I don't think, in my heart of hearts, that I honestly expected her to turn up the next morning. I had difficulty believing when I woke up that the whole thing hadn't been a dream, despite having thought and fantasised about it, gone over it again and again in my mind, as soon as I had returned to my own flat that afternoon. No attempt to distract myself had worked, and I had to stop myself from marching back down there and telling her how much I wanted to fuck her, right there and then. I wondered whether she would have been receptive to such an idea. Probably she might well have been – that was why the temptation was so great.
But no, I'd told her ten o'clock the next morning, so ten o'clock on Sunday it was to be. I wondered what she was thinking and feeling down there – was she going over it in her mind as much as I was? I'd forbidden her to masturbate, of course, but I had no way of knowing and no way of stopping her. I'd not been able to stop myself from doing so with thoughts of her running through my head once I got back to my flat – if things were half as bad for her and yet she was still obeying, she'd have to possess an incredible amount of willpower.
I was up early on Sunday, nervous, excited, anxious. The minutes seemed to drag by so slowly – I showered, dressed, thinking carefully this time about how to present myself... Casual but authoritative, was what I was trying to achieve. Short dark shirt, dark jeans...
8.53am.
Over an hour to go. I tried watching television but of course there's never anything on on Sunday mornings. Tried going online, or listening to the radio, but all the time thoughts running through my head of whether she'd turn up, how she'd look, what I'd do to her when she got there... The adrenaline was pumping, and I think what terrified me the most was not that she wouldn't turn up, but that she'd turn up and I wouldn't be able to think of a single thing to do with her when she got here.
Oh God, what
was
I going to do?
9.10am.
Calm down Ian, calm down... I found myself flicking through the books of hers that I'd confiscated, novels filled with all sorts of ways of restraining and punishing and generally degrading willing submissive women. That I had such a woman of my own to play with now... The thought was electric. I had to put the books away in the end, as they turned me on so much and I didn't want to masturbate again before she got there, decreasing my drive and excitement for what was to come.
9.37am.
She wasn't going to turn up. I had convinced myself of it. There was no way she was going to come – what sort of intelligent, articulate woman in her late thirties willingly allows herself to become some sort of submissive little sex slave to a man over a decade her junior who she hardly knows at all who just happens to live upstairs? I could be a maniac, a rapist or anything as far as she was concerned... Fuck, maybe she thought yesterday was some sort of assault? Maybe she felt intimidated? Maybe she's going to call the police, and it would soon be them knocking on my door rather than her?
9.51am.
Relax Ian, she's just not going to turn up, that's all. Women aren't as addicted to weird kinky sex as men are, surely? It was just a one-off experiment for her, she's not going to call the police but she's hardly going to turn this into a regular thing...
9.58am.
See? Completely quiet, nobody on the stairs, nothing... Wait, was that a door opening downstairs?
9.59am.
I can hear the click, click, click of stiletto heels slowly, carefully climbing up the two short flights of stairs that link this floor with the one Below. Oh My God! This is it, this is really it!
10.00am.
Knock, knock, knock. Three tentative taps at the door – I wait, looking down at my watch. Stand up, go to the door. Pause. She waits too, and then, a little more firmly, three more knocks.
10.01am.
I open the door. Cool, calm and in control – it suddenly seems to fit, my heart's still beating and the adrenaline is still pumping – especially when I see what she looks like, Oh my
God
! – but I know now what I'm going to do. It feels right and natural.
She's smiling, nervously but eagerly, her eyes bright and sparkling. As instructed, she is wearing a short skirt, so short it probably qualifies more as a micro skirt than a mini, only a few inches down from her thigh... If she was bent over it would ride up enough for anybody to be able to see what underwear she was wearing, if any at all. It is black and soft and smooth. Her legs are also smooth, gorgeously so, looking longer and sexier than ever today as they balance atop a pair of heels so high that I wonder how she can possibly walk in them. Black shiny leather shoes, they are... Mmmmmmm. Her top is also black, armless, cut low enough to be able to see a more than generous amount of her ample bosom. She stands there, still and silent, as I run my eyes up and down her, happy and proud to be inspected, keen to show that she has obeyed all instructions, but perhaps nervous of my reaction.
She looks superb, of course. But I can't praise her – that would never do.
"You're late," I snap simply. "It was ten oh one when I opened this door. I expressly said ten o'clock precisely."
She looks aghast.
"But..."
She knows better than to protest, however, and trails off, looking down.
"You'll be punished for your unpunctuality, of course," I say off-hand. "And for protesting. I hope you don't give me cause to punish you for anything else this morning."
"I'll try not to... sir."
The 'sir' sounds almost like a question, an attempt to establish just how she ought to address me, something we never discussed yesterday. We're still newcomers at this, trying and testing the boundaries, the rules and each other's limits, how the game is to be played. I like it though – 'sir'. Oh yes. I nod, and stand aside to let her in.
"In you come."
She totters forward in those heels, looking around the room as I shut the door behind her. She looks almost as if she is going to say something, perhaps behave like a normal visitor, say how nice the room looks – and it's true that I have made an effort to tidy up a little, as if it were some ordinary visitor coming. But it's not, and she realises this, shutting her mouth and deciding it would be best only to speak when spoken to.
"I hope you have obeyed everything else I told you yesterday," I warn her sternly, walking around her as she stands nervously in the middle of the room. As I walk behind her I look down at her gorgeous backside, and I have one of those wonderful moments of realisation – this isn't some random woman in the street in a short skirt who you look at and think 'blimey, I'd love a bit of that...' She's mine, and I can do with her as I please. I feel like a child at Christmas as I reach out and brush my hand lightly against her behind. She isn't expecting this and she jumps slightly, almost shivering.
"I'm not wearing any knickers, sir," she confirms as I keep my hand on her arse, squeezing and caressing one of her cheeks as I press myself up against her, my mouth against her left ear.
"Good," I whisper into it. "And the other thing?"
"O-other thing, sir?"
"You haven't
played
with yourself since I saw you? Haven't been messing around with yourself, getting your fingers all sticky and wet?"
She shakes her head, her smooth hair brushing delightfully against the skin of my cheek.
"No sir."
If that's true, then she's got a stronger will than I have. Not that I'd ever tell her that, of course. From the way she says it, I get the feeling that it is true, and I'm impressed.
"You wanted to though, didn't you?"
She nods, and again there's that wonderful feeling of her hair moving against me.
"Yes sir. Very much so."
"I bet you lay in bed all night pressing your legs together, trying to stop yourself, didn't you?"
"Yes sir, I did. It was agony, sir."
"Excellent..."
I lean down a little and move my hand from her backside to the back of her leg, drifting a finger slowly up and down, feeling how smooth her bare skin is there. She sighs slightly, the air gently flowing over her barely-parted lips.
"You like that?" I ask as I move the finger up to caress the skin of her upper thigh, just where it disappears under her skirt.
"Yes sir..."
I consider moving my hand up under the skirt, seeing if she's wet and excited yet, but I resist, stopping a few inches short of her most sensitive of spots. There'll be time for that later, and besides – I don't yet feel entirely confident enough to... Well, feel her up, basically. She's come here to be dominated, not messed around like a teenager behind the bike sheds on the night of the school disco. I remove my hand, walking around to stand in front of her.