Ever since my dad was lost in a war several years ago, my Mom has often found herself taking me across her lap and lowering my panties for a spanking.
Since I'm 18, this has become more and more embarrassing for me since if Mom so that she decides to spank, that spanking follows immediately, even if others are around. I have been the one spanked even when I whispered to Mom that if she pulled down my pants, her friends or mine would all see my tampon string.
"You should have thought of that before you misbehaved," Mom is most likely to respond in such situations.
I admit that Mom has been fair with me and that she is not some awful parent who beats her daughter or acts like some horrid tyrant. Usually, when I'm across her lap and awaiting the first terrible spank, she will make me tell her why I am in this position.
I should mention that there are some almost automatic situations when I will get punished. If I bring home a school report card with a failing grade, I will get spanked. If the failure is in Conduct, Mom will be very annoyed and is likely to use her strap or even her cane. If I use a bad word, I will be spanked for it.
Mom has prescribed a ritual for me to follow when I am to be punished. When I gets home from school, I must change into a special uniform I have, which is a very shaming thing. The skirt is plaid, like Catholic school uniforms, and very short. The blouse is childish, plain white. You wear little Mary Jane socks and patent leather shoes. I of course suffer because I am not permitted to wear a bra under this uniform.
I have never been told that I have to wear any specific kind of panties when I am being punished but I don't dare to put on anything but plain white cotton ones. Mom does not like thongs or anything that she thinks is cheap. I realized that it made sense not to put on any fancy or sexy panties because it would just get her angrier.
Spankings are given just before dinner. I sit in a special wooden chair. Mom comes in, armed with the paddle, strap, or cane, or all of them. I never know what she is going to use until I get it!
She calls meto stand in front of her even if my friends, or my aunt or anyone is there. She tells me what my offense is and gives me time to explain. It's best to apologize for being naughty now, rather than argue with her about whether my offense really merited punishment. Then she points to her lap. If I m going to be caned, she points to the chair I was sitting inโI then have to move it to the centre and bend over the back.
When she points to her lap, I am expected to lift my skirt. When I lie down on her lap, she puts her fingers in the waistband of my panties and expects me to lift up my middle so she can pull my panties down. It is really humiliating for your mother to be lowering your panties herself for a spanking.
If I flail around or try to cover my bottom with my hands during a spanking, Mom will tell me that I will get extras. I never know how many I'm getting anyway and then after she stops, she will tell me that now I will get the extras. Mom spanks hard, right on my bottom cheeks or in the crease between bottom and thigh.
If Mom is caning me, she will tell me to count the strokes. This is really tricky because if I miss one or lose count, she will start all over from one. I used to get hysterical when that happens, partly because a caning hurts so horribly.
Recently, though, something different has happened at our house. One day at dinner, Mom mentioned that she had been asked by a slightly older woman she knewโa teacher even!โto take responsibility for disciplining her when she was naughty! It's hard to believe that a woman in her late 20s or 30s would do that but I was permitted to be in the room the first time Glenda arrived for punishment.