I was in a mood. Normally, I am a pretty level headed guy with control of my temper but not tonight. I was taking it out on everyone and it was apparent.
Twice a year our church puts on a show. It can be dramatic, funny or even a musical but it is a good way for some of us to release our creative juices and for the rest to get away for an evening.
As we were working on this year’s Christmas show, things settled into our normal routine. I was directing the play as usual and the regular cast of actors was there to fill the roles. I cannot sing or dance and I am completely tone deaf. I am not sure that I can act in a role that has little direct relevance to my life experiences but I have great attention to detail and I try to be honest and fair in my opinions and decisions. This seems to be the ideal makings of a severely amateur production director so I am it.
Rachel came over to me, “Ross, is there some kind of problem? Is there something we should know about? The entire cast is upset.”
“No Rachel, it’s just some unrest at home. I tried not to bring it in here but I guess I failed. Sorry.”
I shouted out, “Sorry, everyone! I’m just not in it today. Let’s try again on Tuesday.” There was a bit of murmuring but the cast and crew picked up their hats and coats and straggled out. I just sat and watched, not wanting to move.
It was quiet in the Church basement as I sat on the stage at the far end of the hall. I startled as a hand came down and touched my shoulder. I was in my own little world and thought I was alone.
“Sorry to interrupt. I thought that you could use a friendly ear.” Rachel was standing beside me, offering a cup of bad but hot coffee. I accepted as she sat across from me at the kitchen table we were using for one of our sets.
“So tell me. Unburden yourself.”
I didn’t know where to start and Rachel and I only know each other from these plays and some other church functions. We really aren’t friends. “It’s personal Rachel. Just between Jan and me.”
“Oh, those kinds of problems. Ross, sometimes it helps to have a sympathetic ear.”
“I am not sure that you would be sympathetic. Jan thinks I am a pig. You are a woman. You will probably see her side.”
“This could be interesting. Come on, give me a try. I could surprise you.”
Something about Rachel and her attention brought it all out in me. Once it started, there was no containing it. My problem was one that continued to re-occur. Jan and I love each other and enjoy each other. Our love life is very good but sometimes our sex life isn’t. I don’t know if that makes sense but I think it is usual in this day and age.
Like most marriages, sex is mostly under the wife’s influence. We have sex when Jan is in the mood and in a way that she is in the mood to play. Usually this is pretty good and frequent enough for my needs as well but there are times when I like to be in control and have Jan react to my needs and desires. We have tried this some but she cannot let go and just enjoy. Everything still has to be within her control.
Rachel surprised me by telling me that she understood if from a different perspective. Brian, her husband, enjoyed sex with her but everything was so proper and correct. It was as if he was always asking her permission with each touch or act. She felt that if she told him to stop in mid copulation, he would just jump up and get dressed. While there was passion, there seemed to be no excitement, no real lust.
I told her that this is what Jan seems to want, to be able to tell me no at anytime and have me just stop. Most of the time, this is fine but occasionally, I need her to surrender to me and to that kind of excitement and lust that causes her to lose control.
At this point Rachel just let out a low moan, “Mmmmmmm!”
I looked at her in surprise. She shook her head and then said, “I can see it. You enjoy directing our plays because we in the cast are under your control. The control is mostly benevolent and what you do is help us to be better in our roles but you are in control. You enjoy it. You enjoy having us do as you say. I love participating in these little productions because I can be someone else. I no longer have to be the corporate executive, adoring wife and loving mother. I am released and I am under your control. I do what you tell me and I love that.”
“Rachel, perhaps, I am being dense but I don’t understand.”
“Ross, it’s simple. After every one of our rehearsals, I go home with damp panties. I just thought it was from playing someone else but now I realize it was from you telling me what to do in that role as well. I bet you try to become more directive at home and get really frustrated by Jan while we are doing these productions. I bet you leave here with an erection every night. Am I right?”
“Rachel we are in the church basement. This isn’t a proper subject.”
“Don’t avoid the question, Ross. Answer it and it will release you.”
“Okay, Rachel. You’re right. I go home on rehearsal nights with a hard-on and want to take advantage of my wife but the more I want to take her the less she wants it.”
“See Ross, we have quite a lot in common. Perhaps we can help each other with our mutual problem.” I thought about this and as I thought, there was a stirring in my loins.
Smiling at me with a wicked glint in her eye, Rachel took my hand and told me, “Treat me to your imagination. What do you want from Jan? Let me to do it for you.”
I couldn’t help myself. The cat was mostly out of the bag anyway so I just let it all go. “When I am in a mood like this, I want her to be my little minx. Just like a cat in heat, begging for and purring at my every touch. Constantly rubbing up against me, touching and caressing me to arouse me and make me want to use her. She is to excite me, arouse me, make my cock hard and keep it that way when we are together. She is to do this by touching, caressing and kissing me, by talking dirty telling me all the naughty things she needs me to do with her, and by looking wanton and slutty. In return, I am free to touch her and talk to her any way that the mood strikes me. She is mine to use and expose and explore until I feel like giving her the pleasures she needs.”
With a smile, Rachel got up and told me, “Stay here, I will be back in a bit.” She went back stage and then to the ladies room.
Telling Rachel all this had given me a throbbing hard-on. In the back of my mind, I hoped that it would excite her like it does me and we would be tearing each other’s clothes off and romp on the big feather bed at the center of the stage we were using for the production’s final scene.
As time passed, I realized that, of course, this wouldn’t happen. She was just letting her shock at my admissions pass. She was being polite, she asked what was on my mind and it would be rude to show her shock. Besides we are in the church basement, nothing like that could happen here.
After about 20 minutes, I just got up and was about to leave. She either wasn’t coming out of the ladies room until I left or she slipped out without me realizing it.
As I was reaching for my coat, Rachel slipped out from behind the background curtains and snuggled up against me, asking “Where are you going, Ross? I thought that you wanted to play with me?”
Her hand caressed the length of my hardening cock through my pants as she whispered in my ear, “I need you to use me. My pussy is so wet and it needs to be filled with your big cock. Tell me what to do. I am your little plaything, your little minx.” She licked the inside of my ear and gently nibbled the lobe, purring.
I pushed her away at arms length and said, “Let me look at you. Are you wanton enough?” I walked slowly around her taking in the sight.
Rachel has a long, lithe look to her. Slim with long, lean legs and arms, boyish hips, a narrow waist and surprisingly big tits. She has a long graceful neck and a diamond shaped face with sharp features.
She is all together an attractive suburban mom but not startling or head turning. Until now. Her long dark hair was pulled up into a ponytail which cascaded off the top and side of her head just like the TV bimbos of our youth. She has sparkling, dark eyes that were enhanced by the heavy application of black eyeliner, mascara and dark eye shadow. Her full lips were bright and smoothly glossy with a heavy application bubblegum pink lipstick. Well manicured fingernails sported matching pink polish.
She availed herself of our production wardrobe. The costume she chose accentuated her look. She was wearing frilly white ankle socks and shiny black spiked heel pumps. Her long, smooth legs were bare and exposed up to a very short black skirt, which hugged her boyish hips beautifully. The blouse she wore was made of a stretchy white material and obviously a couple sizes too small. It hugged her tits and was stretched so taut that I could see the large dark nipples which covered the entire front of her tits.
Her tits were like the rest of her, long and slim. When supported by her bra they projected well out from her body but bare and without support, they sagged down on her chest. This only enhanced their sex appeal as I imagined how they would look dangling over my face with Rachel riding my cock or how they would sway as I fucked her from behind treating her as the lusty animal she is.
As I slowly circled around her, evaluating and enjoying the spectacle of her dressed as a slut, she was shaking with barely contained excitement and it made her tits wobble wonderfully under the sheer material of her top.