"When was the last time? You're complaining that you have not been allowed to cum. You're making it sound like you've been frustrated and suffering without relief for days on end. Poor you. You are whining, sub."
"How long has it been exactly? How many days?" Mistress Cecilia was clearly annoyed with me and not sympathetic to my keen sense of injustice. I was pathetically eager to change her mind. I was getting very horny and there was only one way out of the frustration that had been building for the past few days.
But this was ridiculous. I shouldn't feel like an errant schoolchild making excuses to the headmistress. I was a grown man and I needed to cum! Why did I have to negotiate the opportunity?
"Three I think. It feels longer." Saying it out loud made it seem less urgent, like I shouldn't be bothering her with my trivial need. But I desperately wanted that need met, so I thought I had to sound confident. "Yeah, I'm sure, I haven't been allowed to cum for three days." Mistress Cecilia looked at me oddly for a moment.
"Strip. On your knees. Now."
The addictive cocktail of testosterone, dopamine and some kind of anxiety-evoking hormone shot through my biochemical system like a rocket. She never used that tone unless I had fucked-up. My clothes came off and I dropped to the floor on my knees. My erection was already growing as I clasped my hands behind my back and spread my legs apart. Mistress looked like I needed another lesson. I was eager to learn.
"What did you say? Here's a clue, what did you not say?" Her patronizing tone alerted me to some breach of etiquette I must have missed.
I thought hard. Then it came to me. "Sorry Mistress, yes it's been three days since I have been allowed to cum Mistress. Please forgive my lapse in protocol Mistress. No disrespect was intended!"
"Better. You were putting your selfish desire ahead of your Mistress, not considering what she might want for you. Let this incident be a warning. Being punished for disrespect can be serious at this stage of your training. By the way, why aren't you asking Elena for permission?"
"Sorry Mistress. She told me to check with you Mistress."
"I see. Well now that I have your full attention, let's be clear. Three days without an orgasm is nothing to get desperate about. Elena told me you need to learn patience and I can see that is true."
"Have you been obedient over the past few days? No playing with yourself at all? No exciting yourself with porn when you know you're not allowed to cum?" She grinned. "No illegal edging yourself when Elena's not around?"
"Well, uhh, that's been mostly true Mistress. It's been difficult, challenging even, but I am proud to say I have not been disobedient for the last two days Mistress." I stretched up tall on my knees, head up, back straight, trying to give the impression of a dutiful sub trying his best. But she was not having any of it.
"So, consequently not obedient the first day then. What did you do sub,
jerk off to some porn? Full disclosure sub."
"No Mistress, I watched porn and almost edged myself too much. After that near orgasm I resolved never to look at femdom porn unsupervised again, Mistress."
"Femdom huh? What was the Domme doing to the sub? What almost made you violate your training?"
"She kept him in a chastity cage and he had to beg to be milked, Mistress."
"I see. Did she allow him to cum for her in the end?"
"Yes Mistress."
"Ok, so beg me sub. You liked watching another sub get dominated. Let's see if you have the balls for a real life Domme dictating your pleasure."
"You feel deprived because you haven't been allowed to cum for a couple of days? Tell me what a good boy you've been. Why should I let you cum? What have you done to deserve an orgasm, sub? Beg!"
"I know I am just a sub Mistress. I don't deserve to cum but I am begging for the chance to cum for you. Please show your generosity and give me permission to cum. My cock belongs to you Mistress! Please!"
"Of course your cock belongs to me. So do you. The only question is, am I feeling generous today. You're a lucky sub, I'm feeling marginally horny today so I'm going to let you help me get even hornier by having you whack yourself off while I watch." She sat back in her seat. "Begin."
"What? Just begin? I mean ... thank you Mistress!" I wrapped my hand around my aching shaft and squeezed, then shuddered with relief. My cock tingled when I gripped it. I formed my hand into a milking sleeve and focused on making myself cum in the shortest possible time, before she changed her mind.
Part of what was fuelling my need to ejaculate was the fact that Mistress Cecilia was directing me without Elena being present. I was accustomed to taking direction from either of them, but Elena was usually around. Her presence seemed to sanction our Mistresses use of sub services.
By giving me permission to cum