All characters in this story are consenting adults.
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Saturday
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The next morning I wake up, peek at the clock - 9:30a! - and sit up in a flash. Suddenly I feel your hand reaching up for my shoulder. I turn and see you laying there peacefully, a content look on your face. You ease me back down to the pillow and kiss me good morning.
"I know you had a long night. You were sleeping so peacefully, I couldn't resist letting you slumber some more."
"But we'll be late. I know you don't like that."
"I can make an exception once and awhile."
"And you are in charge, Sir." I say proudly. You smile and wink at me.
"Let's get going and alter the times a bit."
We are both almost ready to leave by 10:45a. I have to be careful of what I eat on an empty stomach, so I ask for English Breakfast Tea, dry whole wheat toast and a small bowl of blueberries. I look up when I see a little bit of vanilla yogurt, not much more than a spoonful, spread simply on the plate around the toast, with a bit of the blueberries in it. A grateful smile comes over me. Always you have a little way to brighten my day, a really hard thing to do in the mornings. Not only that, but it seems no matter what I ask for as far as food, you always seem to have something stocked from the lists that I gave you.
'That was the very first assignment you gave me,' I remember so fondly. I never sat and thought about how little I eat until you had me face it. And that was just one of the things that you've helped me to pay more attention to; I keep symptom charts as to how I am feeling and if I start to lag in my normal energy levels one of the first things you check is my sleep tracking results.
You stick with your favorite this morning: peanutbutter stirred into oatmeal, a bowl of your own blueberries and strong coffee made dark and lightly sweet. It feels wonderful preparing breakfast side by side, i don't get this pleasure a lot.
'I should surprise you with breakfast, but how?' I think wistfully as I stir your porridge.
We hurry down to the car, and off we go. The University Hospital is less than a half hour from Nicholas' home. When he stops at the entrance, we look at the time, 11:30a.
"Now Darling, I still need to keep up with my schedule. I will pick you up at 12:45p."
"Yes Love," I say with a big smile. "I have an alarm set to tell me when to gather my things."
I kiss you, get out of the car and you're gone.
Memorizing the number 315, I quickly walk to the 15th room on the 3rd floor, Tracie's room. I knock, and then peek around the corner with my best smile and say,
"Good morning!"
Tracie brightens up, "Willo! What are you doing here??"
"To see you, silly!"
"Thank you so much for coming to visit!"
"Of course, I know our conversation had to be cut off," I start and sit down slowly, "before I really learned what's going on. Why did you get admitted?"
"I've been having cardiac symptoms for three days..."
"And you didn't want to call anyone, because you hate hospitals."
Tracie nods sheepishly.
"Nicholas would tan my hide 'til next Tuesday if I did that.." I announce matter-of-factly. "And I would deserve it, scaring everyone like that."
"Oh honey I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you.. Waitaminute.. Nicholas? Your boyfriend, Nicholas?"
I nod and smile. "He cares a lot, Tracie. He's so attentive, and very detail oriented."
"Awww, I haven't seen you smile like that for years."
Once again, my thoughts wander back to last night.
'Why am I so happy with this? But still so confused?'
We talk about her prognosis - still shaky at this time - and formulate some plans. After calling and texting a few people, I say, "Okay, Martine will be here this afternoon, and Kerry said he can come down tomorrow at dinner time. Let them know if you need something from home. You're in good hands."
My alarm sounds off interrupting my thought. Sure enough, it's nearly time.
"Boy time does fly with you." I start packing up, give Tracie a gentle hug with a promise to call again soon and smiling we say our goodbyes. "But please honey, please, if you get any kind of news from your doctors let me know."
She promises, and off I almost run to the main entrance. I reach the door, and there you are pulling into the parking lot.
You come around and open my door, even hook in my seat belt. I giggle, and stop you with a kiss on the cheek. I see a blush... almost imperceptible.
"How is Tracie?" you ask when you get back in the car. You start to put the car into gear and turn on your indicator.
I open my mouth to say something, but suddenly can't find my voice. My lower lip starts to tremble and a lump forms in my throat. Soon there are tears that just stream down my face.
"Baby? What is it?" In no time at all you pull the car back out of gear, turn the indicator off and put your hazards on. You put your arms around me and start rocking gently. "Just breathe, the words will come."
"She's been having heart troubles for 3 days." I say softly. "She's so afraid of hospitals. I know why, I am too. But she looked as bad as I've ever seen her. It was hard to keep smiling."
"Oh sweetheart, I'm sorry that scared you. I know the hospital is an awful place, but if one needs the help..." you trail off.
"I know; I even told her that you would 'tan my hide 'til next Tuesday' if I didn't say anything about heart symptoms for 3 days. I think that surprised her a little." I giggle and wipe my tears.
"Of course I'd take you to the hospital and make sure everything was stable, but then, yes. I'd take you home and you wouldn't be able to sit comfortably for weeks from our many talks if you tried to keep something like that from me."
Even though my tummy flipped at hearing that, I smile and kiss your cheek.
"Thank you for caring so much about me."
You run your fingers down my face tenderly. Then you put the car into gear and we head back to your home.
"I have taken the liberty to order lunch in. Have as much or little as you wish. Now again, I am on a deadline today. So, please don't interrupt me unless you need me. As a treat, I made reservations at 8:00 PM in the oceanside restaurant you enjoyed last month. Do you have my favorite red dress with you?"
"Of course I do! I know how much you love that dress." I smile innocently.
Back at home you grab your lunch and take off for your study.
I nibble little bits of fresh veggies slowly and then change into my swimsuit. I sit poolside with my legs dangling in the water, reading some science studies and cardiac articles. Part of me wants to just dive into the books Ms. Lena gave me, but my mind is on Tracie. Her doctors are worried about whether her long battle with the infections has weakened her heart.
Then there is one particular book that I pull from the stack of titles Ms. Lena lent me: Different Loving the World of Sexual Dominance and Submission. She suggested I may want to start with a general book that would introduce me to many aspects of Bondage, Discipline, Sadism and Masochism.
I'm sure you saw that I had brought a few books back, but you stayed quiet about them. The books have a remarkable affect on me; each turn of the page feels like talking to old friends.
Finally, I cover my hair and IV line from the chlorine, and ease myself into the pool, the warm water soothing my joints as I start some laps.
Showering after, I am in bliss again, basically skipping about "my" rooms, feeling as free as a young princess that just slipped away from her guards. I think back to the first time I found the hidden hallway in the library that leads to a beautiful secret garden in the central courtyard. It's one of my favorite parts of your house.
Often you come out to find me sitting on the bench, reading by the pond. (Or you catch me find me trying other books to see if there are any more secret doors...) As much as I've explored your home, there are still surprises around most corners. I still get lost in "my" closet! But in all fairness to me, you designed both master suites to have connected bathrooms and closets. The female master has a sitting room while Sir has a matching room for a study.
Changing into comfortable clothes, I'm off to the gym. I turn down the hall and see you deep in conversation on your exercise bicycle. I spot the bluetooth earpiece and wonder how long you've been on the phone.
You don't notice me so I quietly retreat to the kitchen, grab a bottle of cold water and just as I turn back you are headed back up to your study.
You notice me this time, smile and wink, but keep on moving.
I go to the gym to do some Qigong: non-impact exercises. You have commented in bed that you love to touch my soft skin and tummy, or get a good grab at my butt. 'Who am I to complain?' I giggle to myself, and then concentrate for some different moves to stay flexible as much as possible for my health.
I check my phone, there's still plenty of time to get ready.
'I must admit that I am feeling very frisky tonight. How can I surprise Sir as well?'
I put my hair up in an elaborate bun with an Asian style pick, a couple of locks of hair frame my face which bares my neck and shoulders in the red dress you love so much, the one with a slit up the left side of the dress to my thigh.
7:15p
Almost ready. I'm wearing matching red shoes and a red garter belt with very pale hose, no panties. I give myself one last glance in the full-length mirror before opening the door, and there you are waiting for me.
I melt at seeing you, and take a moment to drink you in: your tan slacks, tweed jacket and a dark red cashmere mock turtleneck.
"You look so handsome." I smile brightly.
I take your arm and you lead me down the stairs and out to the car. You open the door for me and buckle me in.
'That's the second time you've done that since I called you Daddy last night...'
As your neck moves past I smell sandalwood, with a very slight scent of vanilla. I quickly kiss your neck and playfully lick.
"Mmmm.. spicy but with a touch of sweet."
You raise your eyebrows but can't suppress your smile, raise my chin and give me a tender kiss.
Off to the restaurant. You turn on some soft jazz and then start to fill me in on the day.
"Steve and I were very successful today. I didn't want to tell you until things looked truly positive; Steve was looking through some real estate and came across a B&B on the Big Island in Hawaii."
My eyes open wide.
"Hawaii??" I repeat in shock.
"It has many acres of land to spare and been for sale for over a year. Stephen negotiated a tentative deal waiting for our on-sight inspection."