My Trusted Dom

I trust you now. And I want to go further with you. You've already given me a longing for your control, for the loss of my own needs to replace them with yours. To be yours.

You see, the problem is that I am still empty. And I don't only mean that figuratively. No, my body feels empty and I need you to fill me. But we're not having normal sex, it won't be enough for me to just feel you in one place at a time. I want you to be all-consuming.

To start I need to undress. But I will only do it if you tell me to. Make me strip for you, forcing me to feel confident in my body. Fully naked before you, following your commands. I like the power imbalance: me a naked mess while you are still composed and in control. To complete the picture I want to kneel in front of you, looking up to you. I feel relaxed to become part of you because I admire you.

To make me a part of you, like an extension of your body, take away my autonomy. Tie my hands behind my back, test the strength of your bond by pulling on it. You will want to be holding me there when you fill me up. The process of being tied up is calming. I feel cared for because you are investing time into us. I slowly relax into my bonds and into you. You stop working on your piece of art and it's like the beat of time stops for a second. My ears have turned to only one purpose: the hear you and to listen for what you say.

"Rise"

I stand up and feel the blood returning to my legs. I stand confidently in front of you. Chest out with my hands behind my back. My breasts show and nipples rise as the coolness of the air and your stare makes me tingle with excitement. I wish I could take a screenshot of this exact moment in time.

It doesn't last long enough, you guide me to the table. You've prepared it so beautifully, so thoughtfully, a silk cloth over a pillow. Primal without a bed but considerate of my needs. You let me have a look at what you've prepared for me. A flogger, dildo and a mask.

We both love the mask. For me because it makes me concentrate on my body and throw away my anticipations and expectation. I cannot predict what will happen which feels like shedding another layer of myself, replacing it with you.

For you, it allows you to slow things down. You know my mind will go wild waiting for what you will do and you enjoy my mental squirming. It allows you to wait and consider, to collect yourself and to be completely in control of both me and yourself.

You kiss my forehead and my eyes and as you pull away I can feel you being replaced by the fabric of the mask. I can already feel myself floating. I know that soon this will feel like floating, but now I'm enjoying the drop. Your hand on my back guides me a small step forward, you put your hand on my neck, pushing me down as you slide your hand down my back. I get goosebumps from the gentleness and imagining the contrast that I'm about to experience.

Lost in my mind, I gasp in surprise at the first strike of the flogger. I hear a slight scoff as you see me raising my butt for the second strike. The first shock subsiding my mind returns to you and my body is becoming wetter and needier as you keep me waiting, tensed in anticipation. You notice it, as you place a probing finger at my entrance, moving it upwards to my asshole. My insides clench at the feeling while my body tries to relax into your hand.

*Smack*

A moan escapes me as you strike the other cheek. I don't want you to stop, I want my whole body to feel your touch and your use.

*Smack smack*

The blood rushes to my ass, I try to imagine what you would see from above. How my ass turns redder with each carefully placed stroke. You're moving from the sides of my butt cheeks slowly closer towards my intimate parts, removing all thoughts in my mind as I tense and struggle to finally have you where I want you. I need to be touched, the pain isn't enough, I want release.

I squirm and wiggle back, urging you onwards. You push me forwards, back to my place and I relax in response to your firmness. My trust and obedience is rewarded. Finally, your finger probes at my entrance, assessing my readiness. You seem content as it is replaced with the coolness of glass, pressing in and lapping up my juices. You move it upward, trailing the line between my pussy and my asshole until it reaches it's destination and presses against my tight bud. You hesitate a second, I revel in the sensation. A drop of cool lube shocks me back to life, making my insides contract. Another second, I breathe out and relax into your pressure. You push harder, firm and gentle. The slight pain sends electric currents straight to my pussy as my ass is being stretched and my body accommodates to pull it in.

"Please give me more"

You scoff again and pull my butt cheeks apart, placing a kiss on each side and lowering your face to my folds.

"Oh yes, please, please, please. I need you there, please give it to me" I mumble almost under my breath, lost and bound by you.

You lap up my juices, gushing from your manipulations, the warmth of your tongue competing against the warmth of my insides. A shiver starts from the tip of my head and wanders down my spine to my toes and I'm sure I must have shaken like a leaf as you put two fingers into me.

I'm blabbering useless words when you leave me again. I feel even more empty, despite the butt plug that I'm trying to gyrate on as I am left by myself.

You touch my face and lift it. I can smell my juices on your fingers but instead of kissing me I feel the smooth plastic of the gag. I open my mouth to take it and you open my hands to let some coins fell into them. My trust in you deepens again. I would give you my life if you asked me to.

I'm brought back to earth with another strike of the flogger, right between my ass cheeks. I clench at the feeling and at how the butt plug is stimulating me at the movement. My breathing gets faster and more shallow as I'm making primal sounds through the gag. Each strike making me hotter, my skin redder and my body needier. You stop and check my arms.

Are you still alright?

I nod and melt some more.

Are going to be a good girl and take everything for me?

I nod feverishly and show my eagerness by wiggling my butt, trying to get you attention. Instead of more slashes I feel your hand in my hair, the other grabbing my bound hands. Finally, I feel the head of your cock push against me. I try to push back, but you hold me in place. I sigh in frustration.

"You want me little girl, don't you? Well, go ahead then, fuck me."

I push back harder until he finally releases me. I slide onto his dick with complete ease, savouring the feeling of being stretched.

"Go on"

I attempt to move forwards and backwards without my hands, trusting that you will stabilize me with your strong hands on my back. I know you enjoy watching me struggle for you and I do my very best to fuck you as you stay completely still.

"Hold your asscheeks open for me"

I struggle to move my hands downwards, pushing my chest out and into the cloth where I can feel the movement against my nipples. When you start moving my butt plug, you make it even harder to concentrate and I slow down to savour the feeling of having you fill me up in every way possible.

I hear you reach over and recognize the familiar rumble of a vibrator. I am almost worried if I can take any more stimulation, but I spread my legs further to allow you access to my clit. You laugh lightly and instead start pulling out the butt plug.

The dildo brushing against my ass, is cold from the lube, vibrating and sending shivers up my spine. I stop moving as you push the tip into me and I stretch around it, letting out a sound between pain, arousal and complete neediness.

"Come on, keep on moving."

I breathe deeply a few times as I try to impale myself on the dildo that you are holding against me. I clench against the feeling of it stretching from behind and your dick from inside of me. Finally I hear you moan as well and it urges me further, slowly rocking back and forward, inching myself closer to you. I can already feel the warmth of your legs and with a deep breath out I clutch my hand around the coins in my fist and move back, finally reaching the bottom of your shaft.

You let out another moan, harder now from watching me struggle, the vibrations from my ass and seeing me finally achieving what you've asked.

I'm rewarded by you taking hold of my arms and hair and starting to force my movements. The dildo changes it's stimulation with each thrust, I would be whimpering mess at this point, if I wasn't gagged, incoherent sounds being the only thing able to escape from my mouth.

I can feel myself building, my ass and vagina on fire from your assault, your cock becoming harder than I can describe. You notice my clenching becoming more frequent and my breath becoming more ragged.

"Hold out for me, we're going to cum together."

He thrusts even further, leaning forward and pushing the dildo further into my ass. I almost scream, losing myself in the rhythm, trying to hold back my orgasm, feeling every part of my body, grounding myself into the moment and not loosing myself.

"Now let go."

Everything overwhelms me, finally falling from the high that I've been on, letting your pulsing dick fill me, the vibrations extending my orgasm into a second one seemingly endlessly milking you.

You sigh in relief, holding me tightly to you, experiencing my third orgasm to the very last drop.

Finally you step back, turn off the vibrator and slowly ease it out of my ass. You loosen my bonds, turn me around to take out my gag and look me deeply in the eyes.

"You are stunning."

I smile warmly and thankfully "You even more."

I snuggle myself into his shoulder and start pushing him to the bed, the falling coins ringing in our ears. He laughs and lets himself fall into the blankets pulling me with him.

Thank you, I say while listening to his heart beat. He kisses my head lightly and turns me to pull me into a hug. I feel his breath against my ear and feel myself drifting asleep in his arms.

This is what life should be like. Safe and sound.