My Submissive Story

I sat there in silence staring at the blank screen for a long time. My mind was in overdrive, my body was trembling with arousal and I had never felt more alive. That was the most exhilarating thing that's ever happened to me and I immediately want more of it. The authority Mistress Deb had over me from the moment she answered the call filled me with excitement. She was exactly what I wanted; what I needed.

Once I'd calmed down I took myself for a cold shower to cool off and control my arousal. It was going to be a long week not being able to touch myself I thought.

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It was finally Friday and I'd managed to last the week without touching myself. I distracted myself with work and stayed as late as I could do, so by the time I had got home I wanted to sleep. My arousal only grew as the week progressed and now Friday was here my pussy was practically begging to be touched.

I impatiently tapped at the steering wheel of my car as the lights changed to green. I left work early so I could prepare for the evening ahead. The drive home felt like an eternity, but I finally made it.

I decided to organise myself and do all the house chores, washing, hoovering, mopping the usual boring adult stuff.

Once I was showered, shaved and all clean I sat at my computer in a loose robe and logged onto my emails. There was an email sent an hour ago from Mistress Deb. My heart rate increased and I felt myself immediately aroused just from seeing her name again.

MD: Hello, I hope you have had a good amount of time to think things through. I will be calling you at 5pm (I glanced at the clock it was 4:50pm). If you do not answer I will know you do not want to be my sub. If you do answer then be prepared to be trained, punished, pleasured beyond your wildest dreams slut!

I decided there was no reason to reply to her email. I reread it once more and I realised how much I loved being called a slut.

Suddenly I was pulled from my thoughts as the screen popped up with a video call request from Mistress Deb. I jumped out of the chair and threw my robe to the ground. I accepted the call and ran into the position I found myself in on Monday. Kneeled down, legs slightly apart and my hands interlocked behind my head. I dropped my eyes to the floor and looked at the piece of flooring that had became all to familiar to me.

MD: Hello sub, you answering this call is a good start, but let's see how good you have been for me this week. Have you touched your dirty, needy little pussy?

I kept my eyes down and answered

Me: no Mistress and I...

MD: Did I ask another question slut it's a simple yes or no answer.

I stayed silent.

MD: That's more like it. Now have you shaved your pussy?

Me: Yes Mistress

MD: Good girl. Now since you've answered my call I assume you want to be my subbie?

Me: Yes Mistress, very much so

MD: Why?

The question caught me off guard, but I righted myself just as quick.

Me: All week I've been excited to be dominated by you again. It's like something's been missing from my life and you've filled it. I want to learn more, and I think you can teach me. I think you're a good fit for me and I'm excited to see where this can go.

MD: Very well sub. I have a questionnaire of sorts for you to fill out for me about likes dislikes, safe words, measurements of your body, what you want from me, what kind of person you are...the list goes on. I want you to take your time filling it out. If you need help use the internet; if you still require further help my emails are open to answer any of your questions, do you understand everything I've said so far?

Me: Yes Mistress!! I buzzed with excitement.

MD: Very good, so eager my little slut. Since you have been a good girl this week and not touched yourself how about a reward. Go and get your vibrator slut, don't keep me waiting.

I shot up and zoomed into my bedroom to my bedside drawer and retrieved my vibrator. I raced back into the room and plugged it into the wall nearby and placed it in front of me and resumed the position. I caught my breath back quickly.

MD: You may look at me slut, this is part of your reward, to see me.

My eyes made their way up to the computer screen and I gulped loudly; my mouth gaping open. There she was in all her glory, captivating as ever. She wore a black lace bra and black lace panties with suspenders. The camera was further back this time so I could see everything. I noticed her crotch had a slit in it for easy access to her pussy.

Me: Wow!

I blurted out before I could stop myself

She chuckled to herself.

MD: Like what you see slut?

Me: Yes Mistress, so much!

MD: Now I want you to take your vibrator and place it on the lowest setting and hold it onto your clit, do not lose eye contact with me. With your other hand I want you to play with your nipples gently squeeze them, pull them, roll them between your fingers.

Me: Yes Mistress

I picked up the vibrator and clicked it onto the lowest setting and placed it directly on my needy clit. Immediately I started to squirm, it was so sensitive. My left hand come up my body and started alternating between both nipples teasing them out.

I watched as Mistress Deb's hand slowly went down towards her own pussy. She opened the slit up wider for full view. She dipped her fingers into her dripping pussy and slowly started playing with herself while she watched me.

MD: Remember my rule slut, do not cum without permission. When you're close I want you to ask can you cum, understood?

Me: Yesssss Mistresss. I managed to squeeze out between breaths.

Even though the vibrator was barely on, it was driving me crazy. I knew I couldn't cum with such a low setting, but it felt so fucking good to touch my clit again after a long week. It was torture, but I loved it. I wanted more. I moaned and grinded myself into the vibrator. My head flew back and my eyes shut tightly, as I got lost in the moment forgetting where I was, forgetting who was watching.

MD: Eyes on me slut!!

My eyes snapped back open and stared at her. Her fingers gliding over her wet pussy gently teasing it. The meer sight nearly made me cum.

Me: Can I cum?! I practically screamed at her

MD: No please, no Mistress, no manners. No you cannot cum slut.

She looked deep into my gaze and smirked. Whilst doing so she sped up her rubbing and increased the pressure.

MD: Turn your vibrator onto high now!

I clicked the vibrator onto high and my whole world felt like it was about to cum apart. My left hand gripped the vibrator to help steady my right one. I was on the verge of the most intense orgasm I had ever experienced.

Me: PLEASE CAN I CUM MISTRESS, PLEASE!!!! I screamed, my body shaking, my mouth dry. It was like time stopped as I waited for her answer.

She continued to rub herself more and moaned and ignored me. She heard me I know she did. Just as I was about to ask again she finally spoke again.

MD: Cum for me slut, cum with me, my good girl.

I lost it, I squirted so much. I had no control anymore. I grinded the vibrator to prolong the orgasm and ride it out as I watched Mistress Deb enjoy her orgasm at the same time. It was the most exciting sexual experience I had ever had. I didn't want it to end. Once my orgasm had fizzled out I went to remove the vibrator from my sensitive clit.

MD: Oh no subbie, you wanted to cum and you will cum. Let this be a lesson in humility and respect. Next time you want to cum you ask nicely and address me properly. Now put that vibrator back on your clit and dont move it until I say so. You little cum slut.

I gingerly put the vibrator just above my clit, but even that was enough to send me into a squirming, moaning mess immediately. The powerful level of the vibrator paired with my overly sensitive clit was not a fun mix and I quickly realised that cumming can be a punishment as much a reward. My second orgasm was not enjoyable. It was ripped from me in an agonisingly painful, yet pleasurable way.

The more I came the more my clit decided to appear from behind it's protective hood. As if it needed more. It's like my clit didn't realise how much it would hurt.

By the time I had cum 5 times I was a blubbering mess. I could hardly form words never mind a sentence.

Me: P...pl....easeee. no. more.

MD: Is that a safe word sub?

I couldn't form the words I simple nodded in defeat. Tears forming in my eyes.

MD: Remove the vibrator.

I turned it off and threw it to the side. I slumped forward and placed my head on the floor. I was on my forearms panting like a dog, trying to gain my senses back. I reached my hand down and cupped my pussy to protect it. It was so swollen and my clit was red and angry. Once I regained my composure I got myself back into position.

We silently exchanged words when I looked up at you again. You sat there with a shit eating grin on your face. I wasn't sure whether it was smugness or pride.

MD: You did very well sub, I'm proud of you!

Me: T...thank..you Mistress. I managed to get out.

MD: Relax your position and stand sub. Go and put your robe on, freshen up in the bathroom and grab a glass of water. Return to me when you are done. It's time I show you how a true Mistress treats her subs.

I stood up on shakey legs and made my way to the bathroom. I splashed my face with cold water and then used the toilet. I returned to her wearing a loose robe and holding a glass of water.

MD: Sit in your chair sub, let's reflect on this evening's events. How do you feel?

Me: Annoyed with myself, disappointed I had to stop. I've displeased you, I'm sorry Mistress.

MD: The use of a safe word is not a disappointment nor does it bring me displeasure. It's a form of knowledge, I need to know your limits. You did so well tonight, I'm very proud of you. She beamed at me.

I stared at my hands in my lap for a long time. Fiddling with my fingers, taking in her words.

Me: Thank you Mistress. I mumbled

MD: After we end our call tonight you will fill in the form I send you. Take your time with it and answer all fields honestly. Get it back to me before the end of the weekend.

I look up to her this time, finding my confidence again.

Me: Yes Mistress

MD: Now tell me again, how do you feel?

I thought for a moment and then looked at her and smiled.

Me: I feel happy Mistress. My pussy is tender, but I feel satisfied. I'm proud of myself. Thank you for guiding me on this new found journey.

MD: My good girl. Now let's give you something else to think about shall we. I want you over the weekend naked at all times when you're in the house. If you need to leave the house you do so without a bra or panties. You will edge yourself 20 times tomorrow and 20 times on Sunday. On Sunday evening at 7pm we will video call again. Do you understand?

Me: Yes Mistress, be naked and do my edges. I will have the form completed by the time we video call!

MD: Very well slut. I would like to emphasise...do not cum or you will be punished severely. If you fail to complete the form by Sunday evening you will be punished for this also.

Me: Yes Mistress, it will be completed I promise. How will you know if I've cum?

I cheekily smirked

MD: It's called trust. Technically I won't know unless you tell me, but if you want this to continue I suggest you are honest with me.

That wiped the smirk right off my face.

Me: I'm sorry Mistress, I was just teasing you.

MD: I know, but you need to learn when it's appropriate to do that and when it's not. Remember if you need any help with the form, research or email me. I must go now little subbie. Be a good girl and you'll be rewarded on Sunday.

Me: Yes Mistress, goodbye.

The last I saw was her smiling back at me before the call ended.

I released my breath and relaxed back into my chair. Just as I was gathering my thoughts my email ping to alert me of a new email. It was from Mistress Deb.

MD: Hello subbie, a very enjoyable and educational evening we've spent together. Here is the form attached for you. Please don't hesitate to ask for help if you need it. Remember do not cum, you'll regret it. Speak soon sub!

I clicked on the attachment which opened up an excel sheet.