I first saw Mistress in a magazine ad. She seemed the perfect marriage between my budding interest in female domination and my attraction to black women. For weeks she was the star in my jerk off fantasies. But I was in my early 20's; a broke student with college life taking up much of my time. I eventually forgot about her.
Several years pass before I find Mistress's website almost by accident (well I was looking up female-domination sites but not looking for her). The old yearnings return. But now I have the means and time to act on them. Even so, it takes several months to work up the nerve to make an appointment to see Mistress.
In the days before my visit, I scour her website absorbing every word and picture.
When the time comes, I park a couple blocks from the address she provided and walk (I don't want her to see my car or tag). I am surprised how plain her building looks - like any other office. It could be a dentist office.
I knock, the door opens and there she is: dressed in a tight black leather outfit that accentuates her curves. My heart is racing - I feel I might pass out.
She smiles and asks "Jay?" I can only nod. She steps back and says "Come in".
It is like a small medical reception room inside only mostly empty. Against the right wall is a table with a tray, in the corner on the left is a basket and a door is on the back wall. In the middle of the room is a large high back rattan chair and a small table next to it with a glass of wine.
As instructed on her website, with out a word I put the consultation fee in the tray.
She commands "Strip", turns and walks to the chair. I gawk at her luscious ass for a moment. She is at least 15 years older than me, but is a total knock out.
I quickly disrobe and pile my clothes in the basket.
She points a riding crop down before her and commands "Kneel here, spread your legs and keep your hands at your sides".
I comply and know to keep my head looking down.
"Why have you come here?" she asks.
Quickly, proudly, I blurt out "I've fantasized for years about serving you."
"For years?" she replies. "You don't look older than 25."
She continues "Silly boy, submitting to me is a life style not some game you play then put back on the shelf. You should forget all this. Find a nice homely girl, start a family and have a vanilla life."
This was not the reception I expected. I stammer "But I'm 26! I've thought about being with you since the first time I saw your magazine ad".
Mistress shakes her head slowly "I'm just a youthful infatuation; like a first love - you are an immature fool and can't even began to understand what you are asking. LEAVE NOW!"
I am totally confused. Is this a test?
Mistress interprets my indecision as defiance. And harshly says "You impertinent shit! I am showing you mercy and you're too naive to realize. I would so enjoy bending you; forever warping your psyche; seeing the horror in your eyes as you realize the truth of subservience to me."
I am a little scared now. But her threats arouse a deep craving within me and stir my cock.
She notices, pauses and says "Perhaps this life style is for you." As she strokes the side of my cock with her riding crop I grow harder.
She smiles wickedly and says "You have made your last free decision."
She continues to lightly stoke me and asks "I typically record client sessions, is that OK?".
"Yes" I pant.
"Yes mistress" she corrects.
Mistress instructs me "I need you to explicitly state that you understand I own the rights to the recordings of our sessions."
My cock is doing the thinking now. I quickly repeat what she said before the rest of my brain figures out the implications.
She asks "Do you freely and completely agree to submit to me?"
I pant agreement "Yes mistress please". She places a collar with a leash on me.
She rises and moves toward the back door. I start to stand to follow, but she commands "crawl".
The backroom is the well equip dungeon pictured on her website.
She leads me to the center of the room. My legs are spread and cuffed to hooks in the floor. My hands are cuffed and stretched above me with a chain in the ceiling.
In the back of the room at a desk is a barely clad black man.
Mistress says "James will be assisting me. Now lets get to know each other. What is your full name?"
I reply "Just Jay, I want to keep some anonymity."
Her assistant chuckles out loud. Mistress has an expression of slight amusement before the riding crop hits my cock.
I jumped from the shock. She hits me several more times, driving away the remnants of my hard on.
Angrily she says "Jay, this is exactly what I was talking about. This is not some game. You have no secrets from me."
Striking my cock after each word for emphasis, she repeats "WHAT.. IS.. YOUR.. FUCKING.. NAME?"
I stammer out "Jay *withheld*".
She continues "Where do you live?"
"Miami" I response. Which earns me another whack.
Mistress explains "I do not have time for 20 questions. I require complete answers. Where do you live?"
I answer "*withheld* Drive, Apartment xxx, Miami"
In the background her assistant states "Confirmed mistress".
Mistress continues "Do you have a girl friend?"
"No mistress"
"A boyfriend?" she probes.
"No mistress" I answer indignantly.
"Are your parents still alive?" she asks.
"Yes mistress" I reply as I try to figure out where she is going with this.
"What are their names?" she demands.
I hesitate and Mistress is on me. She starts walking around me striking with the crop at random locations so I can't guess the next target. Restrained I can do nothing but flinch after each blow.
"OK, OK" I cry.
Mistress coldly replies, as she continues her assault. "You think saying OK makes everything alright? You asked, you begged to submit to me. Well here it is. You will do what I ask with out delay. What are your parents names?"
In tears from being beaten and from made to reveal something I never intended to, I reply "Harold and Denise *withheld*".
She smiles "Wouldn't they be proud to see you strung up being beaten by a black woman? Where do they live?"
"1030 *withheld* Drive in Tampa" I respond.
"Do you have siblings?"
"A brother and sister also in Tampa" I say.
She continues "Do you work?"
I respond "Yes mistress, I'm an electrical engineer at West Engineering".
"Good" she coos as she rubs my cock with her crop "Your answers are becoming quicker and more complete. How much to you make a year?"
"About 75 thousand" I say proudly.
"And what is your boss's name in case I need to contact him?" she demands.
"Please no" I whisper to myself. But Mistress hears.
"This is going to be a long painful night Jay" Mistress says as she walks to the wall and replaces the riding crop with a stranded flogger.
She walks back toward me and takes swings at my chest and cock before settling behind me.
She strikes my back from top to bottom. I cry out after each strike. What have I gotten myself into I wonder. Then she focuses on my left butt cheek by spinning the strains around the handle and hitting me with each rotation. My right butt cheek is next. My back feels afire. I wonder how long until I'll be able to sit again.
Again she is in front of me and politely asks "What is your boss's name?"
"Alan *withheld*" I sob.
"Name some of the people you work with" she commands.
I give her about a dozen names.
"Now" she says "what is your social security number?"
I can't believe this. Will I have no secrets? Why didn't I think this through.
Mistress is not happy with my delay and picks up a short bull whip.
The whip makes a loud snap as it hits. This pain is worse than from the other tools. I can't help but cry out. She gives me about a dozen blows. I'm crying profusely.
"I'm pretty good aiming this" she brags. "Left knee" Snap - perfect hit. "Right thigh" snap. "Left thigh a little higher" Snap another perfect shot.
"Guess where my next shot will be if you don't give me your fucking social security number?" she demands.
I quickly give her the sequence.
"Confirmed" her assistance announces "no arrests, good credit rating, three bank accounts, two credit cards, an IRA, a 401k, not counting the student loans a net worth of $50k."
"Don't worry" Mistress reassures me "I won't steal from you. Then adds with a laugh "You'll eventually just give me whatever I want".
I want this to end. I want to get out of here and never even think of Mistress again.
Mistress smiles "Just a few more questions about your sex life and we'll be through. Tell me about your first orgasm."
I've got little to hide here. I explain "It was at my grandfather's farm, I was 13 and discovered an old stack of National Geographic magazines."
"Other than B & D & S & M do you have any other sexual kinks?" she probes.
"I touched my cousin's breast once" I state.