When I was in college, I fell hard for this dominant black girl named Tanya. She was one of those angry black girls who actually intimidated me at first, and once I got to know her, she still intimidated me, but she also began to turn me on as well. I couldn't even be in the same room with her without getting a hard on. She was nothing like the girls I had grown up with, and that isn't just because she was black and I was white and had grown up in a predominantly white neighborhood. That was just the external things. There was something else between us, something internal that I couldn't explain that started before we had even met. When she looked at me from across the classroom, it was like she knew things about me, secret things that I didn't even know. There was no doubt in my mind that, as her stares lingered longer and longer and I become unable to keep eye contact with her, sooner or later we were going to become acquainted.
She was a little taller than me and even a little thicker to be quite honest, but she was big boned so the extra weight she carried actually added to her sexy curvy shape whereas most girls it would have probably created rolls of fat. Her breasts were so huge she had to wear a sports bra even when she wasn't playing sports or working out. And her ass? Damn, what an ass! She had one of those power booties that protruded out in the rear with hips that curved down from a small waist in comparison. She claimed I was as strange to her as she was to me with my delicate suburban white boy features, my petite frame and overly polite manners. She grew up in the inner city and was used to rough and tough macho guys who only cared about fighting and fucking. There was something about me though she claimed to really like.
Her friends Keisha and Melody both got a kick out of our friendship, particularly the way I would kiss Tanya's butt. Of the two of them, only Keisha was even half as suburban as Tanya. Melody was straight out of Baldwin Hills which I heard was the "black Beverly Hills" so she was pretty much as suburban as me, if not more so though according to Tanya being black and rich isn't the same as being a white boy from the suburbs. Point is they both looked up to Tanya for being a rough and tough ghetto girl and kissed her butt almost as badly as I did only for different reasons. Tanya of course didn't take advantage of them like she did me, but that was because of our special relationship which she told me was far superior and more solid than your typical girlfriend/boyfriend relationship most white people have.
"So have you and Tanya done it yet?" Keisha asked me one day when I was alone with her and Melody. Tanya had borrowed my car to run some errands and had me carrying her books home to her dorm room for her with the girls.
"Of course not," I said. "We're just good friends."
"What do you mean of course not?" Melody asked. "You know you want to."
"I don't," I said because I knew that was what Tanya would want me to say. I had taught myself to completely suppress my sexual feelings for her so I didn't mess up our friendship.
"Well, if you don't want to do it with her, you won't mind that Tanya is using your car to pick up Marcus Williams. They're probably doing it right now in the backseat of your car while you carry her books home for her."
Both girls laughed, although Melody did it with more of a sympathetic snicker after studying my reaction and seeing that it was all I could do not to cry.
"It's your own fault," Melody said. "You should tell Tanya how you feel about her."
"Tanya would never go for a guy like me." I said.
"You never know," Melody said. "Stranger things have happened."
"You just have to hang in there and keep kissing her ass. I mean you should ask her if you could literally kiss her ass, seriously. She would love that."
"Yeah, she would love that," Melody said. She apparently only had so much sympathy for me. "Ask her if you can get down on your knees and kiss her right on her big black ass literally."
"Better yet," Keisha said. "Ask her if she'll drop her pants and spread her cheeks so you can pucker up and plant one right on her dirt hole."
"Better yet, ask her if you can use your tongue so you can get in there real deep."
"Yeah, in case she didn't wipe herself good enough that day after taking a big stinky shit."
"Damn! Even better, ask her if she wants to... wants to..." Keisha couldn't get the words out without gagging. "Ask her if she wants to use your tongue for toilet paper."
"Gross!" Melody blurted out, but that didn't stop her from joining Keisha and bursting out in laughter. They wrapped up their joking by high fiving each other.
"We're just kidding," Melody said, rubbing my back.
"We know you're not that gross."
"But we do both know you would love kissing and licking her big black booty."
"You can't keep your eyes off it."
"I'll bet you're hard as a rock now just thinking about that big black booty."
I was, and I didn't have to even say anything. I could feel the heat on my face telling me how red I was turning and my embarrassment made them both laugh even harder and for some reason that excited me all the more.
"Really, you should ask her."
"You mean like the time you told me to ask her out for fried chicken?"
They both burst into laughter again, almost tripping over themselves and falling on the ground. They were cramping and holding their stomachs from laughing so hard.
"We can't help it if you lived such a sheltered life you don't even know better than to ask a black girl out for fried chicken and watermelon."
Tanya kicked me so hard in the balls over that, I had to go to the hospital and get them checked. In the end though, we all had a nice laugh when Tanya learned from her two friends had put me up to it. She felt so bad about her ball busting, that she actually even rubbed my balls for me. It was over my pants of course, but I still came hard. It was the first time a girl had ever touched me their and the first time one made me cum. Tanya didn't mind and said she wished all guys were that easy. Keisha and Melody thought it was the funniest thing they had ever seen. They had never seen a horny white virgin wimp get rubbed by a beautiful black girl before. This gave them something else to tease me about.
"I wonder what Marcus is doing to that big black booty right now."
"I'll bet he's not using his tongue."
"You don't have to when you have a twelve inch cock."
"I'll bet he's tearing that shit up."
"Tearing it up."
"When Tanya gives you your car back you should sniff the back seat and see if you can smell the stains she leaves back there. It's probably the closest you'll get to her pussy."
"Course they'll be some of Marcus's sperm mixed in with it, but at least you'll get a half whiff of Tanya."
