I was a submissive until I learned how to be a Dom. I was taught to be a Dom by being a submissive and experiencing all that a sub goes through. To me this was the best way to learn. The mindset became clear to me. The torments were more vivid. Suspense was appreciated. Pain was turned to pleasure in ways that the mind can't conceive of until it is done. After that it becomes second nature to bring about an erection or even an orgasm in the midst of pain never dreamed of.
I had just started using the internet to contact people with the same interests that I have when I cam across a female sub. It was through her that I met Mistress Q.
One day my sub admitted a desire to be Dominated by a Mistress. She had never experienced being with another female and had a burning desire to do so. I told her to go ahead and see if she could find one she could place her full trust in and be happy with. My sub started looking in earnest.
It was not long before she found a suitable Mistress, however she wanted me to talk with the Lady to give my approval of Her. I went online in a chat with the two of them. It was interesting to say the least. My poor subbie had to answer to both of Us at the same time. Her Mistress was named Mistress Q. She had a world of experience and was very firm, but loving in Her conversation and ways. These talks went on for a couple of days and I had a few private chats with Mistress Q as well. I was getting to like Her and the way She spoke.
A meeting between my sub and Mistress Q was set up for a weekend two weeks away. It would be in a rather nice hotel with a two-bedroom suite. Privacy was guaranteed at this establishment. Mistress Q had used it many times in the past and was well known by the management. I was requested to be there. It was to start at around 9:00 P.M. on a Friday night and go until that Sunday evening. I would be present, but would not participate other than to watch and make sure my sub was being treated well. This would be fun. I was looking forward to it.
The closer the time came for the meeting, the more reluctant my sub became. She was scared for her safety, then afraid of the drive there, and then could not get time from work. I finally told her to forget the whole thing. I was fed up with the excuses. My sub offered to contact Mistress Q to relay the bad news. I told her that I would contact the Mistress and give my apologies.
Mistress Q was understandably upset. "I have already made reservations for the room and they are not refundable. What am I going to do about that?" She asked.
"I am just as disappointed as You are Mistress Q. It would have been so exciting to watch You work over that sub. I started out as a sub and know the feelings she would have gone through. They would have brought me back to the old days. Some of those feelings have never left me even though I have been a Dom for so many years," I replied.
"Wanna play?" was Her response.
My mind went totally numb. Without thinking I said, "Absolutely!"
"Send Me an email with your hard limits and your soft limits. I will let you know my decision in the morning," She said and signed off.
What had I done? Without thinking I had just turned myself into Her sub for three days. The more I thought about it the more I was turned on to the idea. My imagination started running wild. I just had to get that email to Her while I could still think clearly. I do not have many hard limits and fewer soft limits. The email was ready in a flash and sent immediately. Now I had to make it through the night.
I could not sleep. I had such wonderful thoughts and put together all kinds of different situations. I jerked off so many times I lost count. I finally fell asleep and had many dreams. They were vivid. I woke with an erection that was made of stone. It was all I could do to go to the bathroom and then to the computer. I downloaded my email. There it was. My breath caught and I teased myself by taking care of all the other emails before opening Hers.
"Your limits are acceptable," it said. "You are now the provisional sub of Mistress Q. You will call Me Mistress at all times, even in public. You will do nothing without My permission and you will follow all of My commands to the letter and immediately," it went on. "There are a few things I will have you do right now in preparation of O/our meeting. The first is to shave your cock and balls so they are as smooth as a baby's rear end. I do not like stubble or hair in that area. You will also shave the patch between your scrotum and anus along with the hair around your anus. You will shave it everyday in the morning," she commanded next.
This was not a new to me. I had done this all along to my cock and balls. The other patch would be new. I went into the bathroom and did this right away. The email was still open on the computer. I would waste no time in following my Mistress' commands. This done I rubbed some skin moisturizer into the newly shaven area. It felt so smooth and open to the air. I had never felt that vulnerable around my anus before. This was something new. I liked it. I felt submissive. I was horny! I hurried back to the computer to read the rest of the email.
"You will go to a pet store and buy a heavy chain collar for a dog," was the next command. "It should be a long one for a large dog. When you get home you will put it around your cock and balls so that one end of it hangs down your leg. You may take this off to shower and to go to the bathroom. That is the only time you will not wear this unless I give you permission to remove it," She went on.
I left right then for the pet store down the road. I bought the appropriate collar and returned home. I pulled my pants down and put the colar on as She had commanded me to do it. The weight of it would not let me forget that it was there. I walked around the house to see how it felt. The end that hung down my leg flopped around inside my pants and kept tugging at my genitals with each step I took. I loved it. I felt so submissive and vulnerable. I was horny! I rushed back to the computer to see what was next.
"Come online to chat with Me," She said. "I am waiting for you."
I went online and found Her there. I was excited and nervous at the same time.
"Hello, Mistress," I said.
"I will be referring to you as 'slave' event though I know you to be only a submissive," She said. "Hello, slave. Have you completed the tasks I have set out for you?"
"Yes, Mistress," I replied.
"Good. You have impressed Me with your obedience," She said.
I was actually blushing. I felt like a little kid who had just pleased a parent. It was strange for me. I had not felt like this for many years. I started to get another full-blown erection. I had been semi-hard since looking at the first command. Now I was creating quite a bulge in my pants.
"I have changed the time we will be getting together on Friday to 10:00 A.M Do you have a problem with that?" She asked.
"No, Mistress," I replied. "I am looking forward to our meeting." Heck, I didn't even know what She looked like and I was still in a trance over Her.