Cathy O'Niel copyright 2006
I finished setting up the new overhead wrist restraints today. I stood back to study my work. The chain ran down the pulley attached to the wall, with a large clasp on the end. All I had to do was pull on the rope attached to it, and your wrists would be lifted up into the air.
I wanted you this way. I wanted to be able to walk around you completely, to be able to touch any part of you that I desired. And I knew you would adore the vulnerable feeling of having your arms up over your head, completely at my mercy.
I leaned a spreader bar next to the wall, imagining it on your ankles, holding them wide apart. I shivered all over, the anticipation of you being here tonight racing through me. The way you give yourself to me, so absolutely, never ceases to amaze me.
Sometimes it frightens me; I wonder how far I will go, how far I will push your limits, given the total freedom I have with your lean body. The trust you have for me is complete. You know that I would never hurt you beyond what we both desire. I skillfully try to blend the pain and the pleasure, wanting to take you further each time we are together.
I close my eyes, envisioning your face as nipple clamps are attached. Such a lustful expression, pure, simple, your cheeks flushed, your chest rising and falling as you take deep breaths. I know that all that you are is concentrated on what I am doing to you at that moment. I cherish that feeling.
I banish those thoughts from my head. I still need to take a bath and get cleaned up for you. I hurry through the hot bath, then shave my pussy lips carefully, knowing how you love the smooth feel of that soft skin. I tremble thinking of your velvety soft tongue on them later.
I finish my makeup and hair, and put on a short white satin nightgown. It's thigh length, curved on the bottom, with thin straps and a low cut neckline. The fabric feels sleek and smooth against my skin. I know it will feel wonderful against yours.
As I go through the house, finishing lighting the candles, I hear you drive up. My breath flutters in m chest, and I take a deep breath. I never know if you realize how you affect me, how I have to prepare myself for our meetings. Sometimes the need to serve you instead of the other way around is almost overwhelming. I have to focus my thoughts and energies on taking my pleasure from you, on you giving me your body, rather than giving you mine. It is a difficult battle at times.
But I know that you need me to take you this way, that it fulfills something in you in a way that no one else has been able to do. I give it to you lovingly; my strength, my desire, my craving for you, all combines into a perfect blend of want and need. Your submission to me fulfills me in ways I have never had before. It's a wonderful circle we weave together.
I open the door and you come inside. I can see the excitement in your face. My hand comes up to stroke your cheek, and you take me into your strong arms. I inhale deeply, loving the smell of you. You almost crush me against you, forcing the breath out of me. I can feel a fine tremor in your body. I just smile.
One hand drops down to cup you possessively. Just as I suspected, your cock is hard as iron. You have told me just the thoughts of me and the drive over arouse you almost to the point of pain. Although we have had indepth discussions about limits and expectations, you are never quite sure what I have planned for you when you arrive. And I think that is part of the mystery of our games together. The sweet anticipation, sometimes building for days, until it's a throbbing need.
I step back and remove your coat, gasping in surprise at what you have on underneath. "Oh, my pet, what have we here?" I ask.
"It's a corsett, Ma'am," you tell me. I turn you around, looking at it.
"Take off your jeans, pet, I have to see this," I say excitedly.
"Yes, Ma'am," you reply with a smile. You quickly remove your shoes and socks, then shuck your jeans. It's an exquisite piece of clothing. Black leather, with lacings up the back, the legs cut high up the sides. As I turn you around, I can see the crotch fits tightly up into you. Your sexy cheeks peek out the bottom.