"Dammit, See! I had the door shut for a reason..."
The naked blonde giggled and shut the door behind her. "What? I've seen your dick before."
"Yeah, but this is, like, BATHROOM naked." I finished, shook, flushed, washed my hands, and headed for the door. "All yours."
"Actually, I wanted to talk." Sienna fidgeted, twisting her hands in front of her.
"At zero dark thirty? Couldn't it wait till morning? I wanna go back to bed."
Sienna twirled her hair, bit her lip. "I just wanted to say thank you."
"For what?"
"Having me up here. These last few days have been amazing. I...I know you don't want me thinking about being your 'sub' or anything like that, but what we're doing...it...to borrow a phrase from Tori, 'it scratches my itch.' Especially what we do at night."
I gave her a lopsided smirk. "That's putting it mildly."
She returned a sheepish smile. "I like, I, I LOVE knowing how my evening is going to end. The, the structure of it. We eat, we all hang out, we brush our teeth, then you make me bend over you knee, you pull down my panties and spank me, and then you fuck me and I go to bed feeling AMAZING. My next boyfriend, my future husband... This is something I know I need now. From them."
"Well... I'm glad I could help. Its quite the hardship, believe me."
Another giggle, and then Sienna breathed deep, seemed to sober. "I also...I wanted to offer you something you haven't...taken...or expressed any more interest in." She folded herself over the bathroom counter, head turned towards me on the tile, and then reached back and pulled her buttcheeks apart.
My breathing sped up and my cock twitched upwards, as I realized what she was offering.
Sienna saw my physical reaction. "So you are interested after all..."
I gently took her arm and pulled her up."Yeah, but not for a while."
Sienna looked downcast. "Not for a while?"
"I don't want to rush into it. Anal isn't just something you can do on a whim - usually - if you've never done it before. There's prep involved so that it doesn't hurt. If you're new to it, you should start preparing days, or weeks in advance."
"But I'm not new at it. I did it...once."
"Yeah, and you told me it wasn't enjoyable. I want to make sure your first time from someone who knows what they're doing doesn't hurt."
"I don't care if it hurts. I don't care if it feels good. I just want it to be memorable." The blonde put her arms around my neck, kissed my lower lip and then snuggled her head into my neck. "Please?"
I pushed her back. "I want it to be both memorable AND enjoyable for you, so that you want to do it again, and again, and again."
She smiled seductively at me. "I'll keep doing it even if it hurts. You just need to order me to."
I gave her butt a light slap. "C'mon See, back to bed."
"How's the wrestling coming?" I asked Tori at breakfast.
"We're doing alright. Starting to mix in some ground based stuff. I brought up a couple of training knives, so we've dabbled in that. She's doing good. I mean, for the time that she's had to learn."
Sienna just about choked on her oatmeal in her haste to speak. "More tackles. I want to learn more tackles. Those seem useful."
I raised my eyebrows at Tori and she shrugged. "We can work a few more in. I mean, ending up on the ground isn't OPTIMAL..."
"Why don't you cut the wrestling a little short this afternoon, I've got something else I'd like you to focus on."
Tori nodded. "Ok, what's up?"
"I think it's time for Sienna to learn how to have anal sex. Think you could help her with that?"
I caught Sienna glaring at me from the corner of my eye. Tori however seemed excited. "Yeah, I brought up these cool graduated glass toys, and a couple of plugs of different sizes..."
I shrugged. "You're the expert. See, you ok with that?"
"Well, I was hoping it'd be you."
"Tori is a wizard at it. Trust me. She taught several women and a guy or two at our first few meets. You're in good hands."
I left my phone - not that it would do me any good on the snowmobile - with the excited Latina at her request and left shortly after breakfast. The machine has been using a little more gas than usual so I topped it off and made a mental note to have a mechanic look at it after hunting season, and then roared out.
I didn't see any deer I wanted to take that day, but I did harvest enough squirrels to make several dinners, and more importantly, I spent the day out in the woods. It was Sunday the eighteenth, and while I still had at least two and a half more weeks up here, I was feeling melancholy and just wanted to spend some time with nature.
I couldn't tell why exactly, but Sienna's comment about her next boyfriend and future husband had gotten under my skin like a sliver. I wasn't INTERESTED in her - if anything the woman that I could feel most connected to was several hundred miles away in another state - but I didn't like thinking about the fact that someday we'd lose her. She and Tori and I made a nice little threesome - pun intended - that felt almost perfectly calibrated. The thought of losing that - even someday - irritated me. But...I was mature enough to acknowledge the idea that it would happen, turn it over and over in my mind and examine it...and confront my own unhappiness with it.
I liked my life, exactly the way it was. I wanted it to keep going indefinitely.