After a lot of independent vetting, several face-to-face meetings, and an arrangement where a good friend was in the other room, I finally elected to have a bit of "pick up play" with a local Dom.
OMG, he scratched itches that I didn't have the slightest clue were tickling me.
He's a self-professed "sensual rope top" who seemed to have zero presence in the local scene, yet he also has quite the rep in certain circles. A series of messages with both himself and other gals he'd played with made me think that he might be what I wanted/needed.
Even after sending pics of myself he was still very keen to play, asking questions about my flexibility and previous rope experience. We negotiated what sort of things I was hoping for, what he was looking for, as well as minimum expectations, and limits beyond which I didn't want him to go.
I really was looking for the experience of being fucked hard, repeatedly, while helpless to stop him. He was satisfyingly D&D free and I can't get pregnant so we decided that he could go bareback.
He shows up, my friend and I are watching TV. He and I go back to my bedroom. He doesn't have me strip. Instead he pulls out a roll of duct tape and proceeds to wrap my arms behind my back, wraps it around my hands, wraps my arms to my body, wraps my legs together (and I'm thinking how can he fuck me now?), wraps it around my ankles and my feet. He rips off a thin strip and wraps my toes.
He does this all very matter-of-factly, totally in control, Like he's not giving me any choice. The he pulls out a handkerchief and looks at me. We'd talked about gags and I didn't know. But at this point I'm dripping like a leaky faucet, I want the full experience. I nod, he shoves it in my mouth, then tapes it closed with multiple strips of tape.
The he pulls me to my feet. He's supporting me as I'm standing there on taped up ankles and feet, completely off balance and on the verge of falling over. He hops me around so I'm even more disoriented. He looks at me again and I'm practically melting. Then he doesn't just let go, he shoves me backwards. I'm done, utterly terrified, thinking I'm about to hit the floor, crack my skull and die. But instead I land on the bed, bounce once and... I'm fine. Jesus fuck!
Then he unzips his pants and brings out his rock hard cock. It's not so much long as thick, and I want it in me. He brings it to my face and I'm and desperate to suck it but I can't because of all the tape. I'm trying to shove that fucking handkerchief out, scrunching my face into all sorts of extreme shapes trying to get that tape off.
Then he pulls back, shoves his cock back in his pants, zips up. The he pulls out a pair of safety shears from his bag and throws them on the bed next to me and walks out of the room. He just fucking walks away!
I think if he'd touched my pussy right then, even through my jeans, I would have exploded. Instead I can't do a goddamn thing.
I spent several minutes thrashing around, hoping that there was some way I could get loose. The scissors were a joke, how could I possibly use them? If my life depended on my getting loose I'd eventually be a corpse. I couldn't even get my toes loose. I felt like the most pathetic loser ever.
He'd left the door open and I could hear him with my friend in the other room, laughing at something they were watching together. Was I supposed to go out and get him? Or would he be coming back? How could I possibly get out there when I couldn't even stand? I spent several more minutes wriggling and thrashing to no avail.
--
So my friend and rope-top-guy are in the living room watching a movie. That fucking asshole left me wrapped up like a duct-tape-sausage while he decides to go watch a movie (I think it was Captain America, the first one, but I'm not sure. I had a lot on my mind). I thrashed and wriggled and struggled and strained but he knew what he was doing. I was trapped.
I was so wet that I swear it had soaked through my panties and was visible on my jeans. Don't laugh, that's actually happened to me.
I'm lying on my stomach on the bed trying to catch my breath through my nose (because my mouth was taped up; I'm glad I wasn't stuffed up!) and I hear them talking.