I step out the bathroom feeling fresh and revitalised from the gym. I wrap my damp body in a towel and sit at the computer. I quickly open my emails in excitement and see I have a response from her.
MD: Hello, there is no need to lie and tell me you have been busy with work. Just be honest with yourself. You were scared to take the leap.
How did she know?! I read on
MD: I understand your feelings completely. Let me put you at ease, the way this works is at your pace. I might be the dominant but the submissive holds all the power. I can give you a little taster into being my sub if you wish?
Choose a safe word usually people choose yellow to slow down and red to stop all activities immediately. Hope to hear from you soon :-)
A little taster? I feel myself get immediately wet. This woman is intense, and I like it.
Me: Hi, you are right I did lie, I am sorry!! I guess yellow and red works fine by me.
A little taster? Okay I am willing to try.
I sat back in the chair staring nervously at the screen awaiting her response.
MD: First things first you will address me as Mistress or Mistress Deb. Secondly, I am going to need to punish you for lying to me. When you are ready, I would like you to video call me.
I would like you to get naked and on your knees with your butt on your feet. I would like you to interlace your fingers behind you head with your eyes downcast. I want you to beg me for forgiveness for lying and explain to me why you lied to me.
I reread the message four more times taking in the instructions. I felt my pussy get noticeably more wet and my nipples harden with excitement. I angled my camera to the floor and moved my microphone where I was going to kneel. I placed my towel over the back of the chair. I stood naked staring at the video call button, preparing myself. I pressed it and then went and kneeled into position exactly how she asked me too.
I heard the call answer, but I did as I was told and did not look up at the screen. I kept my eyes to a spot on the floor and did not move them. I could feel my bodying trembling with adrenaline and anticipation.
"I believe you have some explaining to do sub."
I heard your sultry tone through the screen, it took everything in me not to look up at you. My mouth dried immediately, and my palms were sweaty. I had lost my voice as my body continued to tremble. I tried to speak but my mouth could not find the words and I shook more.
"Look at me"
My eyes slowly work their way up to the screen. I see you, my breath catches in my throat, you are just like your profile picture, dark brown hair slowing down your shoulders, deep brown eyes. My eyes avert down your form, you are wearing a low-cut top, leaving nothing to the imagination and the camera cuts off just before it reaches your waist. You are beautiful.
"Now take a deep breath and relax, it's just me and you, you're safe with me. You can use your safe words at any time, remember you have all the power. Now when you are ready avert your eyes back down and explain to me why you lied."
Your voice is so calming. I take three deep breaths, and it calms me. I look into your eyes.
"I'm sorry Mistress, I'm okay to continue."
"Good girl"
I felt a shiver run down my spine from those words. I averted my eyes and looked at the floor again.
"I'm sorry I lied to you, I guess I just kind of freaked out when you messaged me. I wanted to be sure this is what I want before I dove in headfirst. I hope you can forgive me for lying Mistress."
