Lucy was the kind of girl for whom the word "flaky" was invented. Not ditzy, not stupid, in fact she was relatively intelligent, but her mind ran at times as if it had consumed far too many red bulls.
Like most things in her life, her style could be described as eclectic, as could her musical tastes, the movies she liked, the books she read, and more so than ever, the friends she kept.
Her friendship group was not really a group at all. They were a series of singular friendships she had collected over the years and they had never actually all met each other or likely would. She was many things to many people, kind, caring, but also quite closed off too. An introverts introvert.
To her friends, it would have amazed them completely to learn that Lucy was also a little kinky too...
So it was one winters evening that Lucy found herself browsing through some predominantly fetid fetish social site and having clicked, skimmed and deleted the seemingly endless messages from men, offering everything from hEy WaNna WatCh mE Cum requests to a guy offering a trantric wank "whatever the fuck that is" she had thought, that she slipped back on to the profile she regularly found herself drawn to each evening.
She had been looking at the profile for a number of months now, had never made a comment, or even sent a follow request. She would mostly browse for their most recent pictures, or if there was nothing new, she would go back through the gallery and each time she would notice something different, another detail that would draw her in closer to the screen, adjusting her glasses as she scrunched her nose to try and get just a little more focus on something in the background, some piece of equipment, or the eyes of the person to whom she had become quietly obsessed with. By now she had liked every picture, read every comment or post, but although she was constantly mesmerised, she could never bring herself to reach out, to say a nervy hello or to even let the object of her desire know that she existed.
She often fell like she was back at school, trying not to stare at her latest crush, but failing miserably and then clumsily spilling her drink down her chin, or dropping crumbs or food down her jumper.
She continue to click through the pictures and noticed yet another private message drop in to her mailbox, thinking it was another message from tantric wanker she sighed as she clicked on the icon, she suddenly became very breathless as she read the name of who it was from. Blinking, she refocused her eyes again, next to the name, in the subject were the words "Hello sweetling"
Clicking in to the message she read on...
"Good evening sweetling,
Every day I notice you liking my pictures and posts and yet, you have never commented or formally followed me. Now either you are one of those pathetic types who like to stare at the unattainable whilst masturbating themselves, Or, you are one of those shy types, who dream of what it would be like to kneel at me feet, naked, and ready to willingly submit yourself to my will, but are too scared to bring themselves forward and to commit to an experience which I can assure you, is very real and will bring you to places you have only ever dreamed of.
Now, sweetling, which one of those are you?
Ms Charn.
She read it through again, and soon after a third and a fourth time. "Fuck, fuck, fuck" she said out loud, "fuuuuck"
Flexing her fingers, and rolling her head, she returned clicked Reply and turned her fingers to the keyboard "Good evening Ms Charn....", and then instantly deleted it.
"fuck, stop being a pussy"
Her hand hovered over the keyboard again, taking a deep breath, exhaling she began to type...
"Good evening Mistress Charn,
I would like to assure you that I am very much not one of those you describe who just stare and masturbate. I have always found your beauty to be mesmerising, almost otherworldly. However, it was never my intention to cause offence Ms Charn.
I guess I am a shy girl, I have played a little with past girlfriends but I've never actually served a real Mistress such as you. It's not that I haven't wanted to, but I'm just not very, yes I am shy, and I would say nervous too.
I apologise if I have caused you any offence Ms Charn and if you wish I will try and restrain my adoration and numbers of times I like your pics.
Once again, I am sorry if I have done anything wrong.
Yours
Lucy.x"
......Send
She exhaled
"Fuck, why did I write "yours" and what the ruck did I say that for, ahhhh I'm such a dick"
She waited, hit refresh, waited, hit refresh again........and nothing.
Confused and wondering if she had said something wrong, she shut down her laptop and heading to the bathroom, had a quick pee, washed her hands, brushed her teeth, and then stripping as she stumbled towards the bedroom, fell in and pulled the cover over herself, drifting off to sleep.
Waking from a restless night, she rolled over and turned off the alarm, well before it was due. Sliding open the bedside drawer she thimbles around until she found her small buzzy friend, and making herself comfortable, still on her side, she s positioned the vibe between her legs and turned it on to the first setting, she jolted at first as the coldness of the silicone and the sudden vibration hit her clitoris. Tightening her grip, she moaned as her hands slid up over her stomach, under her breasts and finding her nipples she slowly ran the back of her index finger over the tip of them before gripping each breast hard and squeezing, the pain caused her to feel the first wave of pleasure and her thighs instantly gripped the vibrator harder.
Laying on to her back she released one breast and with the other hand took a hold of the vibrator and pushed it hard against her pussy. Her back ached as she sucked in her bottom lip and began to convulse, pushing the tip of the vibe hard against her pelvic bone she swore as she began to cum, her juices running between her legs as she writhed in ecstasy as she came once more, then again, and again.
Exhausted she dropped the vibe over the side of the bed as it hit the floor it continued to vibrate but she laid there, juddering, her legs tightening and her back arching as she came again "fu-u-u-ck" After around ten minutes finally she felt like she could at least muster up enough energy to make it to the bathroom to shower.
Returning to the bathroom, she pulled a clean pair of pants from the drawer, grabbed a bra and slid on one of her well worn t-shirts.
She opened up her laptop, awakening it from its sleep, she went through her usual routine, opening up her email and skimming through her social media. Once she had finished flicking through the usual shite that her distant relatives and past colleagues had posted she nervously opened up her favourites and clicked on the icon which took her straight to the fetish social site where she breathing a sigh of relief saw that she had at least two notifications in her mailbox.
Sure enough she had received a message from some random but obviously fake dominant from somewhere equally as random telling her to follow the web link to some site where she could talk to her and submit. "Yeah like fuck I will, goddess catfish or whatever you say your name is"
The message she really wanted to read sat there, waiting.
"Good morning sweetling,
I find myself slightly intrigued by your honesty. Tell me what are you waiting for? What do you need to bring you to my door?
If you are waiting for an invitation I am afraid that's not how things work my dear. If you wish to submit, you must first tell me why you believe yourself to be worthy. I don't want the usual fawning rubbish that you have mostly read in those stories which have been written by somebody who hasn't remotely the first idea of what it really feels like to kneel before a powerful Woman. I want to hear the truth. What brings you to my profile each night, what you think about as you see me dressed in my most decadent leathers, or my oh so slender encased latex body. I want to know what's so interesting about you that I should allow you to present at the door to my dungeon.
I want to know what you desire, what you need, and most importantly, what you can bring to my enjoyment and pleasure.
I expect a response by today's end, otherwise you can stay in your fantasy world and forever wonder what could have been.
Mistress Charn."
"OH MY GOD..." she thought, she considered responding straight away, but had absolutely no idea what to write, or the words to use, or in fact if she even could. She could feel her heart pounding and although she would be too embarrassed to admit it to anyone, her pants were once again wet.
She knew she needed a clear head if she was going to respond and the only way that was going to happen was fresh coffee and a fresh pair of pants.
Changing and pulling on a pair of jeans, she sat down and finished her coffee, it was as she went to open the page again that she noticed her phone flashing, indicating an incoming call. Turning it over she instantly felt a pant of guilt, "shit, completely forgot about Eden"
Eden had been a friend for around a year. They had met via an evening class she had taken which was an advanced course sociology and ethics. She had found him fascinating. Slightly older than her, but he had experienced so much more than her. They had continued to meet regularly for coffee and as they had got to talk more, the topics of conversation had moved on from sociology, communism, love and she had found his openness and fragility intoxicating. She was, and always had been, only ever sexually attracted to other women, but in Eden she found their friendship was based purely along platonic lines. Having only encountered men who appeared to interested in only one thing, she found it refreshing to have a male friend who she could talk to and provide with an opportunity to discover things from a completely different perspective.
She picked up the phone and not accept, before Eden could even speak Lucy spluttered "Fuck, so sorry Eden, I slept in, are you still there? I'll be there in 20 minutes, shit so sorry, yes a lemon muffin sounds amazing, cool, yeah ok, cool, yep be there as soon as a I can"