I made my way along the dock at the edge of the lake—heading, for the first time in a while, towards nowhere in particular.
Nine months out of the year, I taught classes on the side at Burbage University in Massachusetts, where I was spending my third year as a literature grad student. This year had been cut short by my father's heart attack,
After I spent three weeks by his side in the downtown hospital in Boston, my mother and aunt finally sent me away against my wishes, and ordered me to get some rest. Dad, when he could speak coherently, sided with them.
After a call to a friend, they'd managed to get our old lakeside cabin in Norfolk reserved for a week. I hadn't stayed in the place since a summer twelve years ago, when I was twelve years old, but now I had it to myself for a week. I had an icebox full of cold ham, a few bottles of beer, my books, and a week's worth of free time to kill.
In winter, thick blankets of snow covered the landscape in mountains of downy white fluff. In summer, the green of the trees and the patchwork colors of wildflowers were like an oil painting. Now it was spring—somewhere in the middle of all this change. The lake was just warm enough for swimming, and the breeze was pleasantly cool.
Before I'd made my way back from Burbage, I'd been teaching a first-year class in Shakespeare. In idle moments, sometimes I still called upon memorized speeches when I needed something to occupy my mind. Now, looking over the lake, I flashed back to
The Tempest
.
"Ye elves of hills, brooks, standing lakes and groves,"
I softly whispered to myself.
I looked over the sand at the shore, and up at an inky blue sky smattered with stars.
"And ye that on the sand with printless foot do chase the ebbing Neptune and do fly him when he comes back,"
I continued.
I made my way to the end of the dock. Then, taking in the slivers of reflected moonlight on the water's still surface, I saw a shadow come into view, treading water just beyond the light. There was a splash, and a head broke the surface. In the light of the moon, I made out pale skin, red lips, full cheeks, and neck-length hair the color of aged red wine, wet and slicked back against a cat-like face.
For a moment, I couldn't speak. But my mind flashed to
Much Ado About Nothing
now.
A prettier piece of flesh than any that is seen in Messina,
I thought.
But the woman, whoever she was, spoke before I even parted my lips to address her.
"Hey there," she said. "Good night for stargazing?"
"I..."
"Take you by surprise?" she asked coyly. One side of her mouth curved into a mocking smile and she raised an eyebrow. "Maybe you should have hid in the bushes."
"I didn't know you were out here!" I insisted. "I wasn't—"
"Shhh, hold on..." she cut me off. "Let me get a good look at you. Then we'll talk."
The water sloshed as she paddled, gracefully, spreading her arms and drawing them close. She brought one elegant hand up to the edge of the dock and drew herself up from the water. My breath caught in my throat.
My eyes darted to the side, for a moment, and I saw a sky-blue dress dumped in a pile on the far side of the dock, a white towel hanging nearby on a wooden piling. My eyes travelled back to the woman, who was standing with her hands on her hips, fixing me with a cold, unwavering gaze.
She was naked. Naked, dripping wet, and wearing nothing but a scowl.
"Well? Anything to say?" she demanded coldly.
"I swear, I didn't—"
"Oh? That's supposed to make it all better? You think I'm some kind of floozy? You think I like to be watched?"
Her words were hard and clipped, her tone smoldering, but I couldn't help it: my eyes were drawn like magnets to the sight of her pale ripe breasts, her erect pink nipples, the slicked-down red hair of her trimmed bush.
I gave myself a mental slap on both cheeks. I wasn't here to watch. I wasn't supposed to enjoy this.
"I'll go. I'll go. I'll go," I spat out nervously, trying to ignore the whine in my voice. "Look, I'm sorry. I'll go. We'll just forget about this. You'll never see me again."
"Like hell," she said in measured tones. "You don't walk away that easily. You're staying right here."
"But—"
"Until I
say
so."
She didn't bother to cover herself, but she put a hand to her cheek, contemplating my fate.
"You're not gonna...tell anyone, are you?" I asked.
"And if I do? You got a problem with that?" she challenged.
"It was an accident!"
"Hush, now. Let me think," she ordered.
A moment passed. The ghost of a smile crossed her face.
"Well, I can't think like
this
," she said pointedly, looking down at herself.
Droplets of water dripped from her bare breasts. It took all I had not to stare as the tiny rivulets of water trickled down over her soft, ample breasts and down her taut belly.
"You see that towel over there?", she asked me, gesturing with her chin.
My ears perked up.
"Go grab it for me. Quick, now," she ordered.
I scampered over to the edge of the dock, and picked up the towel. With my eyes cast down, I went back over to her and dropped it at her feet.