It had been almost 18 months since I heard from my Master. Life went back to normal and I soon forgot about him. I had moved on with my life. I still had the urge to be a slave and from time to time I would return to Recon but I was too fearful to go too far. Fool me once and all that.
I continued to read stories on nifty and that was enough for me. I still fantasised about it of course but my freedom was more important to me now. However, as the months passed the urge grew and grew until it started to consume me. I thought I could deal with it myself. I couldn't.
I bought a chastity device and got used to wearing it. It was exciting at first but having the power to unlock myself seemed pointless. I downloaded a chastity app as a way to stop myself of getting out but that soon got boring. I needed a key holder. I needed a Master.
I went on the full offensive looking for a new Master. I thought of contacting my old Master but he had gotten under my skin too much. Return to him and I may be enslaved for life. I couldn't take the risk.
I had some success but mostly I struggled to find a true Master. Like waiting for a bus and then two come along at once I soon found my life changed forever. I found someone local to be my Master. He seemed to have similar interest to me. I decided to take the plunge and organise a meet.
We exchanged schedules and tried to find a time that would suit us both. The closest we could find was a month's time. I sat there in anticipation of my first session when a notification chimed from on my phone. It was my old Master. What the fuck?
I stared in disbelief as an array of emotions flooded my mind, fear, excitement, trepidation and anticipation. The overriding emotion though was fear. I deleted the message and put it out of my mind. He will probably think I deleted Kik, no worry.
The next couple of weeks consisted of daily texts with my new Master. We planned out roughly our first session. He was quite mysterious. Not fourth coming with information I didn't mind I had no desire to know much other than that I needed to submit.
A week before our meet my old Master start inundating me with messages after a while of ignoring him I finally responded. We spoke about how we have been and what we have been up to. He wanted to be my Master again.
I decided to fight him. Who does he think he is? He can't just disappear and decide he want me to be his slave again. After a back and forth I started to realise something. He has no power, he has forgotten, he has forgotten his leverage over me.
He had nothing over me. I was free. I let him try to convince me but was clear I would not comply. This seemed to not anger him but amuse him. For some reason this felt worse. He acted calm and assured. I told him about my new Master and how I am busy.
He seemed pleased by the new Master and said I needed to try it in real life before beginning my submission. I laughed as I had spent days telling him that wouldn't happen and he didn't seem to be listening. He told me to go to my first session and enjoy and then radio silence.
I tried to put my old Master out of my mind and concentrate and my first real session. The day arrived and I felt excited. I cleaned my chastity belt and got ready. I was ordered not to cum in the 48 hours before hand. He said he wanted a full load. At least I'd get to cum.
I arrived at his apartment and text him that I'm outside. He made me wait in the cold for about 30 minutes before allowing me in. I walked into his apartment. It was the cleanest most organised place I have ever seen. I asked him how he got it so clean he replied `sluts like you'.
I was directed to stand on a rug in the middle of his apartment. I was right beside a window across from an office block. Only one level could see me but it seemed abandoned. `Take of your cloths' he ordered. I did as I was told and he threw black silk panties at my feet and looked at them.
I didn't wait for him to say it and slipped the panties on. He told me to look at the ground and started to circle me. Every so often he would caress my body. His cold hands ran over my abs, he seemed pleased with my athletic, toned body. He slapped my ass so hard it made it sting.
He attached ankle cuffs and wrists cuffs and left me standing there as he made a cup of tea. After a few minutes of me standing there hoping no one from the adjacent office could see me he walked over and pushed me to the ground. I fell to the rug but it didn't hurt.
He laid me on my stomach and connected the two legs cuffs with a small chain. He did the same with my wrists and then lifted my legs to connect to my bound wrists. I was hog tied completely helpless. He left the room and before long I could hear the shower running.
A thousand thoughts went through my head. The most persistent been what if someone in the office across from me was watching. A near naked guy hog tied in panties. What if he took pictures, what if he was recording it, ready to upload it to the internet?
After what seemed like a couple of hours but was probably far shorter he returned. He undid the hog tie but left my arms and feet bound. He stood me up. As I stood to my feet he gave the panties an aggressive tug giving me the worst wedge of my life before they ripped.
I was now naked, bound and helpless. He went to a shoe box sat on his dinner table and looked through it. He came over with what looked like nipple clamps. He attached one to my left nipple. It made me scream. He looked displeased. He grabbed a ball gag and roughly put it on me.