Recap: childhood playmates meet in their late 20s. Sunny is a busty babe and Paul an average but good-looking guy. He's obsessed with her body- particularly her tits. She reveals she's a nurse by day and professional Dom by night which he finds fascinating but intimidating. Thinking she's sexually sophisticated, he's shocked she's a virgin. Sunny's eager to learn about sex- having seen lots of porn and read erotic stories. She wants to proceed slowly so limited their first date to no penetration and learning to give a hand job.
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Our second date ended in less than stellar fashion. I tried to be a gentleman and didn't point out to Sunny how her hand job had been adequate until she'd ruined it by pulling her hand off just as I was climaxing. I'd gotten relief but that was all. It was essentially a clinical release of pressure.
Almost immediately after that disappointment, Sunny had stomped on my male ego by saying, "You'll need training. I'm not giving up my virgin pussy to a cock that spurts so quickly." I'd had some nice day dreams of seeing Sunny as a Dom but not like that. I wasn't some desperate subby client she could demean like that.
I couldn't ignore her harsh comment. I needed to object but what could I say? I had cum pretty quickly. Seeing her exquisite tits and playing with them for the first time had been overwhelming. My climax had been building from about 30 minutes of foreplay with Sunny topless and welcoming. Her hand job- augmented by a little time deep in her mouth- had me at my limit very quickly. Any guy would cum from that.
That was my best argument. I would compliment her and excuse my performance in one sentence. She was an inexperienced virgin. She was probably expecting me to last like the guys do in a porn movie. I said, "I came because you were just too good. Playing with your fantastic breasts had me primed; your hand and mouth just pushed me over the edge. Real guys aren't like the porn stars you've seen in videos."
Sunny gave me a stern look- as if I was a client who hadn't been given permission to speak. Then her expression softened a little and she replied, "I may not have a lot of experience but from my friends I have some knowledge of cocks. My good friend, Molly, trains men. One of her specialties is premature ejaculation. I'll give you her contact information and leave it up to you."
Again, I was without words. Sunny was my dream girl; her body was fantastic and I'd barely gotten to enjoy it beyond her tits. I thought we had the beginnings of a great relationship so I didn't want to blow things up by saying the wrong thing. After a long silence, I said, "This was just our second date. Perhaps we should have a little more time together before drawing conclusions about our sexual abilities. I'm not criticizing your hand job; we can practice together. I also thought you weren't going to dominate me."
Sunny hesitated and then apologized. She agreed that referring me to Molly's training was out of line. She spoiled her apology by saying that she had high standards and if porn stars can last a long time, she felt average guys should be able to do so. I had nothing to say in response.
In my head, I was torn. Was Sunny just having trouble separating her job from her personal life? Or, was she an older version of the arrogant high school beauty who treats everyone like shit but is still every guy's dream? Given access to her body, could I live with being her subservient boyfriend?
We put our clothes back on and finished our wine. I made idle conversation about her furniture and home decor. She responded and spoke of equally meaningless things to fill the minutes. It was painful.
I went home. I'm embarrassed to admit that I beat off thinking about Sunny's tits. In my defense, they were really spectacular and I'd just seen and felt them for the first time. I think I also wanted an explosive cum. I couldn't help but think her poor hand job had left me less than fully drained and it seemed important to fix that.
That night's sleep was filled with dreams and nightmares about possible relationship scenarios with Sunny. In one I rose to the occasion and put the bitch in her place. She became my dutiful girlfriend and later my wife. She respected me and generally was the perfect partner. I awoke during the night with that dream in my head and felt great.
I went back to sleep and had a different dream/nightmare. Sunny led our relationship and I willingly served. She was bitchy and demanding. When I'd cum too soon I got verbally abused. When she felt I hadn't tried hard enough to get her off she put me in a cock cage. I awoke in a cold sweat. I instinctively reached for my cock and was relieved that it was cage-free. A second later a wave of shame ran through me as I thought my cock felt too small to satisfy any woman- much less a goddess like Sunny.
By morning my mental confusion about dating Sunny remained. If she'd have me, was she worth the hassles that seemed inevitable. My state of mind didn't get better when I received a text from Sunny. It started with a 'Sorry about last night' and suggested a date on the next Tuesday. That sounded positive. Those thoughts were destroyed by the next phrase, "Molly's contact info is xxx, if you want it." I didn't reply until much later that day.
During the day I vacillated. A part of me was simply pissed off. Another part thought that self-improvement was a good thing. Molly could make me a better lover for life regardless of whether Sunny was a part of my life or not. My negative reaction was probably just my male ego which resented my imperfection being called out.
I responded to Sunny that the proposed date sounded good and we could have a casual dinner at my place. We exchanged timing details and that I would pick her up. In her last text she said, "I will need your instruction on the use of my hands and practice for another night. I hope you'll be patient with me. I'll accept punishment gracefully if I fail to please."
She was an enigma. At one moment she was a Dom and now she seemed to be submitting to me. I was still stung by her criticism of my staying power but I could swallow my pride to be able to enjoy her tits. It might not be the long-term relationship we'd both hoped for but I could feast on her tits for now.
I did some planning, shopping and cleaning for our date. With a combination of some prepared food that just needed heating and a complex salad that I created, our meal was intended to be free of last-minute hassles and light on needed clean up. I had nice wine, music and candles to add some mood to my otherwise sterile apartment.