Lucy was the kind of girl for whom the word "flaky" was invented. Not ditzy, not stupid, in fact she was relatively intelligent, but her mind ran at times as if it had consumed far too many red bulls.
Like most things in her life, her style could be described as eclectic, as could her musical tastes, the movies she liked, the books she read, and more so than ever, the friends she kept.
Her friendship group was not really a group at all. They were a series of singular friendships she had collected over the years and they had never actually all met each other or likely would. She was many things to many people, kind, caring, but also quite closed off too. An introverts introvert.
To her friends, it would have amazed them completely to learn that Lucy was also a little kinky too...
So it was one winters evening that Lucy found herself browsing through some predominantly fetid fetish social site and having clicked, skimmed and deleted the seemingly endless messages from men, offering everything from hEy WaNna WatCh mE Cum requests to a guy offering a trantric wank "whatever the fuck that is" she had thought, that she slipped back on to the profile she regularly found herself drawn to each evening.
She had been looking at the profile for a number of months now, had never made a comment, or even sent a follow request. She would mostly browse for their most recent pictures, or if there was nothing new, she would go back through the gallery and each time she would notice something different, another detail that would draw her in closer to the screen, adjusting her glasses as she scrunched her nose to try and get just a little more focus on something in the background, some piece of equipment, or the eyes of the person to whom she had become quietly obsessed with. By now she had liked every picture, read every comment or post, but although she was constantly mesmerised, she could never bring herself to reach out, to say a nervy hello or to even let the object of her desire know that she existed.
She often fell like she was back at school, trying not to stare at her latest crush, but failing miserably and then clumsily spilling her drink down her chin, or dropping crumbs or food down her jumper.
She continue to click through the pictures and noticed yet another private message drop in to her mailbox, thinking it was another message from tantric wanker she sighed as she clicked on the icon, she suddenly became very breathless as she read the name of who it was from. Blinking, she refocused her eyes again, next to the name, in the subject were the words "Hello sweetling"
Clicking in to the message she read on...
"Good evening sweetling,
Every day I notice you liking my pictures and posts and yet, you have never commented or formally followed me. Now either you are one of those pathetic types who like to stare at the unattainable whilst masturbating themselves, Or, you are one of those shy types, who dream of what it would be like to kneel at me feet, naked, and ready to willingly submit yourself to my will, but are too scared to bring themselves forward and to commit to an experience which I can assure you, is very real and will bring you to places you have only ever dreamed of.
Now, sweetling, which one of those are you?
Ms Charn.
She read it through again, and soon after a third and a fourth time. "Fuck, fuck, fuck" she said out loud, "fuuuuck"
Flexing her fingers, and rolling her head, she returned clicked Reply and turned her fingers to the keyboard "Good evening Ms Charn....", and then instantly deleted it.
"fuck, stop being a pussy"
Her hand hovered over the keyboard again, taking a deep breath, exhaling she began to type...
"Good evening Mistress Charn,
I would like to assure you that I am very much not one of those you describe who just stare and masturbate. I have always found your beauty to be mesmerising, almost otherworldly. However, it was never my intention to cause offence Ms Charn.
I guess I am a shy girl, I have played a little with past girlfriends but I've never actually served a real Mistress such as you. It's not that I haven't wanted to, but I'm just not very, yes I am shy, and I would say nervous too.
I apologise if I have caused you any offence Ms Charn and if you wish I will try and restrain my adoration and numbers of times I like your pics.
Once again, I am sorry if I have done anything wrong.
Yours
Lucy.x"
......Send
She exhaled
"Fuck, why did I write "yours" and what the ruck did I say that for, ahhhh I'm such a dick"
She waited, hit refresh, waited, hit refresh again........and nothing.
Confused and wondering if she had said something wrong, she shut down her laptop and heading to the bathroom, had a quick pee, washed her hands, brushed her teeth, and then stripping as she stumbled towards the bedroom, fell in and pulled the cover over herself, drifting off to sleep.
Waking from a restless night, she rolled over and turned off the alarm, well before it was due. Sliding open the bedside drawer she thimbles around until she found her small buzzy friend, and making herself comfortable, still on her side, she s positioned the vibe between her legs and turned it on to the first setting, she jolted at first as the coldness of the silicone and the sudden vibration hit her clitoris. Tightening her grip, she moaned as her hands slid up over her stomach, under her breasts and finding her nipples she slowly ran the back of her index finger over the tip of them before gripping each breast hard and squeezing, the pain caused her to feel the first wave of pleasure and her thighs instantly gripped the vibrator harder.
Laying on to her back she released one breast and with the other hand took a hold of the vibrator and pushed it hard against her pussy. Her back ached as she sucked in her bottom lip and began to convulse, pushing the tip of the vibe hard against her pelvic bone she swore as she began to cum, her juices running between her legs as she writhed in ecstasy as she came once more, then again, and again.