Too old, too tired, and too painful, having marathon sex with Dominatrix, Lady Gwendolyn, is too much for me.
Continued from Chapter 14: Mature Man & Maiden Maureen
Then, she told me, not asked me, to squeeze her tits, and pull and twist her nipples. I was waiting for her to pull out a whip. I half expected her to pull handcuffs from out of her ass and cuff me to the bed.
'What is next with this woman,' I thought? 'And where did she learn all of these sadomasochism things at such a young age? No doubt, she's spending way too much time reading erotic literature and watching porn videos.'
I've never been with a woman who wanted her tits squeezed and her nipples pulled and twisted. Is this a normal thing to do with the younger generation? I mean, maybe, they wouldn't be into squeezing tits so much if they were ever to have a mammogram. To me, it was a little weird to squeeze tits, although I did apply for a job as a mammogram technician, once, years ago, and they turned me down for obvious reasons.
To me, it was weird to do anything but to worship her naked breasts and nipples and, definitely, not abuse them. I wanted to suck her tits, caress her tits, and fondle her tits while sucking her erect nipples. I didn't want to squeeze her tits, pull her nipples, and twist her nipples. Her request deflated my sexual sensitivity, as if she had taken her fingernails and scratched them down a blackboard or worse, kicked me in the balls and ruptured me.
The last thing that I wanted to do was squeeze her tits, and pull and twist her nipples. Yet, I complied with her wishes. If that is what it takes to light her fire, then who am I to question her sexual peccadilloes? I wanted to get her off and I did my best to do that.
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I reached out my hands and squeezed her tits, first one, then the other, finally, I squeezed them both together.
"Harder," she said when I squeezed her tits.
'Harder,' I thought?
Again, I squeezed her tits as I fucked her pussy.
"Harder," she said again.
I looked at her as if she was crazy and as far as I was concerned, she was insane.
"Harder? I can't squeeze them any harder, Gwen. I have a bit of Arthritis in my hands," I said.
Between slapping her ass, slapping her face, pulling her hair, and squeezing her tits, my hands hurt like Hell. I looked at my hands and they were already swollen.
It appeared that, just as I couldn't slap her ass and/or her face hard enough to sexually please her, I was unable to squeeze her tits hard enough to sexually please her either. She made me want to run down the cellar stairs and get the vise grips. Inserting her naked breasts in the vice grips, I envisioned myself turning the handle on the vise grips.
'How's that? Are your flat as a pancake tits squeezed hard enough for you now,' I imagined asking her?
I imagined her looking up at me and shaking her head no.
'Harder,' I imagined her saying. 'Squeeze my tits harder.'
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'What the fuck? Harder,' I thought? 'I can't squeeze her beautiful breasts any harder. What if you lay out in the driveway topless and I drive my car over your tits,' I wanted to ask her but I didn't ask her that either?
Damn, this was not what I had envisioned when she told me to take her to bed. I envisioned making sweet, gentle, albeit passionate love to her. Only, she wasn't into that. Sweet and gentle was oxymoronic when it came to having sex with Lady Gwendolyn, my evil Dominatrix.
She knew what she wanted, and she wanted it rough and wild. With someone as beautiful as was she, who'd have thought that she was a sexual animal who was into pain as much as she was into sex? To look at her I never would have thought that she was Lady Gwendolyn, the Dominatrix from Hell.
I envisioned a romantic liaison. I envisioned falling in love with her. I envisioned her falling in love with me. I envisioned her being sweet, sweeter than her sister, perhaps, because she was younger. I envisioned her being innocent. I envisioned her telling me to be gentle with her because this was her first time.
'Boy am I a dope,' I thought.
Certainly, and unfortunately, this rough sex is not any kind of sex that sexually excited me. I came from a generation where we had to beg for a blowjob, and were lucky if we received a hand job, and that was from the woman we ended up marrying. Gwen was resistant to everything that worked with Maureen. I felt that I was at a loss to sexually satisfy Gwen.
I didn't know how to treat her. I didn't know how to sexually arouse her and make her cum. She made me feel inadequate. She made me feel that she wouldn't be sexually satisfied unless I treated her like a whore, make her fear me, and beat her within an inch of her life. Treating my beloved Maureen's sister like she was a whore was so against how I felt about women and about how I felt about her. I'm a lover of women and not an abuser of women.
Every time I tried talking dirty to her, she rebuffed my sexual verbiage. Forget about pillow talk, she didn't want to hear me talking dirty to her. She didn't even want to hear my voice. She didn't want to talk. She wanted action, sexual action, and not words. She wanted me to hurt her while fucking her.
"Shut up and fuck me," she said slapping my ass harder than I slapped her ass.
Geez, that fucking hurt, I wanted to say, but I didn't.
"What the Hell is wrong with you," I asked her while rubbing my naked ass?
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Mature Man & Maiden Maureen, Chapter 15:
Taking back control from Lady Gwendolyn with the help of bi-sexual Colleen.
After a while, she made me feel that I was not a guy made to feel lucky to fuck her, but that I was a guy that just had a job to do. Suddenly feeling sexually used and abused by her, powerless in her control, I had better fuck her fast, hard, and good. I had better give her a sexual orgasm with my cock. Only, too tired to take the lead, she wore me out and, now I just wanted to go to sleep.
I was done. I was finished. I was just so tired to do anything else but to sleep. I'm too old to have marathon sex like this every day. I was just glad that she'd only be here for a few more days. Suspecting that Maureen's mother wouldn't be the whore that her daughter, Gwen, was, I'd be relieved when her mother visited me, too.
"Hey, old man!" Gwen shook me awake. "What are you doing, old man, sleeping on me? Wake up, old man, wake up," she said as if she was my mother and I was late for school.
Normally, if she was a young guy calling me an old man, as was the case with Maureen's ex-boyfriend, John, he'd be drinking through a straw in a hospital room. Yet, Gwen was a young woman and a beautiful woman, at that. Instead of just hurting my ego by poking fun at my age, she did worse. She sexually emasculated me. It was obvious to me that I couldn't slap her ass painfully enough, fuck her hard, or squeeze her tits hard enough to sexually please her, so now she verbally abused me by calling me old man.
With me still sleeping, awakening me an instant, she lifted my head up by my hair, and slapped me hard across the face. Maybe, she was into this sadomasochism shit, but I surely wasn't. If she slapped me across the face again, she was about to find out how really hard I can slap her.
Whereas, I wanted to make love, she wanted me to slap her naked ass, slap her face, squeeze her tits, pull her nipples, and pull her hair. If with her not sexually satisfied with me giving her sexual pleasure because I wasn't going to give her sexual pain, then she was going to try and give me physical pain by slapping me hard. At that point tired of playing her games of sexual pain and abusive torture, I was ready to go out to the car and get the tire iron from out of my trunk and take it to her head a couple of times.
'How's that, Gwen? Is that hard enough for you,' I imagined asking her as I bounced my tire iron off of her pretty, red-haired head.
Only, I feared that even bouncing a tire iron off of her beautiful head wouldn't work.
'Harder,' I imagined her saying. 'Hit me harder.'
Trying to get away from her, I imagined running out of my house naked and screaming with her running behind me.
'Where are you going old man? You can't run away from me. Get back here and beat the piss out of me before fucking me to death,' I imagined her saying.
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I grabbed her wrist when she reached back ready to slap me again and pinned her arm back on the bed. I kissed her hard and then bit her nipple even harder, I stopped when I feared that I might bite it off. Instead of screaming out in pain, she loved it.
'Unbelievable,' I thought. 'Something that I'll never get used to and could never live with, this broad loves pain. I'm at a loss how sex with her goes with pain. If anything that goes with sex, it should be pleasure and not pain.'
Suddenly, as if I had given her a shot of adrenaline by biting her nipple hard, she came alive. I thought about rolling her over and sticking my cock up her ass, but I didn't. No doubt, she'd probably love me fucking her in her ass, too, so long as I didn't lubricate her first.
Yet, without apologies, I'm not the anal type of guy. I prefer facing women and making out with them while fondling their naked breasts when having sex with them. I mean, no offense to those who love anal sex, but anal sex is just not for me.
I struggled with the thoughts of slapping someone who looked so beautiful. The way she looked made me want to kiss her and not slap her. Where did this desire to be so physically brutalized and so roughly manhandled come from? Why is she like this?