I'm curious. Always have been.
The idea to visit a dominant mistress however never crossed my mind until one day I was browsing online at something else and I saw an ad. Curious, I clicked on.
What was it? The allure of something darker, quite literally? The promise of intellectual and sensual punishment? Her long stocking clad legs next to a leather bound gimp? I'm not sure but I wanted some.
I filled my head with all that was on offer; Spanking, servitude, face slapping, spitting and cross dressing. Again, something I had no interest in but her words made me want to explore and try it all. My first mistress. One of three.
Probably sounding absurd I called and faced a barrage of questions. My wants and whys. My experience, my limits. When I might be available.
I booked my first session.
I'm pretty sure people bottle it at this stage but as I paced up a suburban West London street I couldn't wait. The second the time was right I rang the doorbell and was immediately buzzed in without a word. Two flights of stairs and into a door silently.
Wooden floors echoed her high heels that led, via stockings, to a very short skirt. White shirt opened enough to see her tits or at least the edge of her bra. I am honest enough to say I wanted to fuck her. But that wasn't to be, I wasn't here to be anything other than fucked around with.
We had a brief chat and then I was told to take my clothes off. She was not in the room.
Naked, and in the dark surrounded by a variety of belts, whips and chains and an enormous contraption for hoisting slaves up on I stood there. Turned on by the scene and strangely enamoured with this lack of control.
She came in, again, long legs - stocking tops showing. That immediately and always turns me on.
Standing next to me her riding whip slapped the end of my cock gently as she examined my naked body. She slapped my face and spat on me. I loved it. Calling me a useless cunt.
My first real experience was to be chained up by my arms and legs. Spread so my hardening cock hung in the air as did my balls. Her gloved hands squeezing my balls and cum dripping out of the end of my cock - I precum a lot - and on to the floor in a thin drip of spit like substance. She took her cane and wiped it on my cock tip, then across my mouth; the salty taste of my own cum on my lips and I wanted more. It makes me want it now.