Cathy O'Niel copyright 2006
I cup your chin possessively in my fingers, and pull you to your feet. I slip your leather collar around your neck, and clip on the leash. I see your shoulders shudder at the sound of the leash. I know what that sound does to you, and I never tire of seeing that expression on your face; that expression of lust, submission, and regret all combined together.
Many times we have talked about your feelings towards me, the words wrenched from deep inside you. How you crave me, desire me, yet sometimes almost hate me for the things I do to you. For the way I make you feel, the things I make you voice to me. To just allow me to have you is never enough. I want your mind as well as your body, your heart as well as your submission. And you give them to me, however reluctantly at times. And it makes both of us stronger for it, the invisible bonds tighter around us.
I stand and tell you to crawl to the bedroom on your hands and knees. Your head drops down, but you do it.
I hold your leash in my hand, watching your hips sway as you crawl for me. I adore the way the red briefs cling to your cheeks, and outline your balls as they move under you. I never tire of looking at your body, my pet.
"Crawl up on the bed, dear," I instruct you. You comply, and I run my hands over those cheeks, then slide my fingers inside the leg bands. My hand cups your cock and balls. I love the way you groan, the way your back bows up as you try to push them into my hand more. I remove my hand and push gently down on the small of your back. You lay flat on the bed on your stomach, and I unclip the leash. I let it slide down across your back slowly, and tap your balls with it lightly a few times. You gasp, which just makes me smile.
"Kneel on the bed, and slide those briefs off," I tell you in a no nonsense voice. You get up on your knees, your fingers lifting them away from your body, then slide them down your hips and thighs. Lifting each knee in turn, you remove them. As you kneel there I gaze at your cock with growing lust, loving how it bobs in front of you, so hard and erect.
I sit in a chair next to the bed, and tell you, "Now, my pet, touch yourself for me."
Your eyes close, and you take a deep shuddering breath. This is another of our little games that you are still unsure of. The first time I asked you to do it for me, you almost refused. You were so embarrassed, so shy. I insisted, and I still remember that first time, watching your long fingers wrap so familiarly around the long shaft. Your other hand splayed out across your upper thigh, your thumb in your lush pubic hair as you gently stroked it as I watched. It was one of the most erotic moments in our relationship.
Now I watched you do it again, seeing those hands I love so much caressing all along your length. "Look at me, pet," I said quietly.
Your eyes opened to gaze into mine. The incredible lust I see shimmering in your dark eyes takes my breath away. I lick my lips slowly, my soft pink tongue a magnet for your eyes. I see you take a raspy breath, your chest rising slowly. "Please, Mistress," you whimper.