Yesterday I had dinner with Yuki, my assistant.
It was a long-overdue acknowledgment of the support I have received, as lately she has been so helpful in multiple situations.
Wine flew freely, and by the end of the evening both of us were quite intoxicated.
It was at this moment that she looked at me straight in my eyes and said.:" I saw you watching porn in the office..."
I had always known that this moment would arrive, and my mind for a moment floated, uncertain if it had to race furiously to find excuses and define a plan to contain the damage or savor the freedom of not having to hide my horniness anymore.
I was like the scorpion of the story, biting the frog that was carrying him, unable to control his nature, however damaging that was to him; finally, it had become evident and undeniable.
Yuki's face was scarlet, flushed by the alcohol and probably by the discomfort of having to reveal this unpleasant discovery.
"You like to watch Japanese girls, tied and whipped...humiliated..."
It was pointless to deny:" Yes, I do like it..."
At this point, something strange happened.
Yuki lowered her eyes and whispered:" I know I am not pretty..."
I looked at her surprised: why this remark?
A moment before she had my career in her hands, and now she seemed to look for a cheap gratification.
"It's not true...you are pretty..."
She raised her eyes, injected with blood, looking at me angrily.
"You're a liar!"
"You are slim, with a beautiful smile..."
"That's not the beauty I have in mind!" she insisted.
"I can only imagine that you have a lovely body too..." I offered, moving like a blind man, trying to find a way out, unsure of what this was leading to.
"How do you know, you have never seen me naked! "
"I am not sure if it is appropriate for me..."
"So, is it appropriate for you to watch shibari videos at work?"
"Of course not...I am sorry..."
"Are you sure? Do you truly want to see me naked?" she replied, ignoring my words, "Do you want to tie me? To play with me?"
She stared at me now - her cheeks were even redder, I didn't know if it was because she was drunk, or ashamed and excited.
I remained silent for a moment - honestly, my reply had been as vague as possible, trying to let her say more, now I felt I had nowhere to hide and I blurted:" Yuki-san, do you want to be my toy to play?"
She smiled, fluttering her eyelashes, coquettishly.
"Will you accept me as your...sex slave - I could feel she was trembling while uttering the word - even if I am not so pretty?"
"I will..." I answered, still shocked by that declaration.
Now she laughed happily, raised her glass to toast with me.
As quickly as she had raised that subject, she readily dropped it, and we went to discuss other matters, such as the possibility for our company to relocate to a nicer area and the career move of a colleague who had left a few months before.
That strange conversation seemed to be forgotten, only from time to time I had the impression that her eyes were staring at me, veiled by lust.
We parted at the train station, and I started to assume that the exchange was just a product of my imagination.
Yet, as I was ready to go to bed, I checked my messages one more time.
There were two messages from Yuki, which accompanied two pictures. In both she was completely naked. In one she was staring directly at the camera. Her small breasts were crowned by little dark, hard nipples, and the hand which wasn't holding the phone was pointing at the dark black furry triangle of her sex. "Do you truly like your slave's body?" said the message.
In the other, she was showing her back to the camera. "If you don't, this is her ass, it longs to be used as much as you please...good night!"
I looked at the small but round buttocks; that was enough to make my cock hard.
I stroke it lightly, but, half-drunk, I fell asleep, before I could arrive to cum.
I woke up the next day with my cock still out of my pajama's fly, alive with the morning erection.
The thought of Yuki-san returned to my mind, and I checked again the pictures on the phone.
I felt guilty to look at what was the mistake of a drunken girl, and I knew that the right thing was to cancel and forget them, but I couldn't bring myself to do it; instead, I stroke my cock, until I decided, not without resistance, that cumming won't be a cure for my headache.
I headed for the company a little nervous.
Usually Yuki came to my office first thing in the morning and reported to me about the activities of the day.
I wonder if she had the strength to do it today, but skipping it would have meant that something had happened indeed the night before.
I was relieved when I saw her showing up: she was wearing a slightly heavier makeup to hide the rough night, and was wearing a business suit and a white blouse - clearly, she wanted to distance herself from her foolish behavior.
"Good morning, sir!" she greeted me, with her eyes low, without daring to meet mine.
"Good morning Yuki!" I replied, trying to sound business-like.
She thanked me for the dinner, and I accepted it most naturally.
Then we went on reviewing the list of daily tasks, during which, as usual, I clarified what I wanted to do and what were her activities.
"Is that all?" I asked at the end, ready to dismiss her.
"Yes sir..." she answered, but then she remained in front of me, unable to move.
"Is there anything else you need to talk about?"