Author's note: this story of sapphic submission contains, among other things, the ingestion of urine as a form of erotic play. If that's not your thing, I'd kindly ask you to skip reading this.
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It was my two-month anniversary at the club -- not that anybody noticed or had any reason to. While I'd quickly become a regular here, I had also learned that it seemed just as difficult to make contact with interested men as it was in my vanilla life. It wasn't for my lack of trying. Fresh out of college, I had wasted my meager savings and almost all of my first two wages on kinky outfits, and damn was that stuff expensive. The purple satin choker I was wearing alone had cost almost hundred bucks. But it was supposedly pretty durable and had an artful buckle at the back. It was a collar for the uncollared.
It's not like nobody talked to me. People were pretty friendly here in the club. I often was pulled into conversations by subs, living vicariously through their naughty adventures, and I had talked to quite a number of dominants. The problem was that the ones that attracted me, usually of the taller, muscular type, tended to be either a bit too single minded for my taste or, unfortunately, monogamous and already attached. My need was apparent, in hindsight, and I grew intense, too intense. Both subs and dominants lately tended to act too engrossed in their conversations to take notice of me.
Soft music was playing, and I leaned back in my plush leather chair and let my eyes roam. It was still early, and the club was slowly filling up, as usual on a Friday when people got home from work, and it took them time to have dinner and get ready. In the many stories I read, it had always seemed like you entered a BDSM club and were immediately right in the middle of debauched sex. But that wasn't my reality. There were a few private rooms, but besides getting the tour on my first visit, I had never stepped a foot inside one. In the public areas, there was of course some nudity and a bit of touching here and there, but nothing too overt. This was for meeting, not playing, for most of the guests.
I'd have been happy to just meet, if it was Mr. Right Guy. But my hopes that his would happen had gone from roaring flames to dying embers over the last two months.
I sighed, and then I realized that I had been staring at a woman. She had entered my line of sight and sat down on a bar stool next to one of the many cocktail tables. It was her outfit that caught my attention and puzzled me a little, like a swimsuit made from thin rubber, cut high on the sides and exhibiting her prominent hip bones. My first impression was that of a sub with a poor choice of clothes. She was thin like a rail, and her chest was almost completely flat, just two tiny bumps where I thought her nipples would be reflecting the light differently. She was pale. Her long legs were bare. The platform shoes were a weird mix of ankle shoe and military boot. The short cut of her black hair with the longer strands near the front reminded me of a Resident Evil movie, though I was unable to pinpoint which one.
Her gaze suddenly met mine, and felt caught. Blushing, I quickly shifted my eyes away and pretended to let it roam over the room. Everybody here tried so hard to look their best and play their assets to the maximum. So why was she exposing her lack of breasts so brazenly?
I spotted Master Rodger next to the dance floor and waved at him, earning myself a smile and wave back. He had a cute sub, Lucy, and they were totally in love. They both worked in a large real estate company, and Lucy was actually his boss and ten years older. I had no idea how that worked in everyday life, but they seemed to have no problem with it.
A rubber gloved hand suddenly slid a glass with orange something in front of me, and I almost yelped.
"I startled you."
My head jerked around, and I found myself face to face with the woman who had caught me staring. She pulled another leather chair close to mine at a bit of an angle and sat down.
I felt caught, and guilty, and taken off guard, and before I could think, I heard myself stammer, "I'm sorry."
She held my gaze for a moment, then she laughed softly. "Nice," she said, winking at me, and reached for the other glass on the table. "I am Jazz." She held up her glass, and I finally managed to move again and took the one she had brought me.
I clinked the rim to hers and took a deep breath. "I'm Sarah-Marie."
We both sucked on our straws. I was feeling strange.
She gave me a quick smile and leaned back. "That's a mouthful. Your name, I mean. I think I'll call you Sam. You can call me Miss."
Don't gawk, I told myself. She most definitely wasn't a sub, then. "I'm not looking for a woman," I told her, then felt bad. "Sorry. I'm being overly blunt."
That made her laugh again. "You're funny, Sam," she said. "Do you mind me calling you Sam?"
I had to set the glass down. "I'd rather you call me by my real name."
"If you can keep from staring at my chest for five minutes."
I gulped hard, and my gaze moved up to her face again. My cheeks went up in flames. "I'm sorry," I said again. The third time I was apologizing within little more than a minute, I realized.
"I don't really mind it, you know," she said. "Don't sit so straight, that gives me back pain just from looking at you."
She was right. I was sitting here all tense and upright like a schoolgirl waiting for a bad grade. I forced my shoulders to relax and leaned back, taking care to keep my eyes on her face. God, I was acting all passive. It was so not my normal self. I needed to get on the initiative at least for a moment. "I'm not sure what to make of you," I told her, then pointed to my drink. "Or this."
"Afraid I might be coming onto you?"
"Not afraid, but..."
"The thought crossed my mind, I admit." She swirled her drink. "You have lovely lips. The way you were staring at my chest, I couldn't help wondering what they would feel like on my nipples. I love having my nipples licked and sucked, I can sometimes do that for hours. Yours look like they'd be a perfect fit."
I blushed. I mean, it's not like this was something I'd even consider, but I couldn't help picturing her nearly flat chest with prominent nipples and felt a strange curiosity what it would look like to see soft, female lips caressing them. "Well, I'm not into girls," I said a little defensively and instantly rued it. "I'm-"
"Sorry, yes, I know that by now. If you were my sub, you'd get five with the cane for every time you need to apologize for being rude, and then you'd thank me by sucking these nipples."
It was just because I'd been running hollow the last two months, with just my fingers and me for the night, I swear. That little needy moan at the thought of feeling a cane across my poor backside had nothing to do with her.
She laughed softly. She had such a melodic voice. She tweaked her nipples through the thin rubber, then tapped them with her glossy red nails. "I believe this was less than five minutes, Sam," she said.
I so wanted to die, but she was right. "Yes, Miss," I admitted, then I bit my lip for a second before looking at her face. My heart was hammering madly for a reason unknown to me. "I'm sorry."
"I'll leave you to your man hunt, Sam," she said, getting up. She leaned over me and put her hands on my shoulders, forcing me to crane my neck to meet her gaze. "But I promise you, if you're here tomorrow and still haven't found your master, I'm going to claim you as mine. You know what that means."
I got a last glimpse of her chest from up close. Her nipples were probably huge under the tight layer of rubber. Then I realized what I had been thinking, and I felt like crying while I watched her walk away because it all didn't make a tiny bit of sense.
My mind was all over the place for the rest of that evening. I headed home early, the first time I did that. I had tried to talk up one of the doms, but I had been unable to focus, and most of them had been preoccupied anyway.
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I told my reflection that she was being stupid. Then I tugged the purple tube dress in place and winced at the lewd woman who stared back at me. I would be constantly pulling it up so my girls didn't get exposed, the lack of a bra equating to a lack of friction, and the fabric too smooth to stay in place. Just as with the cleavage, I'd have to pull down the hem to keep it from riding up my ass. But I was getting desperate. I needed to be noticed by a master, before..."
"You're being stupid!" I said again. Why was I getting worked up about Jazz? It wasn't like she could force me to submit to her. I was straight. Everything at the club was consensual.
I slipped into my torture heels. They were just slutty, high heeled sandals with transparent straps, but I didn't normally wear heels, so they always started to hurt after about two hours. The advantage was that they shaped my legs nicely and tightened my butt, that's why I decided on them for tonight. Slipping my credit card and driver's license into the small pocket in the dress, I only needed to finish my makeup, then I was ready to head out.
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I'd been on the prowl for two hours. On Saturdays, the club filled up quickly. There were a few new faces, but finding a willing master turned out as elusive as ever.
I was just walking along the packed dance floor on my way to the restroom when a hand grabbed my arm out of nowhere and pulled me into a group of women.
"Hey!" I gasped, stumbling a little, but a second hand gripped my shoulder and steadied me. "Oh."
"Girls, this is Sam," Jazz said, wearing the same outfit as yesterday. "She's been staring holes in my chest all of yesterday."
My face started burning. The women around me all seemed to be dominants like her. Well, not exactly like her. Their clothes and appearances fit the unofficial dress code more closely. Most of them had knee-high boots, heavy leather dresses and strict buns announcing their preference.
"That's not true, Jazz!" I said hotly.
"You're calling me a liar?" she asked, her voice suddenly like ice. "In front of my friends? You're telling them you didn't stare at my chest for ages?" Her eyes narrowed, and she stared hard at me.
"Uh-oh," someone whispered close by.
Oh fuck! "It's not-" I stammered. Her eyes narrowed even more. "I didn't-" She puckered her lips. "I'm sorry, Miss," I whimpered, and I felt a wave of relief wash through me when her expression softened.
"That's better," she said. "But you I told you what happens to rude girls."
Suddenly, I couldn't breathe. Our gazes locked, and I could read the message clear as the day. Her eyes sparkled with amusement, and there wasn't the tiniest doubt in them that she would do what she had promised. "Where's your master, honey?" she asked, taking my hand in hers.
"I -- I haven't found one," I admitted.
She took my other hand too, clucked her tongue and shook her head slowly. "That's too bad, Sam. You know what that means."
I could have said no. I could have run. Yet, something about this situation, something in the way she took control, wiped away all sense of self preservation. "Yes, Miss," I said, my knees nearly giving out, a strange heat rushing through my lower body.
She let out a joyful laugh and gripped my left hand tighter. "Time for a bit of fun, ladies. Who wants to see me cane her virgin ass?"
"No!" I yelped in shock. "You can't-"
She whirled around and glared at me.
