This is a continuation of Sabrinaâs exploits first explored in Chapter 2 of Nigelâs story. This is complete in itself but if you are interested in how she got to where we are now, you might visit the earlier work. As always your feedback is greatly appreciated and if there are any couples or girls in Australia who would like to play in rl please come forward â donât be shy!
Sabrina Walked back to the nursesâ home, her mind in a haze. She couldnât quite believe what had happened to her. She felt dirty and ashamed. She resolved to gather up all that disgusting, perverted literature and toys and throw them in the big builderâs rubbish bin outside the new extension that was being built, just as soon as she got back. She had lived out that fantasy and decided it was not for her and had out-grown it. How could she have been so pathetic? How could she have been so stupid? Jesus! that was so dangerous, what if the person she had agreed to meet had turned out to be a man and she had been pack raped?
Put it all behind you, start a fresh just get your act together girl! Find a nice young Doctor and bring up nice well behaved children and have a nice warm house with a nice garden and beautiful roses. Yes thatâs better. This dark side of her character need not surface again â It was, after all, just a momentâs madness.
Back in her room a large black bin liner served her purpose and she gathered everything together only hesitating momentarily as she put her dildo in. "No" she said "you have to go as well."
She bundled the bag together and walked down the corridor and out of the front door and across to the big yellow builders skip and threw her bag of goodies in. As she did so the bag split open and several items started to slip out. She looked around quickly and leant into the bin to pull the black plastic over and cover them as they lay on top of the builderâs rubble. The bin was half full and she was sure that they would be covered the next day when the builders returned to the site.
She returned to the Nurses home and stripped off all her clothes and put them in a pile for washing. She was annoyed that the crotch of her panties were still damp and her vagina still wet. She grabbed her robe, shampoo conditioner and shower gel and went off to the bathroom to have a long hot steamy shower.
She was alone as she ran the shower in the cubicle. The steam from the taps was delightful as she stood under the hot flow from the shower rose above. She heard the bathroom door open and close as girls came in and out but stayed there for what felt like an eternity as the hot water flowed across her body purging and cleansing her body and soul.
There was a loud bang as the door closed again and a kit bag was thrown down onto the bench, she could hear the zips being ripped open and closed and then the shower in the next cubicle start up. It sounded as though the girl in the shower next door had hurt her back â not uncommon as Sabrina could hear her wincing and breathing hard as she washed herself.
Time to get out.
She turned off the shower and walked over to the slatted bench where she toweled herself down, put on her robe and swept her hair up into a towel on her head. She lifted her head to see Susan exiting the shower with a towel wrapped around her. She looked pretty miserable and Sabrina seeing that it was her asked her how she was.
âOh I'm fine thanks Sabbieâ
âItâs just that I heard you whingeing in the shower there and thought you must have hurt your backâ
âOh that, its nothing, nothing at all really..â Susan smiled and made her way over to the mirror.
Sabrina sensed that there was more to it but didnât want to press it so left her to it â
âCome by my room for a coffee and a chat when you feel up to itâ she said as she gathered up her bits and pieces.
âYes, Iâd like thatâ Susan said turning round and trying to find Sabbies eyes in the steamy room.
Feeling a whole lot better now Sabrina slipped on her negligee and slid between the starched cotton sheets on her bed and lifted up a text book on orthopaedic nursing, read for a little while and fell asleep.
Nearly a month passed without incident. Sabrina had decided that she had become sexless as she concentrated on her studies. Susan had popped around regularly and they had grown closer together. One night the dreams returned.
Sabrina awoke and lay awake in the darkness. It was so nice to feel the warm touch of her fingers on her breasts and between her legs. She was in that beautiful half awake half asleep no manâs land when she realised that she was fantasising about going all the way with Karen, another woman! What did it matter? She was alone in bed. This didnât mean that she had to live her fantasy, after all she had never made contact with Karen since seeing her that one time and that could hardly have been called a lesbian affair now could it? But the smell of her own juices on her fingers, the taste of her pussy and the lovely warm glow of her own orgasm set her up for the rest of the day. She didnât feel guilty about it. Not now. No it was compartmentalized â yes that was the way to deal with it. Although did it mean she was becoming a lesbian? No, a quick reality check, no she still fancied men. Did I really have to throw away all those magazines she thought.
Later that afternoon when Susan and her had finished their shifts they were sitting in the cafeteria and the subject of the discussion changed to the spunky new interns and sex. After a while Sabrina plucked up the courage to ask Susan if she ever fantasised about having sex with another girl.
âOf courseâ she said, âDonât you?â
Sabrina was gob smacked She had been keeping this a secret for years and here was her best buddy talking openly about it.
Susan saw the shocked look on her face and laughed. âYes Sabbie, I have fantasies about just about everything â doesnât everyone?â
Sabrina remembered the magazine in Susanâs room âWhat even being tied up and stuff?â
âOh yes thatâs one of my favourites! And I know it's one of yours!"
Sabrina felt herself blush but this was the kind of conversation she had been so desperate to have for so long she just wanted to talk and talk and talk. She looked around the cafeteria and then realised what Susan had just said.
"What do you mean?!" she exclaimed.
Susan laughed. Come on Sabbie - I saw you throwing your porno collection into that old builders skip a month or so ago.
"You did what?!"
âOh my God - You, haven't, No it wasn't me I mean I might have âŠ." Susan started to smile and then laugh.
Sabrina felt herself going hot and cold and then laughed as well - She felt as though the floodgates had just parted and wanted to talk about everything all at once.
"Can we talk some more about this? Not here though, I have been thinking, well not thinking but wondering about a whole range of issues and would really like to chat if thatâs OK but I want your promise that we can keep this all secret?â
âCome on lets go back to my room â I have a bottle of red wine and we can guzzle that away and Iâll tell you all my darkest secrets and you can tell me yours and who knows we might even do something about them!â
What that meant Sabrina wasnât quite sure but getting together for a girlie chat was always a good idea.
As they were walking back to the Nurses home Sabbie plucked up courage to say ask Susan how she knew that the bin liner she had put in the skip had belonged to her.
Susan had explained that she had been coming back from a friends and saw her throw something in and then looked around so furtively and rearranged the contents that she was curious as to what she had been up to. She had waited for Sabbie to go back inside and then walked over to the skip and sure enough one of the magazines had slipped out of the bag so she had just taken the whole bin liner and put it in her kit bag and taken it back to her room via the bathroom.
"I really like your old dildo" she said "There's nothing wrong with it as far as I can see apart from being a bit on the massive size - but it does still fit if you work at it" Susan smiled.
"Christ I remember when I first got it, I couldn't get it in."
"Do you want it back?" Susan said.
"You still have it?"
"Sure. Hey now that I know you share similar interests would you like to swap mags and toys?"
They had reached Susan's room and before Sabbie had realised what was going on they were inside and Susan had thrown down a couple of copies of hard core mags onto the bed from the top of the wardrobe.
I should have looked up there as well she thought.
Sabbie started flicking through the magazines as Susan opened a bottle of cheap red plonk as she called it, and poured out two huge mugs full.
Sabbie paused to look at a girl with two large wet cocks forced in her mouth. Cum was flowing over her chin.
"Pretty awesome hey?" Sabbie's eyes were wide. "I just love it when a guy cums in your mouth don't you?"
"Actually I've never experienced it. I think I might throw up although I sometimes have fantasized about it as part of my bondage fantasy. If I was tied up and helpless I couldn't feel guilty about it could I? I guess that's part of the fantasy. Itâs like rape fantasy. No one in their right mind wants to be raped but sometimes it is⊠well exciting to imagine and fantasise about it."
"Hey loosen up Sabbie" Susan said. "As far as I am concerned all's fair in love and war and just because you try something once doesn't mean you have to stick with it you know. Take me, I remember my first time with a girl, I was horrified at the thought that I was becoming a lesbian and then I thought âwhat the Hellâ and couldn't wait to get back there you know.
Now I am comfortable being who I am feeding my obsessions and having fun at the same time so long as no one get hurt. Well not too hurt anyway" She smiled "sometimes things can get a little rough as you know."
"No I don't know actually" Said Sabbie sipping her wine. It tasted funny out of a coffee cup but she was soon feeling the warmth of it spreading through her body. âYou are not a lesbian are you?â