I was curious one evening and found myself exploring bondage porn which quickly turned into BDSM. I found myself fascinated and captivated immediately by it. I always wanted to be the one tied up, whipped and tortured. I wanted that feeling of helplessness and to lose all control.
In the coming days I found myself exploring BDSM more and more. I researched it every spare moment I had. I quickly discovered what got me wet, what I didn't think I'd like and what I wasn't too sure about. I learnt about safe words and soft/hard limits. I learnt how the dominant should respect the submissive's limits and if they safe word depending on what was agreed everything stops. I learnt I wanted to submit to someone and have them control me in ways I couldn't imagine.
The more I researched the more I wanted. I couldn't get enough, I was addicted. Then I found other people like me, obsessed with BDSM. I found clubs local to me, online dating sites and forums. It was like I had discovered a whole new world.
After two months of researching the world of BDSM I decided to use a website to see if I could find a dominant.
It was Friday 2pm my working week had finally finished, and I was vibrating with excitement to get home and begin my search for a Domme. I had an idea in my mind of what I wanted, someone firm but fair. Someone who was equally cruel as they were kind. I just wanted someone to guide me through this journey of self-discovery and teach me.
I raced home and got cosy in my pyjamas, poured myself a glass of red wine and set myself up on the computer. I found a BDSM website immediately and signed up to it confidently. I set up my profile quickly with the title "Inexperienced sub looking for an experienced Domme". Once my profile was set up, I decided to look through the different dominant's profiles. One caught my eye immediately. Her title was "Domme looking for sub fems". I read through her profile, and she stated that submission was a gift not to be taken for granted. She had over 10 years' experience being a dominant. She was a couple of years older than I was and she was perfect. My hands were shaking uncontrollably as I continued to read through her profile.
As I read on, I found myself getting turned up by this mysterious woman. I was about to send her a message when suddenly, the exact same woman popped up at the bottom of my screen on the chat feature.
