Today, you managed to break me down to the core. You made me feel selfish, worthless, useless, and ugly once again. You made me feel like your little fuck tool that was always ready for your abuse. I left you today because you broke me and because I was useless and afraid. But now... Now I am just angry and hurt. I'm angry because I was foolish enough to believe you actually cared about me. I was foolish enough to think you actually wanted me for me when all you wanted was to abuse me. There are so many ways that I would love to return the favors you did for me. I'd gladly return the abuse in a way you would never forget. I'd show you just how small you made me feel.
I picture the day you ill beg to submit to me and to show you how I felt. Your pride would never allow you to admit it but you would love to feel the pain and torture. But would you love the hurtful words like you thought I loved them? How about if I degrade your worthless body to make you feel small? To show you how you degraded my body. What if I used your body for my sexual pleasure like you did mine? I'd start by tying you to a tree fully clothed and out in the open for everyone to see. I may even choose to do it where people can watch. No, I think I will keep it private. No one should have to look at your worthless body. Once you were tied up, I'd make sure to tape over your mouth so that you had to listen to me for once in your pathetic little life. You never wanted to listen but only blame me. What shall I do to you now that you are so helpless? Shall I leave you there or continue?
I think I'll continue... And I promise you'll beg for more when I am done with you. Here you are tied to a tree with your mouth taped shut and all I can think about are all the things I could do to your body. I'll continue to degrade your body as I comment on your worthless little cock. It wasn't worth much anyways... I think I shall start by cutting some clothing off. I'll cut your shirt off first and watch as your eyes widen. Are you worried that I will cut you little boy? After removing your shirt, I make sure to cut a small line from one nipple to the other so that it stings as the wind blows but not enough to bleed much. How does that sting feel? Now you know how I felt when you laid hands on me... Have you had enough yet? I'm only just beginning...
I think I will let the blood slowly start to trail down as I begin to torture your little body. Next, I clamp your nipples as I hear you groan through the tape, I will tug the chain. I think I will tie the chain to the tree branch above you so that you feel the pull everytime the wind blows. I smirk and continue on. You see, little boy, you are not worthy of compassion. Where was your compassion for me? I take the blade and cut down your pants legs so that they fall a little bit, stopping at your knees. Your legs are already spread apart and tied to the tree, waiting for your next punishment. Have you had enough little boy? I cut your boxers and remove them from your body so that your little worthless cock is exposed for the world to see. I hope someone is watching... What shall I do now? I think I will continue to expose you... I cut your jeans off so that you are naked to the world. Naked and bound so that you are helpless and worthless like you made me feel.