After doing my sets I realized I was pretty hungry and decided to stay and have breakfast at his apartment. At this point I was starting to feel like I was constantly living there part time already. I cooked myself a small omelette that included a variety of things I found in the fridge. I thought about the instructions he left me to use some sort of seat he had for me in the cabinet. I wondered what it was and went to see.
I pulled out a strange seat type thing and it took me a while to figure out how to mount it on the chair but I really just had to place it on top of the chair seat like a booster chair but the seat arched up like a saddle. I was confused because it had two things that reached downward and I realized they were for my feet to rest in but they were hanging down on either side of the chair so my legs would be spread. It wasn't very high though and was thin, with a sturdy plastic like material but had a soft layer on the top to make it cushiony. There was an attachment that was obviously for my asshole and it had a small dildo like plug on it. The attachment was sticking out of a slit though, so I guessed it could be scooted upward in the seat for plugging my pussy. I was looking at it and a little nervous to sit on it. I wasn't sure if I wanted to but I knew I was supposed to while having my breakfast.
After some debating back and forth on whether or not I would comply with his instructions I went into his room to get some lube and tried to put a good amount of lube around my asshole like he normally does. It was weird to be applying lube to myself and I felt a little naughty doing it while I thought about sitting on something in my ass.
When I went back to the kitchen table I slowly tried to get on the seat and lower myself down onto the attachment. It was a soft rubbery like material but still smooth and felt nice. It took me a while to brace myself and ease it in. At first it hurt when the thick part of it went inside me but the rest of it slid in very easily and was snug since I had all my weight on it. I spread my legs and rested my feet in the little things on the side. I felt so vulnerable seated like that and my pussy stirred and moistened with my ass being plugged. I finally ate my breakfast and then got out of the seat. I noticed once I got up and put my dish away I was feeling ... well.... I kind of missed the feeling from when I was seated. I had gotten a lot more comfortable than I expected on it.
I decided to run out to a local coffee shop to get my work done and took his notes with me. Throughout the day I figured I would memorize the statements he wanted me to look over. I was busy reading my own things when I remembered them and finally took them out for a look.
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Heather, these are some things I want you to think about daily and you should memorize them so you can repeat them to me tonight.
"I belong to Luke, and my body belongs to him. I will not deny him access to his own property."
"My body will accept Luke's cum as a reminder that I am his."
"I will not pleasure or touch myself without first asking for permission."
"I will ask Luke for permission to cum when I want to."
"I will be honest and open when answering questions."
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I imagined saying them to him. I didn't think they were bad and I wanted to do them though. It was strange to see them spelled out and even more strange to imagine verbally telling it to him. I was nervous already and started trying to memorize and review them in between studying for other things. Oddly enough I guess I didn't feel as weird as I thought -- in a way I somehow already accepted these things and I wasn't sure why I did so easily. I just knew that I felt good about it and I felt good when he did things to me.
Later that day he inspected me when he came home and then asked me to come to the couch with him to have a talk.
"Come sit on my lap." I paused and was a little nervous. I shyly stood in front of him and got over him awkwardly to sit. He reached out and positioned me so I would stay facing him with my legs on either side of him. Once I was sitting he put his arms around my waist and this made me a little excited. I had never been this close to him before in this way and I felt protected while at the same time restrained like I couldn't get away. I instinctively wrapped my arms around his neck and leaned my head over his shoulder and rested while he held me. I started to relax while he lightly ran his hands up and down my back which made me feel calm.
I felt his cock getting hard beneath me when I would move to readjust on him. He finally moved and lifted me just slightly above him. He unzipped his pants and took his cock out and it sort of bounced straight up. It looked huge even from above and he started to lower me onto it. I braced myself holding on to his shoulders and resisted a little -- I was scared it would be too big even though I knew it had clearly no problem spreading me open to fit before. I couldn't help it and kept letting out little moans and taking in loud breaths while I took in more and more of his cock. It felt so tight and deep with me sitting onto it. I wrapped my arms around him while feeling my pussy adjust to being stretched and filled.
"Hey..." he said gently while easing me from his shoulder so he I could face him. "Did you memorize my notes for you?" he moved some hair away from my eyes.
"yeah...." I said quietly.
"Why don't you tell them to me then..."
I tried to recall them from my head and was afraid I'd forgotten one already. Almost in a whisper I meekly stated all of my little statements he wrote down for me. Even though I was speaking so quietly I still felt so submissive saying those things out loud at all and with him so close looking right at me. Actually hearing myself say them felt a lot different and....real than when I thought about them in my head. I even almost forgot that his thick cock was stuffed into my pussy. As I said the last one I panicked a little and realized I was saying things I wasn't sure I could do fully and I had no idea of the consequences of all this. I was scared.
"....And are you a little scared right now, Heather?" It was like he read my mind. I answered yes and tried to look away but couldn't. "Why are you scared?"
"...I don't really know..."
"Do you feel good?"
"yeah..."
"Do you trust me?"
"I don't know....what if.."