The following is a true account of my servitude so far, my Master has ordered me to write and document my life as his slave. This is the first week as my life as an online slave. While my Master blackmailed me he has since told me he had no intention of exposing me. However at the time I didn't know that
First a little bit about me. I'm in my early thirties with short brown hair and blue eyes. I'm Irish but have a slight tan thanks to our wonderful summer. I swim and cycle so am in pretty good shape with abs that while not pronounced are definitely visible.
I have always fantasised about being a slave, giving up control, letting someone else run my life and make decisions for me. I have thought about being locked up in both a cage and chastity for longer than I can remember.
And that was what it has always been, a fantasy. until I met my online Master. It was only a week ago now but seems much like longer. I was scrolling through BDSM sites, posting advertisements, looking for somebody to take me under their wing when I got a message from my now Master.
`Hey boy, if you are still looking for a Master be on Skype next Tuesday for your evaluation'.
I got a surge of excitement as I read it but I was also very wary as some of the replies are just dudes who want to see me cum and then disappear. I immediately cleared my schedule for that day and began to envision what would occur on that night.
The days before were uneventful and I hadn't received any messages from my Master since that first day. The lack of messages was both frustrating and exciting. On Monday I received a message from my soon to be Master requesting information.
It was the usual stuff, where I'm located, my stats, my likes and dislike. I had a few online Masters before so I knew the type of questions I'd be asked so I almost answered on autopilot. At this stage I just considered him another Master I would chat to briefly and then forget about.
It all changed when he sent me a message that shook me and left me in a state of shock.
`I see you created a Xtube account a year ago but didn't put any videos up why'
I stared at the message in disbelief, how did he know that? Who is he? Have I spoken to him before? It took me a few minutes to respond. I just looked at the screen blankly. I didn't realise it at the time but that was when my new Master got control of me and is why he still has control over me.
Fear. If he can get access to this information from my Kik account what else can he do. I tried googling to see how easy it was. I couldn't find myself linked to an Xtube account. How did he do it. This made me both super horny and super afraid at the same time.
I asked him how he knew and I got indirect answers in return. Was he being purposefully obtuse. Is this how he lures slaves in. Is he a hacker? Does he have control of my lap top without me knowing. I could barely sleep the night before as all the possibilities swirled around my mind.
The day of my enslavement came. When I awoke I had no idea how much influence my Master had over me after just a handful of messages. I awaited his arrival with a ton of questions to ask. That of course he wouldn't answer.
He eventually, after what seemed like an age came on Skype. He didn't even announce it, a video call just started. I wasn't sure if I should answer but a voice in my head was too afraid not to, so I did. A picture of my Masters keyboard came over with the message you will never see me.
I felt an uneasy feeling in my stomach as I realised he was watching me and I couldn't see him. I felt like I was on show. He sent me another message. `You will never see me, hear my voice or know my name. I am Master or Sir to you. Do you understand?'
I took a deep breath and typed `yes sir' back. He replied that sir has a capital S and advised that I shouldn't forget it. I made sure to try and make sure I didn't. I was kind of frozen watching the screen waiting for a message in return. The delay made it worse.
I had expected a few minutes warning to get myself geared up. But no, I was straight into it. He ordered me to stand with my hands behind my head. I did as I was ordered, determined to finally submit to my lifelong fantasy. He left me standing there waiting for a response.
`Take of your T-shirt' he ordered and I quickly complied. In a matter of minutes, I was stood naked looking into the screen awaiting my new Masters orders. I was still half expecting him to tell me to cum and disappear and I could go back to my normal life.
That never happened. Instead he ordered me to tie my balls up tight. With a small string I then attached the rope to each of my big toes. I couldn't stand and the only way to move was on my knees and it was slow at that. Every time I moved I got a searing pain in my balls.
I couldn't believe how effective it was. He took away my ability to hold my head up straight. I was on my knees, humiliation rising in my stomach. He asked if I like it and I shook my head. He called me a liar and said my dick doesn't lie. I looked down and realised it was rock hard.
He wanted to see me move around and ordered me to throw my shoe across the room and fetch. It took so long to get. The small string allowed for me to move only an inch at a time as I navigated my dirty floor on my hands and knees. I had to carry it back in my mouth as my ass wagged along.
Master seemed please when I returned. He seemed different to all the other Master I had online before. I think his research of me on the internet had garnered more control then I thought. Every time I considered backing out I remembered and worried about what else he knew.