If you thought that going into work would be awkward after the Bukkake then congratulations! You were right! Despite that my boss had sent me a text saying it would remain a secret it didn't take long before everyone appeared to know. Everywhere I went I could feel my co-workers undressing me with their eyes and it didn't help that some, like Jeff, actually knew what I looked like naked. I swear I could see their trousers tightening and most had to walk about with their own personal self-erecting tents while attempting to subtly hide them.
I even heard murmurs that the whole thing had been recorded on the company's CCTV but my boss firmly denied it. I'm not sure what was more worrying, the fact that I didn't actually believe him or the fact that I didn't particularly mind. In fact, part of me kind of wanted my own copy. It would be interesting how I looked during the event rather than just after it.
Luckily working at a Gaming company meant that I was the only female there, which would most probably explain the responses I got from my co-workers despite only being, as I described earlier, as "cutesy". The last thing I needed was for another girl to be judging me for wanting to keep my job.
I could understand why someone would have questions and opinions about it. It was humiliating, demeaning and clearly an act of power and ownership over the one subjected to the Bukkake. Many would have left the moment it was suggested but I don't have the best track record with jobs. Remember what I said about not being able to say no? Well every workplace I've ever been to realised this and would all take advantage.
I'd end up doing an illegal amount of hours, most of the time unpaid for the extra time, or would be given tasks way above my pay grade, just like the advertising presentation I had to give that resulted in my subjected humiliation. Eventually I would just burn out and have to quit the job for my health. I'd either had in my resignation or request some time off only to be told, "you either come in or you don't come back".
GameTech was a big company. It was the centre of a gaming empire, one that wasn't even that well known to the public. We owned game stores all over the country, worked with countless Production companies when it came to the advertisement of their games and even had a whole department that created specialised game engines. I'm a gamer girl, what can I say? I had worked in one of their stores and the manager had given me a glowing review when I applied for the job at GameTech HQ.
I'm not a programmer and had never done any marketing courses so my first job was a Beta Tester for some games being tested on the new engine they had created. It's not as fun as you think. You have to play the same bit eighty times a day to find any bugs, whether it's going through invisible walls, lag in texturing or other areas where the game's engine might simply crash.
I may or may not have had a brief, unofficial fling with the manager of my department that may or may not have resulted in me being bumped up to an assistant in the marketing department. I was only really there to take notes and make tea but my boss soon asked me to go through some stuff at home. I thought he was testing me and maybe he was but when it kept happening it felt like I was falling into the same routine of being unable to say no.
Then I was asked to do the presentation.
And then I was asked to kneel on the floor naked while ten men spunked all over me.
And I weirdly enjoyed it. Don't get me wrong, I felt embarrassed the whole way through and even afterwards I felt completely humiliated, especially after the whole building found out, but whenever I thought about it I felt a tiny spark of excitement. It had been stimulating, from start to finish, even if I had felt awkward at first. I had even gone home and tried to watch some Bukkake porn afterwards but all the women seemed to be enjoying it way too much, ruining it for me.
Maybe I liked the humiliation aspect. But because of that I wouldn't really enjoy anything like that again because I wouldn't be humiliated. I'd be a more tame version of those porn actress who constantly exclaimed "give me some of that cock" and "cum on my face". That wasn't sexy for me. I could see why guys liked it and even some women but, despite my unquenchable sexual appetite, it just didn't seem to do anything for me.
I watched some Public Humiliation videos that did it for me but A) I wouldn't be able to do that and B) If I wanted it then it couldn't really be classed as humiliation could it? OK, maybe I'd just have to find another way to get rid of my newfound sexual frustration. I was sitting in the cafeteria listing all the possibilities in my head, ranging from looking for sex parties online to going to a BDSM club when the security guard walked in. He gave me a brief smile before sitting down on another table and going on his iPhone.
'David wants to see you,' he said without looking up, 'He's in his office.'
My stomach churned at this. What did he want to see me for? The last time we had spoken he had denied the existence of any video footage of the Bukkake, which I'm pretty sure was a lie. He had never actually thanked me for going through with it and saving the deal so maybe that was it?
I got up and left the cafeteria. I could feel the eyes of my co-workers follow me as I made my way to David's office and I instinctively put on a distinctive sway in my hips as I walked. Like I said, I like to tease my co-workers and the skirt I was wearing today was so tight that the outline of my thong was easily noticeable.
I knocked on David's office door.
'Come in,' said his voice and I went inside. He looked up from his desk at me. 'Ah. Nicole. Close the door behind you, please.'
I closed the door and he stood up from his chair and walked around his desk, sitting on it.
'Please sit down,' he said, gesturing at the seat in front of him.
'Thanks,' I sat down, feeling incredibly nervous.
'I just wanted to say thank you for showing your dedication to this business at the presentation,' he said and I noticed his hand glide over to the remote for his personal TV on the wall.
'It was no problem,' I replied uneasily, 'I did what I had to do.'
He nodded. 'Very true,' he pressed a button and the TV came on and footage of the Bukkake played instantly.
I felt my stomach drop. 'You said there wasn't any footage of it!'
'There isn't...officially,' he said calmly. 'This is one of several unofficial copies, however.'
'What?!'
'Turns out you've got quite the fanbase in this company,' replied David, smiling. 'I can see why. We even sent a copy to Mr. Mori and his company as an act of good faith.'
I didn't know how to respond to this. I knew I wanted to be humiliated but not like this!
'They have assured me that it will not reach the Internet,' David continued, 'But...this company might need some persuading.'
I frowned. 'Persuading?'
He smiled. 'Nicole, you come in every day wearing tight skirts and low cut tops to tease your co-workers. Don't bother denying it because we both know it's true. We all know it's all good fun but my point is that...well we're all rather tired of being teased.'
'OK. So I won't come in wearing tight skirts and low cut tops anymore,' I replied.
He shook his head. 'Oh no. We don't want that. To put it bluntly, Nicole, you dress like the company whore so now we want you to act like it.'
'Excuse me?!' I stood up furiously.
'Several members of staff have copies of that little video. If you refuse then the footage goes on every free porn site you can imagine,' he remained unnervingly calm as he spoke.
I wanted to argue but I knew that once it was up on the Internet then that was it. Nothing was taken off the Internet once it was up and even if I threatened legal action I doubt it would make much of a difference. GameTech had some of the best lawyers in the country, not to mention enough money to buy people off if necessary.
'And if I decide to leave?' I threatened.