I return home to my castle as a light rain begins to fall overhead. The beautiful hilly countryside shows off my estates bountiful fruit - vineyards. The rain in this dry season will do them some good. This is my sanctuary from the outside world and the bickering pettiness of parliament. Here is where she is. But as I walk into the main foyer and grand hall I notice something... she has not greeted me yet - another inconvenience in a day full of them. The sun has long since set and the evening is just beginning. These halls bring me no comfort as I walk down them to my study. I am the last lord of this estate. Around me is a museum to this lineage, kept perfect and preserved to entertain those of importance. But this is not for me.
I lay down on my couch; the cushioned hardwood supports my weary frame from a day of dealing with pretenses. The falsities of the outside world grate on my stature. From the peasant to the Lord, each is a disgusting bundle of secrets. Lies and masks consume those outside these walls to protect their frailties. Strength is in honesty, pain, and the ability to weather its brutal face. The other lords and fat merchants do not heed my arguments that the civil unrest will soon boil over.
My rantings on The Outside are interrupted by her soft footsteps as she enters my parlor - my muse, my angel, and my devil. She speaks not a word by takes her place by my side, kneeling beside me. With a graceful sweep she pulls her long dark hair up and drapes it over my torso as she lays her head on my thigh. I can almost feel the soft curves of her skin through the leather of my breeches. The somehow cool touch sends ripples through my being and washes away my concerns. My fingers caress her tresses, and follow a long lock to its tip. I bring it to my face and breathe in the scent. She perfumes it every day, and every day I try to determine the exact mixture she uses. Lilacs....orange peel... cinnamon oil... and that silent smell. I can never determine what it is, but it invigorates the senses like cold air and bright sunshine in the morning. It makes me lift my head up and gaze upon her, drinking in every fine detail of her being that she has worked so hard to perfect for me just for this evening.
Her wine colored gown is modest and unfrilly, yet lavish still in its simplicity of the textile. With her hair tossed over me her neck is left exposed to the air, and my eyes follow the curve of her ear and down it. Soft smooth unblemished skin accented by a simple pear shaped silver pearl earring. The contours of her neck direct my attention down her shoulder, distracting me from her most deliciously bewitching feature. Her bosom moves ever so slightly as she breathes, soft ample mounds exposed above the confines of her garment hypnotically capture my gaze. My thoughts have completely left me and are hers now.
I reach down and stroke her cheek, and she sighs slightly in response. A hooked finger curves the sensual backside of her ear and causes her to angle her head ever so slightly towards me. My palm glides over her skin and down her neck. My finger trails that divider between skin and fabric over her shoulder and around each of those divine globes ever so slowly. I watch as the heaving of her excited breath causing her bosom to rise and fall dramatically, making it difficult to skirt that fine line between fabric and flesh. She is my savior; I owe her as much as she owes me. She is my pet, and my keeper.
I lift her head with my hand and look into her brown eyes. They gaze blankly back at something far behind me. Even still, I read her thoughts and her desires in that one look. Without another word she lifts herself up slowly and gracefully to adjourn to the next room. I too, rise and wander slowly over to the plain harpsichord sitting against the side wall. Unlike other musical instruments that could be found decorating this mansion with their ornate moldings and rich trim, this one's elegance can not be seen, it can only be heard. Atop it sits a glass of wine poured in expectation of my arrival. I take my seat and lift the glass to my lips. The aroma hints that it has aired enough to quench my thirst without overpowering my palate. And just so it is exquisite, as my pet is an excellent selector of vintage. My fingers find their place at the keys, but my mind is not yet ready to unleash them. The tensions of the day have not yet been released, so I too adjourn to the next room to seek my pet.
This room was once a solarium with wide windows through which the garden could be seen. The balcony outside the window shields occupants from prying eyes from below while those inside can see the treetops and the hedges below them. The stars tonight are hidden behind the clouds. The furnishings of this room were removed and I converted it to entertain my nightly pleasures. My pet already has a fire going in the hearth to banish the chill night air. I watch her glide slower across the floor. She can tell I am watching her even though her back is too me. Her small hands lift her hair and pull it over her left shoulder, exposing the back of her neck and dress to me. I can see the lacings of the gown clearly, and I admire their craftsmanship. The adjustments she made to them clearly were not meant to last long. At least, not with what I intended to do.
Those thin, delicate, articulate fingers of hers start to rub the exposed side of her neck until they reach the top of her lacings. They pull the knot and it comes free. Her hands then reach under her arms to pluck at the strings until little by little they undo themselves and the back of her dress spreads open for me. Unlike the powdered up harlots of vanity other men admire, my pet has such natural beauty I would not tolerate a corset nor bloomers. And I suspect she is the more grateful for it. The sight of her smooth skin in the firelight elicits a sigh from me - she is so beautiful.
Holding her dress to her she moves more toward the middle of the room. Long ago a chandelier hung from right above her, but now something more instrumental takes its place. Beside me, waiting patiently is the chord tethered to a cleat. I undo it and lower the load until it dangles in front of my pet. She drapes her arms over the wooden bar and awaits me. My boots are loud in the quiet room as I walk to her. Her gaze is focused on the floor and her head tilted, almost presenting her wrists to me. I slide her hand into the leather strap and secure it, and then again with the other one. Her hands tighten around the bar when I finish, and she lifts her head up towards me as I return to the cleat and unsecure the line again. With steady pulls I lift her arms above her until they are firmly stretched high, but not enough to lift her off the ground. Here, now, in the middle of my room, is my most precious thing on display for me. I circle her, drinking in all of her beauty as she is displayed. She knows I am watching her thought her eyes glance downward, and her breathing deepens, making her chest rise and fall with each breath. Ahh, now we begin our song.
Across the room opposite the hearth is an ornate cupboard that once held fine silver. In a matter of speaking, it still does, but of a different make than dining utensils. The top drawer holds a long length of leather split and frayed into may tendrils. No, that one will not do. I close it and go to the second one, the penance rope. No, both of these are too extreme for tonight. The bottom drawer has my favorite toy, an antique fly whip made of ebony from Africa inlaid with silver from the late Roman Empire. The horsehair had been replaced. Yes, it will do just nicely.
I begin by draping it over her shoulder opposite her hair; she can feel the soft hair as it pulls over her skin. Her neck angles to embrace the horsehair as I drag it past until it falls free to drape beside me. The room grows quiet and I close my eyes, listening to the crackle of the fire. Letting my thoughts be pulled into the moment. Then with one fluid swing I strike her back with the whip. It stings and her fingers grip the bar tightly for a moment then relax. She utters not a word as my arm flows from the backstroke right into the next swing. Swish, swish, swish, with long rhythmic motions the flog strikes her back again and again, each one timed exactly like a pendulum of a clock...each one building in speed. I close my eyes and feel the motion. Like a dance at a ball, my body feels the rhythm and takes over and my mind is just along for the ride. My pet knows this tune, and speaks not a word throughout it. No matter how hard the tail stings, she doesn't utter a peep. Only the rattling of the manacles above her as she twitches and tenses to the pain speak for her. Ah, my beautiful pet, so graceful, so demure, and so perfect.