Too old, too tired, and too painful, having marathon sex with Dominatrix, Lady Gwendolyn, is too much for me.
Continued from Chapter 14: Mature Man & Maiden Maureen
Then, she told me, not asked me, to squeeze her tits, and pull and twist her nipples. I was waiting for her to pull out a whip. I half expected her to pull handcuffs from out of her ass and cuff me to the bed.
'What is next with this woman,' I thought? 'And where did she learn all of these sadomasochism things at such a young age? No doubt, she's spending way too much time reading erotic literature and watching porn videos.'
I've never been with a woman who wanted her tits squeezed and her nipples pulled and twisted. Is this a normal thing to do with the younger generation? I mean, maybe, they wouldn't be into squeezing tits so much if they were ever to have a mammogram. To me, it was a little weird to squeeze tits, although I did apply for a job as a mammogram technician, once, years ago, and they turned me down for obvious reasons.
To me, it was weird to do anything but to worship her naked breasts and nipples and, definitely, not abuse them. I wanted to suck her tits, caress her tits, and fondle her tits while sucking her erect nipples. I didn't want to squeeze her tits, pull her nipples, and twist her nipples. Her request deflated my sexual sensitivity, as if she had taken her fingernails and scratched them down a blackboard or worse, kicked me in the balls and ruptured me.
The last thing that I wanted to do was squeeze her tits, and pull and twist her nipples. Yet, I complied with her wishes. If that is what it takes to light her fire, then who am I to question her sexual peccadilloes? I wanted to get her off and I did my best to do that.
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I reached out my hands and squeezed her tits, first one, then the other, finally, I squeezed them both together.
"Harder," she said when I squeezed her tits.
'Harder,' I thought?
Again, I squeezed her tits as I fucked her pussy.
"Harder," she said again.
I looked at her as if she was crazy and as far as I was concerned, she was insane.
"Harder? I can't squeeze them any harder, Gwen. I have a bit of Arthritis in my hands," I said.
Between slapping her ass, slapping her face, pulling her hair, and squeezing her tits, my hands hurt like Hell. I looked at my hands and they were already swollen.
It appeared that, just as I couldn't slap her ass and/or her face hard enough to sexually please her, I was unable to squeeze her tits hard enough to sexually please her either. She made me want to run down the cellar stairs and get the vise grips. Inserting her naked breasts in the vice grips, I envisioned myself turning the handle on the vise grips.
'How's that? Are your flat as a pancake tits squeezed hard enough for you now,' I imagined asking her?
I imagined her looking up at me and shaking her head no.
'Harder,' I imagined her saying. 'Squeeze my tits harder.'
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'What the fuck? Harder,' I thought? 'I can't squeeze her beautiful breasts any harder. What if you lay out in the driveway topless and I drive my car over your tits,' I wanted to ask her but I didn't ask her that either?
Damn, this was not what I had envisioned when she told me to take her to bed. I envisioned making sweet, gentle, albeit passionate love to her. Only, she wasn't into that. Sweet and gentle was oxymoronic when it came to having sex with Lady Gwendolyn, my evil Dominatrix.
She knew what she wanted, and she wanted it rough and wild. With someone as beautiful as was she, who'd have thought that she was a sexual animal who was into pain as much as she was into sex? To look at her I never would have thought that she was Lady Gwendolyn, the Dominatrix from Hell.
I envisioned a romantic liaison. I envisioned falling in love with her. I envisioned her falling in love with me. I envisioned her being sweet, sweeter than her sister, perhaps, because she was younger. I envisioned her being innocent. I envisioned her telling me to be gentle with her because this was her first time.
'Boy am I a dope,' I thought.
Certainly, and unfortunately, this rough sex is not any kind of sex that sexually excited me. I came from a generation where we had to beg for a blowjob, and were lucky if we received a hand job, and that was from the woman we ended up marrying. Gwen was resistant to everything that worked with Maureen. I felt that I was at a loss to sexually satisfy Gwen.
I didn't know how to treat her. I didn't know how to sexually arouse her and make her cum. She made me feel inadequate. She made me feel that she wouldn't be sexually satisfied unless I treated her like a whore, make her fear me, and beat her within an inch of her life. Treating my beloved Maureen's sister like she was a whore was so against how I felt about women and about how I felt about her. I'm a lover of women and not an abuser of women.
Every time I tried talking dirty to her, she rebuffed my sexual verbiage. Forget about pillow talk, she didn't want to hear me talking dirty to her. She didn't even want to hear my voice. She didn't want to talk. She wanted action, sexual action, and not words. She wanted me to hurt her while fucking her.
"Shut up and fuck me," she said slapping my ass harder than I slapped her ass.
Geez, that fucking hurt, I wanted to say, but I didn't.
"What the Hell is wrong with you," I asked her while rubbing my naked ass?
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