Where should I start? So much has happened over the past 6 months. A life changing experience to say the least. Before I begin, it's important to know that I'm a firm believer in the saying "Once you go black, you never go back". I had started dating Nubian ladies (mostly younger) after my divorce. I quickly realized that my relationships became much more simple and full-filling. Black women were more mature, confident, self assured, decisive and far superior in the sex department than their white counterparts. It didn't hurt that I was finding myself much more submissive, which added to my happiness.
So how did my life change? Well it all started about 6 months ago when my girlfriend, a 31 year old Nubian princess Brianna dumped me for an old flame. She said she loved me, but she needed more in the bedroom than I had to offer. I always knew I was less than average in the endowment department, but this is the first time someone was honest enough to tell me. So I was a little hurt, yet I understood.
I spent the next few days sulking and watching internet porn. That's when it happened. I saw an ad for an alternative dating site that catered to BDSM. So, since I was single and had nothing else to lose. I decided to check it out. I searched around, and noticed there were a bunch of Fin Domme's on the site, which to me always seemed like a scam. So I didn't put much faith in the site. I created a simple profile that said "Mature white male in search of his young Black Goddess. "
The next morning, I logged back in to find what I had expected, 6 emails from twenty something girls interested in amazon wishlists and paypal transfers as "tribute" to simply talk with them. Yet there was one email that caught my attention. Not just because it didn't ask for money, but because it was actually well written and spoken to what I wanted.
"Hi T, My name is Leila, a twenty four year old experienced Domme. If you are interested in learning about the lifestyle then send me your info and I will contact you when I have time."
With nothing really to lose I responded back with my phone number and a g-rated pic and went off to work.
Sure enough a few hours later my phone vibrated and to my surprise it was an unknown number with a text that said:
Hey Tony it's Leila, let me know when is a good time to talk.
I quickly responded:
Hi Leila, appreciate the text, I get home around 6 so anytime after 6:30 is perfect
A few minutes later my phone vibrated again:
Call me at 6:45, looking forward to talking
I spent the rest of the day a bit nervous, so I rushed home, changed into my shorts and t-shirt and watched the clock tick away until 6:44. At 6:45 i hit the call button and it rang a few times before this sweet sounding voice said
"wow Tony you are prompt. I like that."
Her voice made me feel at ease, especially I wasn't sure what to expect. Maybe I watched too much porn and TV but she didn't seem like she was a Domme, but more like a normal girl I would date. We spoke for nearly an hour about work, our kids (she had one, I have 2). Then she must have sensed I was comfortable because I heard her take a deep breath and then say
"So Tony, you are searching for a Black Goddess."
"Yes, I think that's exactly what I want."
"I have to be up front and say, once we start this journey I'm positive your life will change and you will be happier than you can possibly imagine, but Don't answer me now. take some time to think about it and let me know. We can talk again tomorrow at 6:45. Have a good night"
"Good night Leila. Great talking with you".
Then she hung up.
Shit, I was nervous. I spent nearly the entire night thinking about it. What did she mean about my life will change? I had to find out.
So at 6:45 the next day i heard the same sweet voice as the night before.
