I came back from University late, the trains were late as expected and it was now 10 minutes after 11, the night almost over, I had missed my chance with Mistress, she had gone to sleep for sure and here I was sitting on the couch, all alone and debating whether I should anger mistress by waking her up or go to sleep beside her. The dim lights in the room, barely lit my body, but I could see a shadow on my crotch, my cock was bulging, beneath the black cotton, it pushed against the cold steel that it called home for the past 31 days, October has finally ended, I had been a good little boy and not touched myself, not even once. I was to be rewarded tonight for my dedication, but PTV had a different idea. Of course the Pakenham line breaks down the night I am supposed to have an orgasm, honestly next time I see a myki officer I am going to charge.
There is no use crying now, I thought to myself and got up to take a bath and go to sleep next to Mistress. I stepped in the bathroom, the pale white light showing my tired face, the day's stresses had come home with me, I hated this. My eyes dark, and my lips chapped, I did not look 23. I guess I haven't ever looked my age, I turned away from the mirror and turned on the shower, it would take a minute for the cold water in the shower pipes and head to flush out. I took down my pants, there was some wetness on my underwear. Oh to dream. I stepped out of my pants, and threw them in the laundry basket. In my underwear, I admired my reflection in the shower booth's glass, the muscle on my shoulder had really popped up recently, my stomach was flat, and my hair chest seemed puffed, tonight would have been perfect if Australian transport hadn't cockblocked me. The water still cold, I felt on my fingers, I looked at the shower head and felt thirsty. Still in my underwear, I walked out into the apartment, the dim light barely lit anything up, I couldn't risk waking up mistress with more lights anyway so I made my way to the kitchen in dark, passing across the bedroom, I saw the door was slightly ajar. In there I could hear a slow rising and falling breath, she was asleep, peacefully. I tiptoed across the hall, and in the kitchen now, poured out water, from the fridge.