Part 6
"First Use"
The Weekend When Everything Changed actually started on a Thursday. I remember this because I remember everything about the weekend. How it started. How it suddenly twisted into something different. And how the end of it turned out to be just the beginning.
In a few minutes, a bunch of other people will be learning the intimate details about the Weekend When Everything Changed. They won't have to listen to me tell it, trying to fill in all the details. They'll be seeing it, in full, living color, on a 60-inch TV in the middle of our family room. They'll be watching what happened to me on that weekend. And watching me as I watch. And when the show is over, another performance will surely begin. One in which I'm sexually used and abused by a group of people who had once been my friends, but are now my masters, mistresses and tormentors. A group of people who, according to my owner, will be so worked up by what they've seen that they'll want to recreate it. To put me in the same humiliating positions. To treat me with the same disregard for my personal wishes. To relieve their engorged cocks and pussies of the urgent need to orgasm, using my body and discomfort as the stimulation they need. The thought makes me tremble in trepidation. But, the thought also makes me hot.
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I remember that Thursday as being different in a lot of ways. For one thing, my owner hadn't used me for his perverted sexual pleasure for any of the five previous days. In fact, the last time he'd been inside me had been on the previous Saturday, when we'd made love, the old fashioned kind, with no orders or kinkiness or anything. I remember that it had left me feeling strangely underwhelmed. He came and I didn't come close. I remember feeling kind of like "is that all there is?"
Anyway, he hadn't ordered me to do anything perverted for four days. No blowjobs on the outside deck. No ass fucks in the kitchen. Not even an order to put on a lingerie show for him. Oddly, it had left me feeling a little adrift. After the intensity of the previous three months, I'd become a bit reliant on the adrenaline rush that I felt whenever he ordered me to debase myself for his pleasure. It was getting to be a huge turn-on. So much so that I couldn't orgasm without it.
I wondered, too, how he'd been able to contain the pent-up urges he should've been feeling. His doctor had given him those new, experimental pills that could not only keep him erect for hours at a time, but also kept him in a highly volatile state of sexual excitement. I'd discovered over the past few months that they also had the side effect of making him more aggressive, more sensitive to perceived slights, and less inhibited by society's rules. When he was on those pills, which was almost all the time, it was like living with a sexual time bomb that could go off at any point. And who better to assuage those urges than your live-in slut wife? Living on the edge like that gave me butterflies in my stomach. And kept me as wet between my legs as a cheap whore on a navy dock.
For those reasons and more, that Thursday began with a feeling of change in the air. I got finished with my work in record time, closing the door to my home office by noon. Around one o'clock I received a text from my owner/husband: "Holiday tmrw. Leaving early today." That was to be expected. Almost all of corporate America leaves early on the day before a three-day holiday weekend. And his office was more liberal about it than most.
Despite reminding myself that I wasn't a new bride who was addicted to the touch of her new husband, I almost danced around in rapt expectation as I waited for the next message, the one I imagined would come soon. That I was actually hoping, nay, praying, that he would come home and do nasty things to me would've been shocking just a few months earlier. Now, though, it was a treat to me as anticipated as a day at the spa, or finding a gorgeous dress on sale.
I'm certain he made me wait on purpose, playing another of the many mind games he uses to keep me enthralled and compliant. I know I'm being played, but it still works. The sound of my phone announced the arrival of another message: "Get ready." That was it. What I'd been waiting for. Those two words sent me into a frenzy of activity. First, a shower. I'd done that in the morning, but this would be more thorough. Every crevice, every crack scrubbed and scoured. Hair washed and perfumed. Asshole reamed clean. Pussy cleansed inside and out. A shaving of the legs, armpits and anywhere else a stray hair might want to grow. A thorough inspection of my pussy patch, shaved to a mere half-inch wide strip that narrowed to arrows on each end. I actually inspected it twice, because he would brutally rip out any stray hairs outside that area with enough force to bring tears to my eyes. And then spank me harshly for the transgression. It was a punishment for pain's sake, not pleasurable at all. So it was worth the extra effort.
His next message came as I stood in the bathroom after the shower, my skin burning brightly from the incessant scrubbing, my pussy tingling in anticipation. "Box 32," was all it read, though it held a world of meaning for me. I walked nude into the adjoining closet. One whole wall is covered in small cubicles, each filled with a shoebox. Each shoebox is numbered. Inside each shoebox is a pre-assembled sex outfit, usually lingerie, stockings and sometimes shoes. We'd spent the last few months putting these together to suit any mood he might have. Much easier than his trying to describe what he wanted me to wear over the phone. And yet another reminder that I was his property, to be dressed however he wanted.