[Another episode of Darren's submission to his boss Jane. This starts the day after Darren got a full body waxing and was locked into a chastity cage.]
Twenty four hours ago, lying naked on a table in front of Jane, I had handed over the key with barely a thought. She had just watched me get a full body waxing, I had just had an explosive orgasm with my cock gripped between her knees.
She'd locked me in the cage, handed me the key and given me the chance to walk away or give it back and she would make all my orgasms that good. My awestruck head was so busy thinking 'explosive orgasms', that 'fewer orgasms' hadn't registered, and I willingly hung the key round her neck.
That felt like a stupid choice now that I was painfully aware of the reality of fewer orgasms. But that's how helpless I am when I'm with her. Her presence, and my need to submit, overwhelm me.
Alone in my flat on Saturday afternoon it all feels very different. I still want to be her pet, her plaything. But I haven't slept since we parted and my balls ache so badly that their pain reaches up through my body to my stomach. I have tried to distract myself with household tasks. The flat is positively gleaming and my car is washed and polished.
I have tried standing in the shower and blasting my groin with cold water. That softens my cock for a while, but my balls still ache and the tip of my cock still tingles with anticipation.
Then my mind goes back to those final moments before she left me on Friday. Reliving those few seconds when she bit my earlobe, licked across my ear with her strong hot tongue and told me she'd be fucking me next week, had my head spinning and my cock rising to battle with the metal cage yet again.
Following her instructions to insert and remove the new larger plug five times a day wasn't helping either. Maybe the first couple of times had. Even with the plug smothered in lube, the burning sensation as it stretched my hole was uncomfortable enough to distract me. But the third time hadn't been so bad, and the fourth time I'd actually paused with the plug half in and rocked it around a bit before pushing it all the way in.
The idea of being fucked by Jane both shocked and thrilled me. I had always thought of myself as wholly straight and thoroughly masculine before all this had started. Now I was excited by the idea of this powerful woman pinning me down and pushing a plastic cock in and out of my arse.
I didn't think was the sensation of anal sex that appealed to me at that point. That still felt too strange an admission to make even to myself, despite the way I'd started to 'play' with the plug rather just follow Jane's instructions. Most exciting was the idea that I would submit, or even just be 'taken' by this superior woman.
Whatever my mixed up motivations, the fact was that the cage round my cock had me constantly cycling through euphoria and misery, and everything ached between my thighs and my ribs. After just 24 hours! How was I going to survive until Thursday? And now that I thought about it, she hadn't actually said she was taking it off then. How would I even cope with going to work.
I decided I had to contact her. I was going to have to beg for some chance of relief. I wondered how angry she would be? Would she show some mercy? What should I say? I dithered for nearly an hour before eventually sending a text.
'Goddess. I am so lucky to be allowed to serve you. I think of you constantly and long to be in your presence again. But I am finding this challenge so very hard. May I ask how long I am to wear the cage? Your faithful pet.'
It was a good half hour before she replied, during which I feared the worse for her response.
'Evening pet! I wondered how long you would last before getting in touch. I didn't imagine you would make it through six nights without pleading for relief.'
'So here's what we'll do. I will release you and let you cum ONCE between now and Thursday..'
'Thank you Goddess. Can it be tonight?'
'You're not thinking this through are you pet. There are five nights left. If you use up your one release tonight, the next four nights will feel like forever. Besides, I'm going out with friends tonight. Why don't you go out too, take your mind off it?'
I'd already rejected this idea. I was still mastering the art of peeing accurately through the hole at the end of the cage. The idea of attempting that in a dingy pub toilet and mopping myself up afterwards was pretty grim.
'I don't think I can manage that Goddess.'
'Well, it's your life. At least go for a run or do some exercises. Your balls must feel pretty blue by now and exercise will ease the pain. I will let you cum tomorrow night.'
'Thank you Goddess.' Tomorrow seemed a long time away but the news still lifted my mood a little.
'There are two conditions though.'
'Yes Goddess. Of course.'
'First, I decide how you cum. Second, there will be a price to pay.'
I stared at my phone, waiting to hear the price, but no message came. Was she expecting a response?
'Of course Goddess. What will the price be?'
'Well, you already owe five blows for disobeying me last week, and another five for lewdly opening your legs yesterday as if I was there to serve your needs. So, what would you say this act of mercy was worth?'
I wasn't sure where to start. Was this request worth more than disobeying or less. My business brain said there no point starting high.
'Three Goddess?'
'THREE! For me coming out on a Sunday night so you can spunk off?'
'Five Goddess?'
'Better. I'll settle for seven.'
'Thank you Goddess.' Seven, plus the other ten. I shuddered. More than my first punishment session.
'I will text you in the morning with some instructions. Go and have that run.'