knew I wasn't
really
in control-if he gave me an order I would be obligated to follow it without question.
I was so caught up in what was happening that I didn't notice anything amiss until Professor Fitzgerald's expression suddenly changed to one of grave concern. I stopped moving, wondering what was wrong, when I heard a voice behind me.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have opened the door-I just-but also you know, I don't think this is really allowed, and-"
I turned my head and saw one of my classmates, a boy named David. He seemed equal parts embarrassed and confused.
David never spoke much in our class discussions, but when he did he always had something insightful to say. I'd always thought he was a little cute (he wasn't so dissimilar from Professor Fitzgerald, with his thin body and thick glasses). But that didn't mean I was exactly thrilled with the fact that he'd just discovered me frantically fucking our professor. He must think I was such a
slut,
and, even though I'd been so turned on by that idea earlier, suddenly I wasn't so sure that I wanted it to be my reputation around the entire campus. And then, too, I was worried about Professor Fitzgerald getting in some sort of trouble.
"Why don't you come in, David?" he asked after a moment.
What the hell?
Why would he possibly be inviting him in?
I heard the door closing as David stepped inside. I still felt horribly exposed and just hoped he would be gone soon so we could get back to what we were doing. It seemed like I should get out of Professor Fitzgerald's lap, but he didn't tell me to, so I stayed there, awkward as that made me feel.
"Do you have a girlfriend?" Professor Fitzgerald asked.
"Not anymore. I did for awhile freshman year but then we broke up," he replied. He sounded confused by this question.
"But I take it you're a nice normal college boy with a nice normal college boy's hormones?"
"I...I guess you could say that."
"I'm sure you've been aching for some feminine attention then. Well, what if I told you you could get a most excellent blowjob from this little whore here, right now? Would that be enough to keep you quiet about this?"
"Really?"