Author's note: Thank you to my good friends, BaileyL and Squarey, for reading, correcting, suggesting, pushing, and encouraging me.
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April slipped quietly from the bed, trying not to awaken Evan. She returned from the bathroom and climbed back into the bed, sitting cross-legged for several minutes, watching him sleep. He was lying on his back with one arm stretched out over her pillow and the other above his head. She had a sudden rush of sorrow at the thought that they only had one more morning together, but she pushed it down even as she blinked back the unexpected tears that burned her eyes. She told herself she was not going to think that way.
She had known before she agreed to meet this weekend that it was a one-shot occurrence, unlikely to be repeated. Evan had never made any promises to her about any kind of future together. She was free to see other men, although she didn't, and she assumed he saw other women. In fact, she suspected, though he had never discussed it with her, that she was not his only sub. This had never been about a relationship any deeper than the physical. No...that wasn't quite true. A D/s relationship was about more than sex. Evan wasn't the type to demand strict adherence to their roles twenty-four hours a day; she did not have to ask his permission to speak or to touch him when they weren't playing, he hadn't spent the weekend making her wait on him. They enjoyed a real friendship when they were not in session; talking about subjects from the mundane to the profound.
But when they were playing...ahh...when they were playing! Then he demanded everything from her. He demanded that she relinquish her body, her emotions, her arousal, her orgasms...everything. And she willingly gave control of them to him, finding incredible freedom in her surrender. Freedom to release the expectations and the image that the world, that she herself, had created. Freedom to simply experience and feel. For that she was grateful and would be grateful no matter how long or how brief the time that this relationship lasted.
She felt a little frisson of fear clutch her heart at the thought that this weekend could be the end. Her insecurities about her looks and her ability to please him resurfaced and for a moment she allowed them to whisper in her ear that Evan was too kind and decent to simply tell her outright that he didn't find her attractive. She frowned in thought as her gaze moved from his face down his body, trying to commit every inch of him to memory, coming to rest on his penis, lying small and limp between his legs. His reactions were certainly genuine enough. Those were real erections and real ejaculations he had each time he took her. She allowed the thought to form that perhaps it was all just a physiological response to stimuli and had nothing to do with her. She also permitted the next thought...that once he got on the plane for New York, she would never hear from him again.
Firmly pushing those thoughts away, April leaned forward and lightly rested her palm against his beard, amazed at how quickly she had come to love the feel of it against her skin. Now that she had touched him, she wanted more and ran her fingers through the short, curly whiskers. One finger traced his lips and he shifted and sighed in his sleep. Her hand moved to the curls on top of his head and let them spring against and through her fingers. She wanted to feel them against her face, so she leaned over him and softly rested her cheek against his hair as her fingers explored his face. She pressed her lips to his scalp, then they followed her fingers' path across his face, feathering kisses over his forehead, his eyes, his nose, his lips, rubbing against his beard.
Straddling his body on her hands and knees, she leaned up to kiss the palm that was above his head, leaving a trail of gentle kisses down that arm to his shoulder. She pressed her lips against the pulse on each side of his throat and moved down to his chest. Nuzzling her cheek against his chest, she wondered what it was that she found so erotic about the touch of a man's chest hair on her face or hands. She kissed along his pectoral muscles, feeling them jump and quiver beneath her lips. He wasn't asleep any longer; she could sense the tension in his body below her. But he wasn't moving, wasn't interfering with her exploration. He shivered almost imperceptibly when she thrust her tongue into his navel and she could feel him tense as she moved lower. Putting her hands on the insides of his thighs, she gently spread his legs further apart and licked and kissed along the junction of his thigh and torso on each side. She kissed one thigh, down to his knee, then moved to the other knee and kissed her way back up.
Pausing for a moment, she contemplated where to start. She wanted to begin with licking and sucking on his balls. But he was still flaccid and she very much wanted to feel him harden and grow inside the warmth of her mouth. She breathed her hot, moist breath on him without touching, and then reached her tongue out to swipe it along his slit. Now he was definitely awake and his breathing quickened as she engulfed his shrunken, limp penis with her mouth. She cupped his balls in her hand, running her fingers over the wrinkled sacs, finding the firm testicles within and rolling first one, and then the other, between her thumb and forefinger. His cock was beginning to grow and she sucked tenderly, closing her eyes in pleasure and humming softly. He was gently thrusting against her and his cock was firm and getting firmer. She loved having him in her mouth, loved the way the ridge around the head scraped softly along her tongue and the roof of her mouth as she pulled away, loved the way it made her gag as it pushed against the back of her throat, loved salty precum that dripped onto her tongue, loved the slippery sound her saliva made as he slipped in and out.
She opened her eyes and looked up at Evan. He was watching her, eyes half-closed. He reached down brushed her cheek with his fingers, moaning softly, "Fuck, baby!" She opened her mouth and released him. Leaning over, she held his cock in on one hand as she rubbed her breasts against it. She rubbed them up and down the length of him, then rubbed the head around her areola. Holding his cock in one hand and her breast in the other, she rubbed his slit over her nipple and then tried to push her nipple inside, eliciting another, "Fuck!" She closed her eyes again and lowered her head, sucking him back into her warm, wet mouth. Twice this weekend he had forced her to do this, and she had loved it both times. But this time she was initiating it...he wasn't ordering her or even asking her...she was doing it out of sheer adoration of his cock. She knew he wouldn't be able to remain passive for long and she was right. His hands cupped her face, just holding her for a moment before his fingers gripped her hair and he began to move her head up and down on his cock faster. She gagged slightly each time he hit the back of her throat and she moved one hand to grasp the base of his cock, leaving less for her to take into her mouth.
His prick was red and hard, throbbing and leaking precum almost continuously, and she knew he was getting close. He suddenly pulled her mouth off of him, wrapped his hand around hers, and used her hand to beat off. He was wet and slick and he squeezed her hand tighter around him, pumping it faster and faster.
"Baby, I'm coming!"
She felt his body stiffen beneath her, his cock pulse in her hand, and saw the thick, white cum begin to spurt. She leaned down and took him back into her mouth. He gave a strangled cry as she sucked his cum into her mouth. His hand released hers and she felt his fingers trying to grab her hair, but he seemed to have lost coordination and his fingers brushed through her hair but couldn't close on it as he thrust into her mouth. She continued sucking until his cum stopped squirting, and even then she sucked a bit longer, feeling him begin to shrink. Licking him clean, she kissed his once again flaccid penis and crawled up to kiss his mouth. He pulled her down on top of him and held her closely, kissing her gently while his hand caressed her hair.
Resting her cheek on his chest, she could hear and feel his breathing slow from gasping to ragged, and then to deep, satisfied sighs. He kissed the top of her head and ran his hands over her bare back and butt. Her nipples were hard as they pressed against his chest and her pussy was sopping. But when he tried to slip his fingers into her swampy sex, she shook her head and pulled away.
"I don't need that," she said, looking down at him. "This is all I wanted and now I just want to hold you and go to sleep."
He looked up at her, reaching up to trace a finger over her lips.