From the beginning of our relationship, Master Paul has always amazed me by showing me how far an "open mind" will take us. The day we met He asked me for a list of things I had previously experienced, things I would like to experience and things that was not interested in at all. One of the very first things on my "not at all" list was Golden Showers. Not only was that a "not at all" thing, it was a "hard limit". "HARD LIMIT"! *giggles* that phrase now makes me laugh. When He collared me and took me as His slave, I gave up that list of hard limits. In fact, I have given up all rights of decision to Him.
When Master began talking to me about golden showers, He helped me to see the deeply personal and erotic side. Personal? Yes! What could be more personal? Urination is such a private act; most people close the bathroom door to piss. It is something so private; it is hidden away from others. There must be an incredible amount of trust in someone to share something like this.
From a slave's point of view, to kneel before my Master and accept His golden shower over my face lips, body is an act of unconditional, nonjudgmental love. The first time He showered me I was hooked. The warmth that covered me was the most amazing thing I have ever felt. Immediately I knew I enjoyed it. Over time I came to crave it, and recently I have come to desire it in other ways.
I left to office at 11:00AM and went home to see Master. I thought we would have a few hours and I could kneel by His chair and we would have a nice visit. Master made other plans!!!