I never do this kind of thing. Well, except for right now, when I am doing this kind of thing.
How did I get myself into it? Well, I've been studying abroad in London this quarter, and this weekend I made a trip up to York to meet up another American friend of mine, who's studying at the university here. We've been having some ciders at a pub. I've been listening to her talk about her long-distance breakup with her boyfriend back in Portland. She's a bit of a wreck right now. He was the one who broke up with her, and, not knowing what was coming, she was the one who paid for the phone call. And it was a long phone call. I feel really bad for her. I tried to console her as best as I could, but that guy really is kind of a jerk.
After a few ciders, she said she was ready to go cry in bed and excused herself. She was staying in a room above the pub, so fortunately she didn't have to far to go. I don't have too much further β my room is just across the street, but I want to finish my cider. And enjoy hearing the Yorkshire accents of the local blokes around me.
After I'm alone at my table for a few minutes, I'm stunned by who walks into the pub door.
I had a dream about that man exactly a week ago. I'd recognize him anywhere.
We make eye contact. I feel mortified. I don't want him to know what I dreamt about him doing to me.
And then β oh my God β he walks directly toward me. And he says, "Sarah, relax. I already know what I did to you in your dream. Remember, I was there."
"Oh . . . dear," is all I manage to reply.
"I never told you my name," he continues. "Bad manners on my part, I'm afraid. But never to late to make amends. I'm Thomas." He holds out his hand, and we shake. His grasp lingers on my hand as he says, "You should see what I'd do to you when you're not dreaming."
My knees tingle in a weird way I've never known them to do before.
"I travel in and out of this world and the one you dreamed about," he explains. "I know you don't know much about me, but I do know that you know you can trust me."
I nod. "I do know that," I say. Don't ask me how, but I know that I can trust this man not to hurt me. Not in a bad way, anyway.
"That's the one thing I wanted to make sure you knew," he says. "Because I want you to come with me."
"Yes," I say. He holds out his hand again. I take it, and he pulls me out of my chair.
Still holding my hand, he leads me out of the pub into the parking lot (or, as the Brits say, the car park).
He stops in front of a black Aston Martin with tinted windows. He would have such a typically British car. He opens the driver's side door and tilts his head toward the inside of the car, indicating I should get in.
I'm perplexed. "You want me to drive your car?" I ask.
Now he looks perplexed. "What? Oh God no, of course not."
Then I remember I'm in England, and this isn't actually the driver's side at all. "Oh, sorry," I say, and get in.
He closes the door, and walks over to the actual driver's side to join me in the car.
"So glad you're able to join me," he says. "Now, before I take you to where we're going, there are a couple of things we need to take care of." He reaches over to the glove compartment (or glove box, as I think the Brits might call it), and pulls out a long strip of black satin fabric. It looks soft, shiny, and beautiful.
"I have tinted windows so nobody can see what I'm doing inside my car," he explains. "We don't need the police getting alarmed."
"No, we don't," I agree, without knowing quite what I am agreeing to.
"And actually I can't have you seeing what I'm doing in my car either. I travel a little differently than your average mortal, and since you, no offense, are an average mortal, I can't have you in all of my secrets." He starts to stretch out the fabric, and suddenly I know what he intends to use it for. My new knowledge makes me tingle in my knees again, and I start to tingle between my knees too.
Thomas looks into my face for a long moment before he speaks again. "You have such beautiful blue eyes, Sarah. I almost can't bring myself to cover them."
"Thank you so -"
"I said 'almost'," he says quickly, and the next thing I know the black satin is being wrapped around my eyes. It's long enough for him to wrap around my head twice, and then I feel him tie it snugly behind me.
I won't lie, it feels great to be blindfolded. One of the most exciting feelings I've ever had. The satin is so soft and luxurious, and as I'm completely unable to see anything at all, my sense of touch is running wild. This feels so good against my skin.
"Face me," Thomas says, and the sound of his voice is so thrilling. My sense of hearing is amazing now too. I turn my head toward the driver's seat.
"Put your hands together in front of you." I do as he says. It's impossible not to obey the sound of that deep, English voice.
I feel what I know must be the same kind of wonderful satin material make a loop around my right wrist, then my left. He wraps another loop around them both, and then I feel him tying them tightly together in a knot.
"That feels so good," I say, almost involuntarily.
"You look beautiful," he says, and then falls silent for what seems like several minutes, but it's harder to tell time in my current situation.
Then I feel him pull the seat belt over me, and hear the click of the buckle. "Safety first," he says. I giggle. He giggles a little too. What a beautiful sound.
I hear him start the ignition, and feel the car being to move.
"We'll be going to a house on the moor," he says. "The owners are on holiday on the continent, and it's one of my regular haunts. And I mean 'haunt' literally." He laughs heartily. I giggle a little, but I'm really not sure what he's talking about.
"And yes, it's something straight out of Wuthering Heights. You'll see . . . eventually. When we get there, I think I'd like to keep you in the dark for a little bit longer."
"I like it in the dark," I say.